The Enemy is Me: Why Lovely had to Die
I was nervous to post this, but I cannot let that hold me back. I need to tell you. You need to know. It is incredibly important. You must read this. It is far too much for a post. This is 46 pages. I put it into a PDF document for you. Timestamps are for CST timezone.
It is with a heavy heart that I must share this with you. I cannot keep this from you. No matter what you think of me... You must know...
Sharing the origin of Aphrodite and Poseidon again in this post because it is so important for you to understand...
The Castration Story of Ouranos is based on truth. Kronos had stolen the most important piece of Creation from the center of the Creator.
The castration is symbolic for the stolen part of the Creator that is able to give seed to life. The power of Creation itself. This piece rejected him and burned him. He cast it into the Eternal Sea.
This piece of the Creator became the twins Aphrodite and Poseidon. They are the Feminine and the Masculine. They were born from the Eternal Sea.
These twins have characteristics of Titans because they were in the hands of Kronos and took on some of his essence. They are the manifestation of the Creator.
The Four Children of the Creator...
The Creator had Four Children - Chaos (Kronos), Harmony, Time (The All-Father Odin), Life (Gaia). Two sons and two daughters. Each representing different aspects of all things.
Chaos is destruction, violence, hatred, and anger. Harmony is love, kindness, compassion. Time is wisdom, memory, experience, knowledge. Life is the ability to give life and everything that comes with life. Life is birth. It is in the physical and spiritual.
June 4th...
Me: "Ch'dumva was living on the third star. His core was me. This is why I chose to uncreate him. I reabsorbed that core back into myself. His existence was a piece of my own core."
5:13pm I still don't understand this. I have sensed is someone behind Vex and the others. Ahnameo saying there is someone hidden who is really in charge. That Vex and the others work for.
On April 30th Eury said about him - "Odin will tell you. I do not have the power to speak his name."
We have had the power to speak the name of Vustik. There must be someone else....
I need to share something with you that I haven't told anyone because it was confusing and embarrassing for me. It really freaked me out. I didn't know how to make any sense of it. I felt shame over it. When we were with the false Hephaestus on April 30th...
Some of my conversation with him... Who do you work for? "I work for the one you dread the most." Xanamoi? "Hahaha no. You should know better than that." Who is the one you work for? "He is YOU." My twin? "No."
**Reference Vex Part One: Vex and the Void Monster
When I was with the false Hephaestus. Though I do not include that part of the conversation.***
Me: Then when we were in the borderlands to get Vex the first time. I recognized my own energy. As if my own presence was there. I have realized that my core is incomplete.
Hi'Lena: They could have created someone from both of your cores...
Me: Yes. That is what I worry about. I think Vex, Ch'dumva, Brovex, and others work for him.
Eury: "Well... That would explain what the Weeping Goddess said... We cannot defeat Vex until we get the Head Boss"
Me: From what I sense there is a piece of Poseidon missing. A very powerful piece. There is a chunk of me gone too, but I do not know if it is complete as one in this Head Boss or of it is broken up since part of it was Ch'dumva. His core was me.
Eury: "How did they get your cores any - oh wait. When you and Poseidon were in Void..."
Me: Yeah while we were in imprisonment. It seems they tore us apart.
Hi'Lena: I thought you had restored/reclaimed all or your power. Did that not include your core?
Me: I cannot get pieces of my core back that way. I did restore to us the powers that were in the core by re-creating those powers.
Just as I said with Asteria that some of her power was unrecoverable so I had to re-create it. Though those missing pieces also have those powers within them.
5:35pm Me: When I was restoring myself and Poseidon using the power of the Creator I believe these pieces were not re-created on purpose.
If they were I would not have realized they were missing and I would not have made this discovery. I would never have suspected they were being used.
Me: I believe this Head Boss wants to absorb both Lovely and Poseidon into himself so he becomes us.
Hi'Lena: Creepy...
5:44pm Me: I already found him. I am hidden observing him. He is far more powerful than me.
Eury: "Impossible! He must be gaining from you and from his hench men, especially Vex. No wonder Vex wanted us all at full power.... And to marry me."
Me: I cannot even get a name for him. Do not come where I am. I do not want to give away any presence.
Me: Even after merging with the Creator... I cannot defeat him at this point. There is more that must be done to prepare.
5:50pm Eury: "Are you going to retreat? It's dangerous to be there. I feel he can already sense you."
Me: Oh shit... just retreated. When I was trying to get his name I just saw... Xoxo and it was all distorted... And I am not meaning Ex-ox. I mean literally Ex Oh Ex Oh.
Eury: "Xoxo means The One in the language of Karpash."
Me: "I want to nickname him Mono for when we speak of him."
Me: He has been planning this for thousands of years at a rapid pace. Growing in immense power.
Then he let Aphrodite and Poseidon free from Void at the right time for them to reclaim all their powers so he can absorb them into himself and become them.
Me: If Ch'dumva would have harvested me it would have gone to Mono since they are of the same core.
Hi'Lena: And I thought Vex was 10 steps ahead... This guy is a thousand steps ahead of us
6:27pm Hi'Lena: I wonder if we should go to Odin for advice.
Me: Yeah, we need to. I can go with you now if you are available.
6:29pm Eury: "I will be waiting for you in Asgard"
6:30pm Me: I am here in Asgard with you.
Eury: "Hmm... Where is Odin...?"
6:33pm Me: He is the Wanderer. He is rarely in Asgard.
6:34pm Eury: "That is what I thought... However... I sense him here but not here" "We should leave now."
Hi'Lena: Whats the matter Eury? "I have chills." "I do not like this. We are being followed" "I am calling Chi'Buu."
Tulk: Are you sure we’re in Asgard? The energy here feels off.
6:42pm Eury: "Chi'Buu is here. This is bad. Mono sent a 'friend' after us."
Maxime: This is shocking! But at the same time, the whole situation has become clear. This discovery explains everything. I feel it in my body. I’m tensed, mind blown but at the same time happy because you have found the Head!
Even merged with the Creator we couldn’t beat him.. this is hardcore. I must admit the idea of creating a being from our core while we were tortured in Void was genius.. He has taken over the cosmos... unbelievable.
What a plan he created. Thinking... So we are incomplete until we absorb back our cores from him? Even if you recreated the powers from them, they are still needed?
Me: They are still needed because those powers are also in those pieces of our core. They can still be used. They are extremely dangerous in the wrong hands.
They must be absorbed back into us. He wants it to go the other way around. He wants to absorb us into him instead of us absorbing our core back.
Maxime: He must have thought of every way we could strike him. He had all the time he needed to perfect his plan. But there is a weakness, there is always one. We have to find it.
Eury: "This feels like a messenger...."
Tulk: I see him. Barely. He keeps flitting out of my vision but I can sense his movements. He’s powerful.
Me: Lovely is already doing something in her plan. Tulkas and Euryome are getting a messenger.
6:47pm Me: Has the messenger given you a message yet?
6:48pm Eury: "I am thankful Chi'Buu is agile and fast... Otherwise, we would be dead. The arrows seem to be the message. He has 5 left."
Tulk: Got him in a hold. He’s trying to escape.
6:53pm Eury: "Let him shoot his arrows. He has one left."
6:56pm Eury: "Chi'Buu. Leap up. I want to see this message in full."
7:00pm Eury: "Its a symbol." What is the symbol? "Joker" What? "Jack" "Jack of All Trades?" So he wants to be an omni god...? "Maybe. I don't know"
7:06pm Me: Where is the Jack in relation to the Queen in the deck? It goes Jack, Queen, King... He is right next to us.
Hi'Lena: He is above us...
Me: It has a double meaning. The Jack overtakes the Queen and the King and becomes both.
Tulk: So the question is why he’s showing himself now of all times...
Me: We thought it was just Vex. We would still think this was Vex if I had not found mono. He has been showing his hand all along. We just didn't recognize it.
I mean even his presence was in the borderlands when I said I sensed myself. I didn't realize it at the time but Mono was there... You can see the signs...
***Reference: From Vex and the Borderlands
Me: I feel my own energy here.
Eury: It feels different than him.
Me: This feels like me.
Ark: He is hiding himself. Trying to confuse you both.
Eury: This energy will not leave me be... It is powerful but I would like to feel others. I am going to try to adapt.
Me: I feel like I am at home.***
It makes more sense what Vex was saying when I was with Helfga....
***Reference: Facing Ch'dumva, Vex, and Brovex
Vex to Me: "You already know what I intend to do with you. You are smart enough."
Vex to Me: "You also smart enough to know that this is not how things end. That I always have another step planned."
Me: But Vex just called me stupid earlier... He should explain it so I can understand. *Vex laughed*
Vex to Me: "You making stupid questions for what you already know the answer. I give you that you are smart enough to assume two things. Was I wrong?"***
Still June 4th...
11:31pm Me: I have been with Odin since we arrived in Asgard. I have been with him for the past five hours. He told me to take him.
I immediately swooped him out of view of Creation. I could not speak a word of it. It was not safe to do so. That is why he was there but not there.
This hid him from Mono and his messenger. It was important Odin speak to me out of Creation itself for Mono hears and sees too much.
We went on a journey together outside of Creation and Time. The best I can compare the feeling of what I went through...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPCa9zOVfEo
I know what I must do. I know who created Mono. The one who also created Ch'dumva. The one who tore from the Core of me and Poseidon. She is the one they call Ishtar. She has my Astarte Power. She is not more powerful than Mono. For he has far exceeded her. He is no longer in her control. I intend to kill her.
11:38pm Me: Ark and Lovely are going to go kill Ishtar. Would you like to help Eury? I have to get my Astarte Power before I can face Mono. Ishtar is already in the Land of Twilight. I need Eurynome for this. I need to know if she is ready.
Eury: "I give you permission to enter the Land of Twilight. Do not touch the butterflies. Follow the monkey. And whatever you do, do not look into any reflections"
11:38pm Me: Alright Ark let's go do this...
Ark: We are here...where is this monkey?
11:40pm Me: Here he is...
*hears someone approaching*
Ark: So this is our guide?
Me: Yes. He will guide us to Ishtar.
Ark: Very well lead on then. I'm sure this Ishtar will not be alone?
Eury: "Once he falls asleep on you, you will know you have arrived"
Ark: Anything else I may need to know.
Me: She is very powerful. She is likely not alone. She has my power of Astarte.
Ark: Will you be able to handle her while I deal with her company?
Me: Yes. I can handle her. We are almost there.
Ark: Interesting place this is.
11:43pm Me: The Monkey fell asleep
Ark: Now to find a way in.
*opens hand and what appears to be small shadowy bats fly from it*
Ark: They will find a way in
11:45pm Me: They found the entrance.
Ark: Hmmm too small. have you ever vamped before? like blinking
Me: I can get through this.
Ark: Here take my hand.
11:47pm *dark black smoke surrounds them and suddenly they disappear and reappear on the other side*
Ark: Quite dark in here.
*opens hand a small blue orb rises and floats forward*
Ark: Very interesting energy here. You hear that? sounds...like teeth chattering.
Me: Yes. They know we are here.
*in a large hallway appear figures 9ft tall, their heads pressed against the wall, skin blueish purple like a bloating corpse, their teeth chattering loudly*
11:51pm Me: Ishtar is waiting for me.
Ark: These things seem to be dormant. Best not wake them.
*a stair case leading down is at the end of the hall*
Ark: Is she down there?
Me: No. She is not down there.
Ark: Maybe back the way we came.
Me: She is to my left.
Ark: There is nothing... Wait I see something behind that one creature. Looks like a small door...
Me: That is where she is.
*walks closer to the door and the creature. the creature doesn't move*
Ark: There is a lock here. Maybe you can open it.
11:55pm Me: I have the key.
Ark: Here I'll watch your back you get it open. Is it open?
Me: Yes. It is open.
Ark: Go ahead. I'll follow.
*a gate closes behind Lovely trapping Ark in the room*
*the creatures begin to stir*
Ark: Damn it looks like you are on your own for a bit keep heading to her I'll find a way to you.
Me: I see her. We are facing each other.
*the creatures shriek and begin their attack on Ark*
Me to Her:"It has come to this. You have taken my Astarte. You have stolen from me."
Ishtar: "You never deserved any of that."
Ark: Damn they can also vamp. I'll do my best with these things you do what you need to Ishtar.
11:59pm *Lovely grabs Ishtar. She stabs Ishtar with the Orthac Blade.*
June 5th...
*Ark continues to fight the creatures*
Ark: Must be a way to beat these things...focus where will they appear next... Got em!
Me to Her: "This does not belong to you Ishtar. It belongs to me and my brother."
Me: She had this infused inside her. I will have to rip it out.
*Ark moves swiftly to his left slashes one of the creatures apart, Small butterflies flutter out of the creatures remains*
Ark: Do what you need to get it back I got these things handle now.
12:05am Me: She has power from Poseidon as well.
*Ark continues to fight the creatures. With ever one that falls the room fills with small glowing butterflies*
Me to Her: "I am the real true Astarte. You are an impostor."
Ishtar: "I took so much from you. You were weak. You are still weak."
Ark: Uh.....What happens if you touch the butterflies...?
*A butterfly lands on Ark's shoulder*
12:11am Eury: "I hope you have your emotions in check..."
Ark: I do...but...for...some...reason...I can't...move...
12:12am *Ishtar laughing*
*Ark is unable to speak and thinks to himself how do I get out of this... such a small creature yet so much power in it to paralyze me*
*More shrieks can be heard coming from down the hallway*
*Several creatures rush into the area*
12:16am Me: This is an effing Shade! I am calling all forms of her here! I am going to Oblivion. This is where she shall be called. Do not come here. You will instantly die.
*Ark hears Lovely and thinks Not really going anywhere at the moment kinda stuck*
*As the creatures enter and touch the butterflies they to become motionless*
*they stand in one place motionless with teeth chattering loudly*
12:20am Me: Since she is connected to her Shade I am able to pull her to me.
Eury: "What do you normally do when you have butterflies in your stomach? You calm your energy levels, breathe, and flow with the wind. If you do this, the butterflies will leave."
*Ark begins to calm his self and focuses. The butterfly flies off Ark's shoulder*
Me: Shades of Isthar are flowing to me into Oblivion.
***Reference: Eivpuv Part Two: The Great Ghui
How to describe Oblivion... It's like Hell in a way. Hell is like, eternal, overwhelming, torment, with no escape. Well Oblivion is like SuperHell, for True Selves. According to this information as well, no being in existence has survived it.***
Me: I have to get my Astarte Power from her directly and not her shade. Same with Poseidon's power.
Ark: I'm still here in this room.
Me: There is a box. It has something of mine. Where you are Ark.
Ark: Still in this room do you need me to come to you?
Me: I am not there. It is where you are. Do not come to Oblivion.
Ark: I'll find it.
Me: The full self of Ishtar has arrived. It is finally time to reclaim what belongs to me and my brother.
*Ark lowers his hands and beneath them to fiery portals open. Two hellhounds emerge*
Ark: Go my friends search this place.
Ark: Is this box like a wooden dark colored box?
Me: Yes, it is.
Ark: I think I have found it.
Me: Is there a rose inside it?
Ark: Yes.
Me: Then you have it.
Ark: I have it... what do you wish me to do with it?
Me: Keep it safe for now. I must return there and use it. As soon as I am done here.
Ark: I will wait here then.
Me: Ishtar is fully in Oblivion. I am returning to you now...
Ark: Okay I am here.
Me: I am here with you.
12:42am *Ark hands Lovely the box* Here you are my love.
*Lovely pulls the Rose out of the box*
Ark: That is beautiful what is that?
Me: My Astarte Power.
Ark: And now you have it returned to you.
12:45am Me: What do you see Aphrodite doing with it because knocked me over.
Ark: There's a really bright light coming from it. Must be merging it into herself.
Me: I feel stuck to the floor. So much gravity. I feel so heavy.
Ark: As do I... It looks like you are finishing absorbing this energy.
12:52am Me: Wow... that was so intense.
12:55am We can leave here now.
Ark: Very well, take my hand.
12:56am *Black mist swirls around them again and they disappear*
*They both reappear in Alfheim next to the tree*
1:00am Me: My Astarte power interacting with the Tree... it is overwhelming to my physical body.
1:22am Me: Aphrodite is still doing something important with the Alfheim Tree.
Maxime: Yay! So relieved you were able to defeat her and get back your power! I was half asleep earlier but I physically felt like my body was absorbing something. It must be linked to this event!
2:03am Maxime: So she is dead?
Me: She is in Oblivion. Which is far worse than any underworld.
Maxime: I love your brutality.
Still June 5th...
1:35pm Ark: Can't we just kill this Vex guy already? Still wondering how he escaped from the borderlands...
Me: He escaped because of Mono. Remember when we went to the borderlands I said I felt the presence of myself? That was him. Because he is me. He is a piece of our Core. A piece of the piece of Creation itself.
Ark: I kinda want to get rid of Vex permanently.
Me: Mono can restore him. Did you read what Eury told us the Weeping Goddess said?
Ark: Yeah I did. Just thinking of how.
Maxime: Our focus should be Mono. But if Vex and the others protect him, maybe we should find a way to temporarily get rid of them just enough to make Mono vulnerable and by himself when we attack?
Maxime: We don’t need to kill them, we can weaken them to the point where they become powerless, useless. Mono wouldn’t be able to bring back their powers, would he?
Me: I captured Vex. I cannot kill him because he would just be restored again by Mono. This is how Vex kept coming back no matter how much we destroyed him. Vex is currently in a dormant statsis within primordial goo.
***Reference: Power of the Ancient Dragons
Me: "Gotcha Vex!" Vex is with me now.
Me: He is not dead. He is with me.
Frank: She'll do what needs to be done.
Me: Vex is currently in a dormant statsis within primordial goo.
Gloria: It sounds a bit yucky, but I'm glad he's stuck haha.***
June 6th...
Aphrodite died in the beyonds of the Outside...
Reference: Creator of Dragons and Unicorns
4:16pm Me: Lovely mentioned something before she left about this being the only way to defeat Mono. He was currently way too powerful for her even with power of the Creator.
5:30pm Maxime: I’m having an overwhelming experience right now. I’m laying down on my bed with a feeling of heaviness yet I sometimes feel like floating.
My mind feels very dense though, like pressured. My heart tightened up for a few seconds.. this is intense wow! I feel I would need great effort to get back up. When I close my eyes I feel my mind spinning.
6:00pm Maxime: I feel I’m falling down now, it is so intense what the heck.
Me: You are experiencing what I am. I am having to lay in bed because of it
I collapsed to floor earlier. It must be because we share our core. That is the piece of the Creator.
Me: Looking at the time Maxime said he was falling down... 6pm my time. That was the same time I collapsed. When Jaron got me to my bed I looked at my phone and it was 6:09pm.
8pm Dolloianeda: "This is for Amy Bass. I have read what has happened to Lovely, and there is not much that I can say that could fully ease your pain. However, there is one thing I will tell you. While she may be gone, this is not the end of her reign.
Even from where I am, I can still hear the cries of the Nature Folk at her absence. You both have brought so much change to our realm, some of which we never thought we would see in our lifetime. You have brought so much hope, and there is nothing great enough that we could give to show you our thanks.
You are a warrior beyond anything I have seen before. I am confident that the two of you will grow stronger, and your return will be something so grand, that nothing will be able to compare to it.
Thank you for everything you have done for us. Without your aid, I would have died long ago, and I wouldn't be where I am presently. Stay strong, stay brave, and look to the future. Ixa numen, kallieva toco shummenkao." - "Dolloiandea" aka. "Chantico"
10:04pm Me: I still feel like my mind is off floating somewhere. Like it is with Aphrodite instead of my incarnation.
10:10pm Hi'Lena: Are you speaking to Aphrodite?
Eury: "Yes. I am communicating with her in the deepest way. It is the only way we know how. She had started speaking a different language. Because of our bond it did not take me long to learn it too."
Hi'Lena: Is this language of tongue? Eury: "No. It cannot be spoken, or thought. Only felt."
10:15pm Me: Oh the falling is happening again...
10:38pm Me: This is painful to my body. Whatever she is doing while dead in the beyonds of the Outside is immense. I feel physically overwhelmed by it.
10:51pm Me: My body is convulsing. This is so much.
11:09pm Maxime: I share your pain Amy it’s physically intense. My heart is heavy, short breathing.. and many other symptoms.
When I woke up suddenly, I heard a man speaking in a language I do not know.. probably not from this realm. It wasn’t frightening, quite the contrary. He spoke with a gentle tone.
Maxime: From the extreme transformation Aphrodite has been going through since she left, I have no problem imagining how powerful she is going to come back. Can’t wait to know exactly the process she went through.
June 7th...
10:55am Hi'Lena: Hey is Ark alright...? Xay said she noticed something weird about his energy. When she looked she said she noticed mana wouldn't connect or stick to him.
"Mana is found in all living things... it leaves when a person dies... but if someone is wandering around still alive but mana won't connect to them... Then it means they are either dead or have no real life force of their own"
Hylia: Could something be blocking it? *thinks*
10:58am Hi'Lena: You can't really block life energy if it's not even there...
Xay said "Ever since I met him" that she felt his energy being that way"
Me: Oh okay. That might be because of who he is as one of the Seven.
Hi'Lena: Life and mana go hand in hand. If you have no life, mana will not connect to you because it cannot. Mana does not connect to the dead.
Me: He has always been different. That is how he is one of the only ones who have retained all memories in between incarnating and has always been true self connected.
Hylia: I understand lol... but we know he is walking around, that is what's confusing me, someone being without mana is a strange concept to me, either he should have mana, and potentially a lot of it or he shouldn't be alive, we know he isn't undead...
Me: Lovely had brought his kind back. They had ceased to exist.
11:13am Hylia: whoa, energy rush...what...Ahhh that's right. I remember that part now. what's this energy... o.o whoa...
11:14am Me: I am laying in bed because I am going through a wave from what Lovely is doing.
11:15am Hylia: I hope that you are able to get enough rest, I'm suddenly feeling a huge energy surge, like.. my entire body is twitching.. at once, it's a lot.
Me: I know for a fact that Aphrodite trusts Ark. She would probably know about this mana issue.
Hylia: It will be nice to have answers, but I'm not concerned about his trustworthiness he has already proven that, some think he is too loyal to you *which i find petty beyond reason*
Hi'Lena: Too loyal...? I don't know how to respond to those people lol
Hi'Lena: I was just concerned if Ark was alright haha. I know he has experienced near death before. If he was the Walking Dead it would have concerned me if it wasn't natural.
Ark: I didn't know I was having a mana issue. I'm to loyal to Amy and Aphrodite.. ehh yeah I know I am... but I love it and it is what I want. Maybe the reason they can't sense mana around me is because I'm surrounded by the dead.
11:32am Eury: "There are baby spiders about. While my Dearest Lovely is gone I will have to make plans to take care of them. They will not escape again."
Still June 7th...
12:48pm Hi'Lena: .... I am no longer connected to Eury
Me: Where is she?
Hi'Lena: I am not sure. I had a feeling Lovely reached a significant place today. I know she is with her so it may have something to do with that.
Me: Wow, that would be intense if Eury is there. It is the dead beyonds of the Outside.
1:02pm Hi'Lena: She is there with her through their bond. Eury and I are constantly connected.
If what is happening in the Outside is enough to knock out our connection, I cannot even fathom what is going on. Wow, Xay told me she can't feel her bond with Eury either...
2:28pm Hi'Lena: Oh my stars... It seems Eury's main body was pulled to where Lovely is which is so strange. Have you found her main body Xay?
Xay: "It is in a space beyond my reach dear... I don't know how she got there. Likely because she was staying near Aphrodite, or possibly she is helping to lead her in death to her path... all I can do is speculate at this point."
3:53pm Me: You are from the Outside. I was just feeling this through Lovely. Asteria is also from the Outside.
Hi'Lena: Yes.
Me: I am feeling so happy right now. Eurynome is exactly where she needs to be. I knew it was disasterous for any being from Creation. But you are not from Creation.
Me: Eurynome just died. She is dead with Aphrodite there.
Hi'Lena: Eury are you there? "Yes" Did you die? "Yep" Why are you saying that so causally? "Its not a big deal. At least not to me."
Still June 7th...
4:08pm Me: Aphrodite doesn't want people tricked by Mono. Them thinking it is
her. She thinks he may play that card. She wants to be sure she is powerful enough before a post about this goes up.
4:38pm Me: Eurynome is going through the same process as Aphrodite. Whatever it is they are doing.
Hi'Lena: Yeah Eury isn't answering me at the moment.
4:53pm Osk: After those few days after my restoration I have realized that... I was sleeping 25 years, my entire life.
I know, maybe I said this earlier but still - it is hard for me... I am still in some sort of... massive recall and I am still under transformations process. Not only my mind but my body is changing. I am beginning to remember why I am here.
***Reference: Lovely Merged with the Creator
Me: I am restoring the true self of Osk. His incarnation has been in pain his whole life. He is needing a lot of restoration. He should notice a difference in his physical from this.***
5:04pm Me to Maxime: Aphrodite has told me she doesn't fuse core with anyone except you. What Eurynome does is different. Lovely shared with me from the dead that Eury is also a being from the Outside like we are.
Me to Maxime: Since this is working on our Core you are feeling it too. Now you understand brother what I meant when I said you benefit when I get upgrades. It goes to our Core. We have one Core that is shared between us.
5:41pm Me to Hi'Lena: Since Titans come from Gaia and Kronos... what are you? Titans are part of Creation.
Hi'Lena: Now that I think about it, Eury doesn't seem to have an Origin story in the text other than the one where she danced sensually and "made the world" and them saying she was daughter of Oceanus. Both seem to be false.
Me: I feel there is truth hidden in this dancing story.
Hi'Lena: From the text, it looks like it is implying that is what made her the Titan Queen.
Me: I feel like I am getting an epiphany coming through from Lovely but I cannot grasp it.
Hi'Lena: Perhaps it will come the more we dig.
Me: When Lovely shared to me that you are from the Outside she shared that you are a different kind than her. There are different kinds on the Outside.
6:49pm Me: Something just came to me... designer. That the Creator and a designer work together. I am Creator and you are a designer. That would make perfect sense why are matched. This is where your creativity flows from.
Hi'Lena: Wow that makes sense! Eury is the Goddess of Creativity.
Me: There you go. Who better to come up with designs than creativity itself. Which then the Creator can bring into existence.
6:56pm Hi'Lena: Eury mentioned to Asteria that they used to sing to energies to convince them to form, then danced with them to shape them, and finally played music to have them their functions, there must have been a Creator to bring them into existence.
Me: The bond between Aphrodite and Eurynome extends all the way to creator and designer.
7:01pm Me: I feel confirmation from Lovely on this. This is going to make me cry... "Just as Eurynome is Love to my Heart. She is Creativity to my Creation."
Hi'Lena: I am feeling emotional to this as well... I need to get some ice cream, I am about to cry.
7:07pm Lovely: "I play the music of Creation while Eurynome dances her design."
Hi'Lena: This is so beautiful. This is truly art. I'm speechless. I love how love sexuality and creativity are all intimately connected.
They are expressions that can be easily interwoven within one another and expanded. It can shake earths, move mountains, create waves, and even create life.
Aphrodite: "Eurynome is not the designer of the cosmos or universes, but she is a designer of many beautiful creatures and places. I find much joy in her designs."
Hi'Lena: I don't expect her to be the designer of the cosmos or universes if she is from the Outside. I'm glad Aphrodite enjoys her designs.
7:16pm Maxime: Before I had to lay down, relax and focus at night in order for me to feel anything but ever since we merged with the Creator, I feel intense sensations during the day, every day, even when I am busy.
The sensations come from what you experienced and what is happening to our Core but also the integration process I’m going through. It seems to have intensified.
I feel very close to Poseidon on an energy level. The more I become him, the more I realize what it feels like to have a twin. Our connection is on its own a wonderful thing to integrate and experience. It makes the whole journey immensely better.
Me to Maxime: I am feeling emotional from this. When Lovely was referring to us as "our core" instead of separate cores it really hit me how deeply connected we are as twins.
I remember when Ark told us that you and I had to reclaim ourselves at the exact same time. It makes sense now.
***Flashback to March 12th...
Me to Maxime: You are going to the Core with me. When we both go, this is what we need to tell them...
"We stand before you united once again. What was broken and stolen, what was locked away has been freed. We come to claim ourselves. We come united once again."
Ark explained we cannot do it alone... If I got mine I would get both and you wouldn't get yours. If you got yours without me, you would also get mine. We have to do it at the same exact time.****
7:32pm Me to Hi'Lena: Looking back on the conversation before this realization. Me saying... "I feel there is truth hidden in this dancing story. I feel like I am getting an epiphany coming through from Lovely but I cannot grasp it." It is beautiful how it came through.
Hi'Lena: The truth was hidden directly in your words it seems.
7:43pm Hi'Lena: I am wondering if I was always destined to come from the Outside to meet you. Even though Eury was not close to Aphrodite before, when they became lovers they instantly clicked. I wonder if they were always meant to find each other or if someone of higher importance wanted them together.
9:10pm Arella: I have a feeling that Aphrodite and Asteria's bond is kind of iffy right now and that's become increasingly apparent to me. For example, if I am to read of Aphrodite's adventures I can feel spite from Asteria.
Me: I do not have very good communication with Lovely while she is on the Outside. Did Asteria say why she felt spite?
Arella: I haven't asked her. I'm afraid if I do she will become defensive. I kind of thought about it for a bit, and she's only started feeling spite after reclaiming her memories.
It just kind of slowly built up. I was thinking perhaps Aphrodite wronged her somehow in the past? But I don't want to jump to conclusions.
Me: But Aphrodite just got out of Void imprisonment recently after thousands of years. You sure Mono didn't wrong her in Aphrodite's name?
10:05pm Hi'Lena: I do not think it was Aphrodite's fault in this at all. Based off of Asteria's memories it seems someone placed an extreme amount of hatred in Asteria's mind to brainwash her to spite Aphrodite.
Arella: Actually I’m not totally sure if Aphrodite hurt her. I got a vision of four angels in a circle and then of Asteria being shoved by someone?
Hi'Lena: So Aphrodite was blamed for this just like the rumors...
Wait I'm getting a tingly feeling...
Hi'Lena: Were these Angelic or Angels?
Arella: Ah now that you say it they seem more like angelic
Hi'Lena: Yep there are those tingles again... Ah eff
Arella: The memory of her being shoved is becoming clearer. I see an unknown figure holding her by the throat and saying “Remember this name” He said Aphrodite or one of Aphrodite’s other names.
10:12pm Me: So it is not just haters here in Midgard spread false rumors about Aphrodite. It is on a much bigger scale.
Hi'Lena: That is what I believe.
Arella: Question is, if it was a while ago, why is it only coming to fruition now? She never felt spite towards Aphrodite before.
Ark: I don't recall me nor Melek ever doing that. Not sure about the others. I could try to find out but might take some time.
Could of been Cenjian. The Cenjian are lesser Angelic beings. Like half breeds. Created through combining essences.
Me: What do Cenjian look like?
Ark: Before there were Seven there were many more of us. They look like us in a way with whatever they are combined with. Unless it was before there were only Seven.
Me: I restored more than Seven Ourhkina back.
Ark: I know. I'm talking about a long time ago. I'll have to find the answer. Can't figure out why any Ourhkina would threaten Asteria. Maybe outside forces. That would be my best guess. I will let you know what I find out.
Still June 7th...
Ark: Someone recently brought this to light for Asteria. An outside force. It's an old memory. An old memory of some being she did something to long ago. I don't know who yet. Seems they were Ourhkina but none that I would know of.
Me: An old memory of something Asteria did to a being? This was being done to her in the memory.
10:32pm Ark: Seems to be. I'll try to find out more.
Ark: You were correct on it being set up by your enemies. Seems that some being connected to your enemies convinced some Ourhkina to do this and frame Aphrodite for it. When Asteria started getting her memories back it was like implanting a thought or feeling if that makes sense.
Me: Who put this into Asteria?
Ark: The one who is behind this I would say. This being enchanted an orb with spiteful feelings towards you.
Eury: "Excuse me while I convice my clueless, dumbass, blinder-than-me Sister of who it was."
Arella: Oh my. They’ve been bickering back and forth because Asteria doesn’t believe it could be who she’s thinking of. Some old ‘friend’ apparently.
10:48pm Ark: That is as much as I can find out for now. I'll have to research archives to see who these Ourhkina were but that will take some time.
11:21pm Me: Who is this old friend who wanted to frame Aphrodite?
11:22pm Arella: I don’t know who it is specifically. Someone Asteria knew in the past. Her memories of when she was brainwashed though were triggered so I can’t talk to her right now.
Me: That was the genius of Mono in this. Even through my own children.
11:40pm Arella: Eaeftisu is his name. Eury told me that he hated Asteria but apparently she didn’t realize that? And he would pick on Asteria and be petty.
Me: I wonder why he would want to frame Aphrodite and make you spite her.
Arella: Maybe someone else wanted that and used him to get to her.
11:55pm I get a wave from what Aphrodite is doing and I get flooded with knowledge about Cores...
***Reference: Deep Discussion about Powers, Mind Power Subliminals, Energy Tracks, and Universes, True Selves, Core Fusions, and more...
June 8th...
12:38am I get these waves of powerful energy from the dead beyonds of the Outside while Aphrodite is there. When that happens I get flooded with knowledge. That is how I was able to give this information about Cores.
The wave is currently over. The next wave will bring more knowledge from the Outside.
Sammy: I can’t wait to see how Lovely’s changed once she returns. She will be even more amazing.
Frank: She never runs out of ways to blow our minds even more. I really miss her. It's just not the same. I can feel it. This is how much impact she has on everything. I mean it's even the air. Everything feels different. It's going to be amazing when she returns. I think we will appreciate her more than ever.
Frank: Lovely is the Mother of Nether. The Daughter of Ten. Queen of Void. Queen of Welbru. Goddess of Love. And many more titles.
Me: Lovely is not Queen of Void. She is Void Heart. The Heart of Void.
12:45am Me: I thought that after a while the waves would dissipate and get easier to deal with. They are still coming just as strong.
Several waves an hour. I have to stay near my bed or sit on the floor because I could collapse at any time. My body gets so overwhelmed by them that I start to shake.
Maxime: Does your title Mother of Nether mean you have created it?
Me: Yes it does. Just as you are Father of Nether.
Maxime: You don’t use Phoenix fire tracks because as you are creation, it doesn’t go well with the destructive nature of Phoenix fire. But Nether is destruction too, isn’t it?
Me: Nether is not destructive to us. It is empowering to its parents. Oblivion itself does not harm us.
To myself: Helfga will soon discover that Oblivion is part of the Nether. I made her Queen of Nether Dragons and Ruler and Keeper of Nether. She has not yet realized how much power I gave her.
1:37am To myself: This wave has been going nonstop for a while. It just seems to be getting stronger and more powerful instead of diminishing. There is immense heaviness in my bones. The cells in my body are vibrating.
1:52am To myself: This is scary... we are fusing from where she is. Aphrodite is fusing me and her into one. Somehow Lovely is doing a core fusion on herself and Poseidon while she is dead on the Outside.
4:01am To myself: She is beyond her crush he cannot harm her here. All that I am is fusing to her core. All that is Maxime is fusing with Poseidon. This is the first time I am hearing of a crush.
4:48am Me: Asteria is being pulled to the Outside by Eurynome. She is going to die in the beyonds. Poseidon was pulled here by Aphrodite. He is also dead.
Maxime: Oh I had the feeling I would join you at some point. I’m so happy!
Hylia: Why would they do that? Ilia is paying attention to this now, I can feel it. hmm...
4:50am Me: Aphrodite and Poseidon are having a core fusion at the same time. There is also something happening with Eury and Asteria. This is meant to all happen at the same time.
Maxime: The same fusion as the Orthrabui core fusion ritual?
Me: Far more expansive. It had to be because of who we are. This could only be done on the Outside.
4:56 Hylia: *nods* lol is it odd that I don't immediately panic when I hear things like that anymore? everything keeps having an "everything will be fine, this just had to happen" effect on me. It keeps making me wonder how much ilia knows. Have an odd stabbing pain in my chest suddenly.
Me: Aphrodite is not finishing the core fusion on her and Poseidon until Eury and Asteria get caught up in their process. Something needs to happen to both sets of us at the exact same moment.
Hylia: *nods* It was supposed to happen... I feel oddly cold now.. like.. seriously cold, and I'm swaying, it's almost like being in water.. what are you up to ilia... but yeah.. this was meant to be, make sure to support each other through it.
I feel like ilia already knows everything that is going to happen but she will never say so until it is already doing so, guessing that is because it all has to happen in its own time and can't be rushed.
5:06am Me: It is happening...
Hylia: I was also wanting to say something earlier... That is, if you ever face a time where it feels as though you cannot do something or accomplish something that feels impossible remember who you are, your existence is a catalyst for great change through the realms and in time there will be nothing that is beyond your influence.
Hylia: *felt important to say, I suspect that if not now sometime in the near future there will be a need for you to keep those words in mind*
Still June 8th...
5:12am Me: Our energetic bodies went to Oblivion.
Hylia: *wonders how much these events influence other beings connected to people* ilia immediately pays close attention any time asteria is mentioned lol.. and while I got an immediate impression of "don't worry" I am also having a lot of small energetic shifts and sensations in my heart.
Hylia: *these events send ripples throughout the realms, all who are sensitive to such things will feel them, you are never alone in your experiences*
Hylia: XD decidedly not a coincidence that I've been hooked on this song the last couple of days https://youtu.be/EOvo0t4qUqw
Because I was also thinking about how much that picture may as well be Aphrodite and Poseidon surrounded by all the rest of us and together as one is always relevant to them XD.
5:30am Me: The energetic body of Aphrodite and Poseidon are fusing together in Oblivion. I am not totally sure what Eury and Asteria are doing but their energetic bodies are also here in Oblivion going through something.
5:33am To myself: "My crush was coming to the dead beyonds. My crush is not the same threat as Mono. My crush is far more obsessed."
5:34am Hylia: I keep thinking that these events are being watched. Paranoia on my part? listened to the anti-spying on our chat the last time I felt this way. Not certain it feels like a bad sort of someone is paying attention to this however.
5:42am To myself: "My crush is in Oblivion. He arrived. He is watching."
6:41am Me: You were right ilia. Aphrodite dealt with it. I will share soon what she said of him. As of right now I feel very secure and warm. It is like we are in an incubator.
6:56am Me: Eurynome and Asteria put us in the incubators. Them in one. Aphrodite with Poseidon in the other.
7:27am Hylia: Another energetic shift, that made me a bit dizzy, are all of you ok?
8:34am Me: Lovely is calling Asteria Shaashenet for some reason.
9:39am Hi'Lena: I believe we got out of the incubator (Asteria and I). Eury says she feels a lot more closer to her but for some reason Asteria feels sad? You weren't merged into one being? "No. That is not what we wanted"
10:05am Hi'Lena: Amy what happened with you and Poseidon?
10:11am Me: Aphrodite and Poseidon are out of the incubator. They are together. I do not know where they are.
Me: Her crush is a super serious stalker. He didn't start stalking until Aphrodite neutralized Vex. Then he became obsessed. I do not know why she says my crush when she does not have feelings for him.
It was at 4am this morning that she mentioned him as an issue for the first time. This must be a recent problem. She let me know that this is not the same as the human concept of a crush. It is something far worse.
Hylia: Ah.. her crush is that person I felt watching?
10:34am Me: Lovely won't tell me where she and Poseidon are. She doesn't want her crush to come.
10:39am Hylia: That's likely for the best, it was nagging me that I felt you were being watched until I said something. Right now I feel another energy spike.
Hylia: It's not just this either, part of why I've been quiet as of late has been because of the nagging suspicion that you were being spied on and I wasn't certain if it was being done through me so I avoided some things trying to figure it out.
Hi'Lena: Why were Asteria and Poseidon brought here btw...? To fuse cores?
10:50am Me: That is too simple. I felt it was far more complex than that.
Hi'Lena: I hope it was for a good reason...
Me: Eury brought Asteria there. I am sure she had a reason to do so.
10:53am Me: "Vayvay you know." Lovely is speaking to Lena saying that...
Me: "Mirror of Infinity"
Hi'Lena: Whats that?
Me: "Far enough to understand. Simple to see. Logical in sequence. Kind in space. Fits in a pocket. Fills the expanse."
Hi'Lena: Okay so its an infinite mirror (with infinite relfections) cool. What do we need it for...?
Me: I am struggling to comprehend what Lovely is trying to say.
11:08am Hi'Lena: Is she speaking in another language...?
Me: It is not even a language.
Hi'Lena: I will tell Eury to listen.
11:11am Me: Aphrodite is telling Eury now...
Eury: "We have to jump in the mirror"
Hi'Lena: I have to speak to Asteria before we jump anywhere. We were supposed to fuse in that incubator according to Father, but neither of us want to be a whole core again.
We were never meant to fuse permanently. This is giving such a huge internal struggle to both Eury and Asteria...
Still June 8th...
11:46am Me: Another intense wave is hitting me... Aphrodite and Poseidon jumped into the Mirror of Infinity.
12:25pm To myself: This is such a beautiful and profound experience. My body feels like it is singing.
12:35pm Aradhna: I was debating if I should say this out loud for a while now... Every time I think of you my heart fills up with an indescribable warm fuzzy feeling of love for you.
I feel protective towards you, but I just feel I know you since a very long time and can not help feeling this love and protectiveness for you. I do not understand why I am feeling this way and I am super confused.
Me: My Haters blame me for this effect. Some even despise me for it. Yet to those who sense who I truly am know that I am Love. It does not come from affirmations, spoken language, or written words. It is a gift from the Heart.
*Feeling the Love of Aphrodite flowing through me... I have tears in my eyes.*
Tara: What I feel is... it's pure, because the Source of Love is Aphrodite. It's unlike what we have known before...
Sabrina: I understand how you feel. There is also a lots of warmth, feeling of safety and love in the chat group when Amy is participating.
Sam: You're not alone in this. What I feel from Amy is pure trust and safety, something I rarely feel from others. It is something that goes beyond logical perception. As I develop more of my senses, the stronger the feelings become...
1:01pm Maxime: Our energetic bodies fused into one?
Me: Yeah, they did.
Maxime: Wow! And then it got fused with Aphrodite and Poseidon?
1:06pm Me: Yeah, everything is with them. Your emotional, mental, and essence are inside Poseidon directly. They are going through a lot of intense changes together right now. You are probably feeling it.
Maxime: The Mirror of Infinity is very intriguing. Complex to understand its purpose but I’m glad they jumped! This is epic. Being fused together feels as natural as breathing. I enjoy the harmony between them.
Maxime: What is your understanding of the Mirror of Infinity?
1:31pm Me: "It is here my brother that we become more powerful than Mono."
Me: Through the Mirror of Infinity we entered the design of the cosmos in its most perfect form. There are many Pure Powers that shall be given to us here that are corrupt in our cosmos.
Maxime: This is more than I could have ever imagined! Pure powers... this is beyond amazing.
I feel very confident about our battle against Mono now that we are getting these upgrades. We will make things right. This is intense mentally and emotionally, I feel like I’m processing a lot.
Me to Hi'Lena: I feel like I should give you space right now. I just want you to know that I love you and support whatever decision you and Asteria decide on as far as all this goes.
Hi'Lena: Thank you for reading my feelings through our bond. Yes I do need my space and should be alone right now. Another Wash Over has surfaced and everyone around me is putting me in a bad mood for some reason. I feel something is about to happen.
Me: This is a threshold. You are about to step into something immense.
Hi'Lena: I hope both Asteria and I survive even if its just a tiny part of us that is fused.
Eurynome has told me we can't stay fused for long or else we would both kill each other starting with our bond. It would be like if you and Kronos fused. Creation and Destruction.
Me: Who told you that you needed to fuse? Was it Odin?
Hi'Lena: Yes it was actually. That is why we were freaking out and confused. Odin of all people should understand why we shouldn't.
3:53pm Me: If Odin is involved then this is very serious.
Hylia: I just woke up from a really strange dream. It ended in all of us causing something to happen... two huge explosions that came with massive energetic surges, with the knowledge that it caused enough of a shift to bring magic back to the world fully.
I woke up a bit out of it because I could still feel the energy, it was so real. I felt and heard both in the form of energy that shook me to the core, it's difficult to describe.
3:01pm Me: That dream is prophetic. It is real. I have also seen it.
Hylia: It was presented very oddly though.. XD basically ended with two balls of glowing blue energy being dropped in to the earth, there were two loud explosions that seemed like they were from more than one realm...
Everything shook, I felt such massive energy surge all I could do was lay there and gasp, then another, it felt so real it lasted until after I woke up.
Ah, the information that it caused enough of a shift for magic to come back played out in my head between the first and second boom, that much at least was very clear.
3:34pm Me: I am the one who causes the explosions for magic to return.
Hylia: *nods* I felt as much. That's very likely part of what I meant when I called your existence a force that brings change earlier.
4:53pm Me: Lovely is neither inside nor outside the Cosmos at the moment.
Vox: I have a strong feeling when she comes back big shit will go down. Like she'll be more powerful.
6:00pm Anne: Since you are Love that would mean you could have anyone that you want? Like there is no being in the Cosmo that would resist or chose not be your Lover?
Me: I do not do that. It would be an abuse of power. It would go against my nature. Love needs to remain pure to be true.
Anne: I understand better now. I see it is natural to love you I myself and others in the group have this feeling for you. For me is not a Love like a couple but just more an admiration and love that is awakened by who you are.
Me: Love should be given and never taken. That is why I would never force anyone to love me. That would not be love at all.
Anne: You will never have to do that. It happens naturally for most of people that get the chance to know you better. It is beautiful though. Her being Love.
It made me intimidated for a stupid human reason. I letting it go now. I never thought you or her would force anyone to love you. Ever. I know well enough to be sure about this.
Still June 8th...
5:58pm Me to Ark: What did you discover from the archives?
Ark: Yes, this Mono seems to be behind this. These other four Ourhkina were involved. One I found and got the info from. The other three I'm not able to locate at the moment.
Me: What did that one say to you about me?
Ark: Basically a set up to cause dissension among those close to you. Since you gave my kind freewill, most still think they follow you and only you. That we only serve you now. Even though you gave us the right to chose. For most spiritual to say you now control us for your own purposes. Even though that is not the case.
Ark: These four still serve like we all do. It is as Melek Taus said to me while we were researching. Your gift of freewill to us is a blessing, but confusing. For now since we have always have served. These four Ourhkina found a new master to serve.
Me: They think I am controlling them?
Ark: They don't think you are controlling them. This Mono is like a gossiper. There is even gossip in the spiritual realms. I serve you. Melek Taus serves you.
These 4 are ones that I have never met. So they are serving this Mono for reason we do not know of. We need the Hunglai to balance out.
Reference: Destruction and the Hungali
Me: So most of the Ourhkina kind are loyal to me?
Ark: Yes you gave us freedom. We have always been loyal beings. We were kinda created that way. Apparently, this Mono bribed them with a realm of our own. We have never had a realm of our own. We were made without one. Weren't meant to have one I guess.
It's an old discussion amongst my kind. One that I thought was realized long ago that we would not have something like that because we weren't created for that purpose.
I don't think they were aware that what Mono offered was impossible. Funny how the other three are gone like they were never there. Makes me wonder what happened.
Me: It is not impossible to give the Ourhkina a realm of your own. Let me know what you want and when I return from the dead I will create it for you. Anything Mono could bribe them with I am able to give.
Ark: Well I thank you for that. Don't know what we would do with one but we thank you for that.
Me: Let Melek and them know that they can ask me for anything they need.
Ark: They said they will.
Me: What about Gabriel? Where are his loyalties?
Ark: He is loyal to you he said.
Me: I hope they know there is a being out there who has part of my Core and they won't let themselves get manipulated by him.
Ark: Well now we do. Thank you. We will keep that in mind.
Me: What about Eaftisu? The one who was involved with Asteria.
Ark: Some kind of attraction. Like obsession. A lot of jealousy. They are obsessed with Eury. This Eaftisu.
Me: He was picking on Asteria to make her hate Aphrodite because of Eurynome?
Ark: Yes. They thought it might sway Eury to listen to this Eaftisu. Eury wasn't involved.
Arella: Wait Eaftisu was obsessed with Eury?
Me: Yeah. That is what Ark and Melek discovered.
Arella: Asteria seems to feel better about Aphrodite after she remembered stuff about the brainwashing but the feeling still lingers a bit.
Eury: "Thats sort of backwards thinking... He thinks picking on my sister and having her hate my lover will make me listen to him...? If he ever comes near me I'm knocking his teeth out and making them into a necklace"
Me: It seems Mono was able to convince him it was a good idea. Mono used him.
10:04pm Me to Ark: Please to go Alfheim. Make sure my 'Hand of the Queen' Raugunitar and my Elven Council know of Mono. That they are aware of the situation.
Ark: I went and told them. They said thank you for that our Queen and that they will keep aware of him and take all precautions.
11:15pm To myself: I just had a vision of Aphrodite's Return and it is beyond anything I could have imagined.
June 9th...
2:53am Maxime: I feel the effect of the fusion. It’s not pleasant. I have a big headache that is accompanied with a feeling of unfamiliarity about my reality. It’s odd but also very exciting to experience.
7:52am Me: Mono came to the Outside. He cannot get into the Mirror of Infinity. He is right Outside the Mirror. He is unable to go into the Mirror because he is not pure. As a being of corruption he cannot go through.
Maxime: He is waiting for us to come out?
Me: He might be waiting for us to come out. He might also be trying to see what we are doing inside. This is why we are staying inside the Mirror until we are ready to face him.
8:24am Ark: Do you need me to do anything?
Me: We are good inside the mirror. Any corruption gets killed as it tries to pass through, so Mono cannot enter without dying.
Ark: Hmm makes me want to push him into it watch him explode.
Me: We are absorbing the Pure Cosmos into our Core while inside the Mirror of Infinity. We are going to be more powerful than the cosmos itself. We are are meant to be and we have to be. I am not sure how long this will take or how intense it will get.
Maxime: Do you know the reason why we would need to hold such immense amount of power? The mission we are supposed to accomplish with it must be extremely important, that’s for sure.
Me: This goes far beyond Mono. This is not just about defeating him. We need the perfect pure design of the Cosmos for when we re-create everything.
Maxime: I guess our power will be intentionally limited inside Creation. Like Gandalf when he came help Middle Earth.
Hi'Lena: Yesterday Aphrodite called me VayVay. I asked Eury what it meant and she said in some languages it could mean "most precious one" which touched my heart.
10:38am Eury: "There is a sleeping beast here. He has some kind of power in his mouth."
Me: Are you still on the Outside?
Eury: "Yes." "The beast looks like a cross between a bear and a whale. Asteria says we should not wake it. It is very powerful and is probably the Keeper and Guardian of that power"
Eury: "Nevermind. The beast is speaking to Poseidon telepathically. It is asking why is a Creator from the In-Lands here."
Beast: “Xoxo. I sense no power in his name here. No wonder you need Outside Magic. It is probably impervious to him.”
Me: I know Mono is there. I sensed him. He is trying to watch me.
Beast: “Like an insect on the wall, he is. However you need not fret. Although he watches you be cannot do anything here.
The worst he could do is steal power however, wherever he is... Wherever you are Sir Mono, I will warn you that the Guardians here show no mercy to thieves.”
10:43am Maxime: So when you said that Asteria was much older than you, it was from an inside Creation perspective.
Me: Yeah, we didn't enter into Creation until the piece of stolen. We existed long before we were broken off from the Creator. On the Outside we are as ancient as the Creator itself because that is who we are.
Still June 9th...
Maxime: Now that I know about the origin of Poseidon and his role in the cosmos, being characterized as god of the sea seems to mean very little. It makes me rethink about what I thought was my identity.
10:58am Me: It is the Cosmic Sea.
11:02am Eury: "I can hear the Beast from my Bond with Poseidon."
Beast: “Be on your way small creatures. To seek what you are looking for, search for a dead tree. Eat from its branches and then begin the test.”
Hi'Lena: The beast is speaking telepathically to Poseidon while sleeping. He told us to go to a dead tree. I can see the pathway to it up ahead.
11:43am Eury: "We are at the dead tree"
Me: Poseidon and Aphrodite cannot join you for this. They have something else they are doing.
Eury: "I was afraid you might say that. Poseidon usually keeps the salt on him. I needed that to eat this bark..."
Me: Poseidon told me he was speaking to the beast and relaying a message to Eury. It is not meant for me and him. It is meant for Eury and Asteria.
Still June 9th...
12:39pm Hi'Lena: Asteria and I are taking the test right now. We have eaten from the tree. I understand you cannot tell me where you are heading. Just stay safe.
Maxime: I wish them good luck on their test. That’s intriguing because I have a close connection with both bears and whales.
Hi'Lena: Oh right he does! Wow no wonder it decided to speak to Poseidon.
1:09pm Me: It makes sense that the Beast called Mono a Creator from the In-Lands. He was forged by Ishtar inside Creation when she took a piece of our Core.
Aphrodite and Poseidon were brought forth to the inside of Creation by Kronos when he stole us from the Creator on the Outside. We had Creator powers of the In-Lands because of it. This limited us. It is why we could be imprisoned.
When we merged with the Creator we reconnected with our Outside Creator Power. This has made us immensely more powerful than before. That is why there has been such a major shift since the Creator Merging which began on May 31st.
1:20pm *Asteria and Eury are taking the test*
Eury: Poseidon left with the salt... It's gross! *tears up while chewing*
Eury: Ah... I see snow. Its a lot softer than regular snow. I guess the test has begun. We are supposed to make something out of the snow....? Asteria where are you going?"
Asteria: 'I know what this is. And I refuse'
Eury: "Refuse? But we're already here. What happens when we fail?"
Asteria: 'I dont know, but I refuse the gift' 'Enough Eury! I am going back.'
Eury: "No! Not until you tell me whats going inside that ocean of a head of yours!"
Asteria: 'EURY! SHUT UP!'
Eury: "Dont tell me to shut up!!" "I am sick and tired of you not giving me any answers! You always hide secrets from me! As a Sun, it drives me mad! Stop doing this!! Stop hiding from me!!!"
Asteria: '.........'
Eury: "........ Asteria? Asteria? ... Whats wrong?" ".... Did her ocean seriously freeze? What is this place? Whether you like it or not, you're going to have to come with me.... *picks her up* You can yell at me later.
Eury: "I wonder if this 'water' is what Asteria's ocean is made out of..."
*Spirits dance on the soft snow. The powdery snow seems to dance around them too*
Eury: ".... Spirits? Damn. Is this a land of the dead?"
Hi'Lena: Eury I am feeling great power from these spirits. Maybe you should approach them.
Eury: "If you say so."
*The Spirits stop dancing when they see Eury. They look startled*
Eury: "..... Hello."
*the spirits scatter*
2:00pm Me to Maxime: I feel so much power flowing into our Core. I feel it burning into my bones.
2:20pm Me: "My Astarte Power is more powerful than a universe. This is how Ishtar was able to do what she did to us.
My Astarte is what makes me Queen of the Heavens. The name Ashtoreth was used by Ishtar and not me. It was to take power of my name Asherah. By the name of Ashtoreth she became the false Asherah."
2:30pm Me: "Eurynome is the true Qadesh. She must reclaim this. We have been Lovers longer than she realizes." The name is also spelled as Kadesh.
Me: "Someone is currently using the power of her Qadesh. Just like they were with my Astarte. We just need to find out who is using it. Then we need to kill them."
2:50pm Me: "I am both Anat and Athirat. I still need to reclaim my Anat Athirat Power."
Titles that go with my power: "Athirat-of-the-Sea", "Lady of the Sea", "Mother of the Gods", "Lady Who Treads Upon the Sea"...
Me: Eurynome is Qadesh and Qadshu. With titles of "Mistress of All the Gods" and "Lady of the Stars of Heaven".
Hi'Lena: Wow. She even holds a snake even in one of her hands.
3:03pm Tulk: Is Aphrodite doing something big right now? I can feel her through my bond more clearly again even though she’s dead.
Me: Yeah, she is getting an immense amount of power on the Outside. It is seeping over to you through our bond.
Tulk: It’s very strong. I feel it making Tulkas more powerful.
Me: Tulkas deserves to become more powerful.
Tulk: I’ll use this power to help and protect you and all I care for.
3:08pm Hi'Lena: It makes so much sense that you are Athirat.
Me: "Ishtar used the names Inanna Athtartu to take my Anat Athirat and become the false goddess. Yet my Anat Athirat Power was not there with her when I killed her. It must somewhere else." Inanna is also spelled Inana.
Hi'Lena: Where do you think it is?
Me: "With your Qadesh Qadshu."
3:32pm Hi'Lena: This is all so much significant information. I am blown away.
3:41pm Me: There is so much rage running through me from Aphrodite over this. It is overwhelming my body. She came to all of this realization while on the Outside. She wants to do something about it.
Me: If this happened to us then what has been taken from Poseidon and Asteria. They need to remember who they are.
Me: This is overwhelming my senses. So much force and power came through with this information. My body is struggling to handle it.
Still June 9th...
Hi'Lena: What of your power of Branwen? Do you have that? Goddess of Love and Beauty. Center of which all life emerges. Embodiment of Sovereignty.
3:50pm Me: I am overloading. There is too much for me to process. She is giving me far more than I am able to comprehend in understandable thoughts.
4:19pm Eury: Frankly I find Eury to be rather strange. In all of her "origin" stories she doesnt have an actual origin. She just shows up out of nowhere
Me: Because beings on the Outside are not Created.
4:36pm Me: Something startled me awake. I was taking a nap and it hit me and shook my body. This was important. Not sure what it was.
5:04pm Me: Online it ways Branwen is the Daughter of the Sea...
5:16pm Me: "Branwen was Created by Mono. She is an impostor of me. She has my power and my energy. Mono has been using her against me. She has been pretending to be Aphrodite. She has been framing me for attacks."
*Aphrodite weeps for the harm Branwen caused in Her name*
6:16pm Me: "My brother Poseidon is Apam Napat and Ahura Mazda."
Me: "I am Aditi. I regained this power when I merged with the Creator."
Me: I am Aditi, Anat, Athirat, Astarte, Asherah, and Aphrodite. All start with an A... very interesting... Even my incarnation name Amy starts with an A.
Me: "Anu is the impostor who holds my brother's power. He worked with Ishtar. He is the false god just as Ishtar was the false goddess. My brother is the true Dagan." Also spelled Dagon.
Maxime: Anu will meet the same fate as Ishtar. Dagon, I love that name. The fish god!
6:48pm Arella: I wish there was more mythology about Asteria. I haven’t found much on her before. I remember finding a small tidbit once but I can’t find it again. She’s mostly associated with nighttime divination, dreams, stars, etc
Me: What is you find in books and online is just what mankind understands. There is much missing and misunderstood about the ancient gods.
Hi'Lena: What about Nuit?
7:26pm Me: Why does the name Nuit make Aphrodite cry? She started crying when I read it. This is very emotional for her.
Hi'Lena: She was a very important goddess. She was the barrier separating the forces of chaos from the ordered cosmos. She would swallow and rebirth stars.
7:34pm Me: "Shaashenet Nuit..." There is more Lovely is saying. It is not translating to English for me. I do not understand it.
She is speaking so much and so fast... "Sounds which have not been uttered since the formation of Time."
7:57pm Me: "Asteria is Nuit. The cosmos is in desperate need for her again. She has not been fulfilling this role. It was erased from her."
Me: "The power of Nuit is held by Hathor. Asteria must reclaim this power." Lovely doesn't think Hathor is to blame for this. That it was given to her.
8:03pm Me: Aphrodite is weeping for Hathor. That she was used and abused by Ishtar and Anu. We must be careful because Anu is from the Outside. Ishtar is his daughter.
8:45pm Someone in the group sent me an automatic writing drawing... It was just scribbles to them but I read it...
Drawing: "In the Garden there is a Rose. Of the shining skies and seas. I am there and know where you are. With my eyes I see you."
Me to them: This was a message for me! Did you get the impression that I needed to see this?
Them: Yes I did. I'm really glad I send it to you. I actually felt its something about a flower.
8:46pm Me: This could not be their true self though... it had to be someone writing through them. This sounds like my crush.
Hi'Lena: Uh oh...
Hylia: Was my immediate impression, that's so creepy... I feel energy just hearing that that message, it's imprinted. *shudders*
Me: I cannot even read his energy to find out his identity. My crush is even more concealed than Mono. I can notice him. I just cannot get an identity reading.
Hylia: I didn't think anything of the energy since it didn't feel hostile, unfortunate that non-hostile energy can be worse.
Still June 9th...
9:19pm Me: I need to lay in bed for a bit. I am feeling woozy from all this energy flowing through me from Lovely.
Tulk: Word of our adventures has traveled. The Valar are excited for the progress I’ve made and the upgrades I’ve received. Also it seems the Vala and Maia have a strong connection with the Unicorns and Pegasus.
9:43pm Me: "My brother is the Aten. This power is missing from him. Anu controls it through Tatenen."
Me: My body is shaking from this coming through to me. It is really intense. "This is related to Mono."
10:07pm Me: I am trying to lay down to rest. My whole body is shaking.
10:21pm Me: Mono is currently trying to bribe Umbranathor.
Hi'Lena: If Umbranathor takes it I swear...
Me: Mono is currently manipulating Umbranathor to turn against me. Eury talking to Umbranathor through their bond.
Hi'Lena: Hmmm I'll check. I wonder if they even have a bond anymore...
She is silent whenever I ask her... "Oh Umbranathor..."
Hi'Lena: What does that mean...? "My dearest Umbranathor..." She feels very upset.
Eury: "He didnt take the bribe... He is very hurt though. Mono did something to him." "
Eury: “He told me he loved me, and he's never stopped regretting betraying us... *tears up* He's been working every day to become worthy of my heart again. He said he loves me so much..." She's crying... Poor Baby.
Me to Ark: No one spoke to Umbranathor about Mono. We have been dead.
Me to Lena: I have hope for Umbranathor. Especially now.
10:51pm Me: *Aphrodite requests assistance with Umbranathor from Melek Taus*
11:04pm Me: My entire body is shaking again. This is so intense.
11:09pm Me to Maxime: Mono is watching us was creating for himself the powers we are getting. Lovely is not worried. She said he can only make corrupt versions. They are equally powerful to the pure powers but they have a flaw.
Maxime: Damn he doesn’t give up and because of his creator abilities, he is able to come up with many solutions but I’m glad Lovely has a plan.
11:11pm Me: Melek is on his way to assist Umbranathor. It seems Mono unleashed some sort of lion on to the Void Capital. That is what I sense. I have not heard from Melek yet. This lion is from Eury’s stolen power.
Hi'Lena: The lion I was standing on as Kadesh.
Me: Yes. That lion could tear apart the Void Capital.
Hi'Lena: Eff. Is Mono the one controlling it?
11:24pm Me: I connected to Melek and gave him instructions on how to handle the lion. Ark confirmed that Melek is getting my messages. I am still guiding him through it.
Me: I connected into all of Melek’s senses and am speaking to the lion through him. The lion is calming down and responding to me.
The lion recognizes my words. Aww now he is being as sweet as a kitten. He misses you Eury. Your lion does. He remembers me.
Eury: "I want my memories back of him. I can feel his love."
June 10th...
Sam Hale: Amy, sorry for bothering you. I had some form of automatic writing with my TS and am wondering if you by any chance knows what it means.
It seems important to me. I felt a lot of energy and a strong urge to make this drawing. This drawing seems to carry a lot more energy than my usual handwriting.
12:05am Me: Yes. Lyindrinar is leading a battle into Minsdourin. He has found the spies.
Sam: Oh wow. I wonder why he wanted my to write that down.
Me: They were spies for the former King. You have been tracking them.
Sam: If you don't mind me asking... where is Minsdourin? Wow. That's great. Also, it's really comforting to get confirmation that Ly is on your side. I know he is. But it's still nice to know.
12:09am Me: Minsdourin is a realm. You were related to the King but not friends.
1:08am Me to Sam Hale: Lovely is connected with your true self Lyindrinar. She is communicating with him from the dead beyonds. He removed the glass from your eye. Your connection with him shall improve rapidly.
1:14am Me: Through him Aphrodite is bringing back the Elves that were slain in the battle. He has proven himself to her.
Lovely is upgrading Lyindrinar and giving him immense power. Because what Ly did... Aphrodite has all the plans of the former King.
Sam: I don't know what to say. That you for bringing back the Elves, this means do much to me. I have struggled with sight for a long time, I'm so glad the glass is removed. I'm glad to help, Queen Lovely. Thank you for upgrading my TS, I will not fail your trust.
3:14am *Aphrodite speaking to all the Ourhkina in the Cosmos*:
“I gave you all free will yet I ask you as Queen to pledge loyalty to be. Anything you could be bribed with I am able to give.
I am the Power of Creation. I brought you back and restored you to life. All I ask for in return is your never-ending loyalty to me.
I am the Queen of Heaven. I am Aditi, Anat, Athirat, Astarte, Asherah, and Aphrodite. I am Creator of the Ollen. I am the Morning and Evening Star. I ask you to join me as family."
3:24am Me: She is saying more to them and giving them instructions. She doesn't want me to write the instructions down. The timing of that was necessary. Mono was already speaking to some Ourhkina to them to corrupt them against me.
3:38am Aphrodite is speaking with Odin. I feel so much love coming from her towards him. "I love you Odin. Truly and completely." I even posted it on my Facebook profile.
5:05am Me: "I speak with Daksha and Savitr."
5:15am Me: "My Brahma..." I feel an immense amount of love between Lovely and Brahma. He is on the Outside. This conversation is getting really deep. We will be working together again.
5:40am Me: "We are at Brahmaloka." I am crying. The energy is indescribable. It is perfect bliss. "Brahma says Mono is unable to see me here."
6:03am Me: I am feeling overwhelmed by energy. I am getting upgraded here where it can remain unseen. Brahma is with me.
Me: My brother is doing something else to help protect this process. He is also receiving the powers going into our core.
Me to Ark: What of my message to your Ourhkina brothers? Did you all hear it?
Ark: Yes, they said they will join you.
Me: What happened with Melek and Umbranathor?
Ark: Melek is taking care of him helping him out healing what not.
Me: Do we know what Mono did to him?
Ark: Some kind of life drain.
8:46am Me: Mono is currently trying to to turn Nature Folk against me. Especially my Elves.
Still June 10th...
9:09am *Aphrodite broadcasting into every Nature Being*...
"This is Queen Asherah Aphrodite. I must give you some very important information. There is a being that was created from my own Core who goes by the name of Xoxo. Who created Branwen as an impostor in my name. Who attacks and harms in the name of Aphrodite.
You must be aware that Xoxo is currently trying to manipulate you against me. I show you my heart and love for you. For my love is the one thing he cannot replicate from me. I call Xoxo by the name of Mono.
He is dangerous and has immense power. He may try to bribe you, fill you with spite, or use Branwen to harm you and blame it on me. Please be aware of what is coming and what is already among you.
I am the loyal Queen of the Nature Folk. I shall never forsake nor turn against you. If you are already being influenced by him please let Raugintar know so we can help you recover.
You mean so much to me and Xoxo knows that if he can turn you against me that he will be able to defeat me. He does not have good plans for the Nature Realm. He does not love the Nature Folk.
He uses power and energy of my own against me. Look for my love to know who is the true Asherah Aphrodite. Look for my love to know it is truly me and not him."
*Aphrodite broadcast finished at 9:16am*
Ark: See there you go. They will not turn on you. I can confirm it is being broadcasted now as we speak. They are letting all Nature Folk all know about what you just said.
Cer-Sia and others like Nasx and a few more are spreading the word. They are sharing it with others. Plus we already warned the Elves about Mono. I think they have taken precaution.
9:22am *Aphrodite broadcasts a similar message to the Dragons and Unicorns to warn them of Mono*
Eury: "Through our bond as Naturpei you will be able to sense whose hearts have changed. After all, we have the bonds of Nature folk, Dragons, Unicorns, Pegasi, Quiipa..."
Monica: Amy can you please tag me about Yahweh? Your translation of Zachariah was different than mine and I am doing research on my last name.
Me: Zachariah is Zakar Yah. It means "Remember Yahweh". The real name of Isaiah is Yashayahu. Which means "Yahweh Saves". Yasha means salvation.
Me: Judah is Yahuwdah which means "Of Yahweh". Jerusalem is Yaruwshalaim. This means "Place of Restoration".
10:31am Me: Jeremiah is really Yirmayahu which means "Yahweh Uplifts". Jonah is Yownah "Yahweh is the Dove".
10:54am Me to Ark: Did you hear from Melek?
Ark: Just for a bit. Umbranathor is doing better. Everything you announced is being taken care of in the Void Capital and Alfheim. Word got around.
11:03am Tulk: I can sense Aphrodite is still making Tulkas more powerful.
Still June 10th...
1:47pm Eury: "We are being birthed by the crystals."
Me: Are you still where you went when you ate the bark?
Eury: "Yes. We have passed the test. Asteria has accepted ALL of her power in full. Lifetime over lifetime and deep in her core. It has healed her emotional scars and brought her on a new level. She is such a beautiful star."
Me: Aphrodite is crying. She is overwhelmed by this.
Eury: "A door is opening. We are leaving hand in hand."
11:53am Me: You are ready to leave the dead beyonds.
1:29pm Tulk: I can feel the bond between us is getting more powerful. I could feel Aphrodite hugging me, even though she’s on the Outside.
I can still feel her hugging me. She is reaching through me to the other Vala. Looks like she’s empowering them as well.
Me: She is also warning them of Xoxo and how to know the difference between her and him. She is giving them what they need to defend themselves from him.
Tulk: I can sense that is what she’s doing. She made the bond between us stronger to prevent a mixup between her and Mono.
1:39pm Lovely is contacting all of her loyal friends and allies to warn them of Mono and Branwen. She is going to do what she can to make sure Mono does not manipulate them.
1:51pm Me: “My brother has arrived at Brahmaloka. He has joined me and Brahma. We are doing something important. Brahmaloka in not a place you can be in. It is a place you are at.”
2:01pm Me: My body is vibrating and shaking. This is overwhelming.
2:23pm "Shiva is with us. We are doing something that is changing our Core to have both Creation and Destruction."
3:15pm Me: What Lovely shared with me blew my mind...
On the Outside there are four different kinds of beings. They are Creator, Designer, Sustainer, and Destroyer.
The Four Children of the Creator of which I Am are not from the Outside. They are from inside Creation yet represent what is found Outside. Life as Creator, Harmony as Designer, Time as Sustainer, Chaos as Destroyer.
Maxime: I wasn’t ready... Astounding discovery!
Hi'Lena: Wow!
Me to Lena: This is probably why you felt you had a connection with Harmony but were not her directly.
Hi'Lena: That is what I was thinking too.
Maxime: Everything connects once again. Who is Harmony?
Me: We think she is a Sun or Moon deity. I have not identified her yet.
Still June 10th...
3:48pm Me: "Vishnu is here." Woah this is really intense. "He has a very close connection with my brother."
3:58pm Me: This is physically overtaking me. My senses cannot handle this. I must lay down.
4:13pm Me: Vishnu is going to help us defeat Mono. He is also putting Sustainment in our Core.
Maxime: Sustainment? What it is exactly?
4:19pm Me: Power of a Sustainer. He is giving us the power to Sustain the Eternal and Cosmic Seas.
4:28pm Me: Shiva gave us a very specific Destroyer power. Lovely has not told me what it is. My body is shaking. This is so intense and overwhelming.
Nat: Feeling very dizzy this morning! Amy is there any way you could check on Naturome please?
4:43pm Me: I am going through something intense right now. Let me see what I get about Nat...
Me: "Candles besiege her at the outer rim. It is folly to venture there. Who dares such foolishness? The one the eye cannot perceive. Struck forth as the motioners come. To touch her means death to all."
Me: "They cannot contain what it is hidden inside. Unleashed it shall bring them ruin. Let them have their prize for it shall kill them when they take it. I have seen them overstepping their bounds long enough."
Opimus: Lovely surprises me everytime.
4:55pm Hi'Lena: I wonder who are the fools she is talking about? Or does it matter since they will soon be dead anyway?
Nat: I love reading Lovely's words.
5:11pm Me to Maxime: My bones are on fire from the inside. This interaction with Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva is shifting my consciousness. We are with the three of them. My mind cannot handle this.
5:18pm Me: "The Sparrow speaks and no one hears it. Ever so softy the Wheel continues to turn. Never ceasing it its power until the King speaks it halt. Shall it move again? That is not up to the Sparrow but only the King."
5:21pm Me: I have intense fiery burning pain in my mind. Like it is being cut open with a searing blade.
5:29pm Me: My mind has been sliced open. They are giving me knowledge and wisdom. They are showing me many things.
6:06pm Me: I am going deeper. Ever so much deeper to the formation of the Outside. Before creators, designers, sustainers, and destroyers. "I recognize you..."
6:29pm Me: "I am with the King of the Wheel. The One with Eight Crowns." "His Ten Toes are each of the Ten Energies from Drakon to Unicorn."
6:37pm Me: “Why do you choose me?”
6:39pm King of the Wheel: "It has always been you. You are the Queen."
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