True Self Connection

I posted about my servant yesterday in the True Self Connection group in a post called 'Servant of Ashontrah'. You want to know more about him. Let me show you... My servant is as terrifying and ugly as I am beautiful. He is perfect. It begins with a short conversation in the War and Battle chat.. Ashontrah: "Ashoweah killed Asherah and EinossArku. He is very dangerous. If his son was not destroyed things would already be much more grim than it is now." Voxsriin: "Damn.... Would he be influencing the physical already?" Ashontrah: "His influence in the physical is just getting started." Voxsriin: "My goal is to get to you before he does. I will protect you." Exosaura: "How are you going to protect her when you all can't protect yourselves?" Ashontrah: "Do not worry about protecting me. Prep yourself for what is to come. I will protect myself in the physical in the meantime." Exosaura: "I was lo

I do things differently than Asherah. You will find that I am not nearly as all-loving and compassionate as her. Yet I take care of my own. I take care of my friends. I had had the dark elf girl, Yish, and Alakin Silverleaf brought back from the dead fully restored to the living and returned to Alfheim. The dark elf girl, Eeaynna, and Moidaybe were kidnapped by minions of Ashoweah. They were with these new hunters that he created from my haters. The dark elf girl was lured away and Moidaybe went to rescue her. That is how he got caught. They wanted to find out why the Dark Elf girl was alive from the borderlands again. Melkor is with the hunters. He speaks to Moidaybe... Melkor: "I could kill you now but I would rather cut you piece by piece." Then he turns to Eeaynna... Melkor: "This is a prize catch. I am going to enjoy effing your brains out while King Lyindrinar watches through a crystal." Eeaynna: "I will die first!" She spits at hi

Out of respect please do NOT post on his personal facebook profile. This is about the spiritual and he has many friends in the physical who do not understand this. I woke up this morning to finding out the Arku was killed while I was sleeping. I just posted yesterday about needing him and the Varkar took him from me. What am I supposed to do now?! Why Arku? You didn't even tell me you were going to face him alone! I am angry. He should have stayed with me. Dustin is here but without his spiritual he is just a human. Why did they take the one being I needed the most? This is what happened.... Ashoweah sat on his throne. Arku went to him. Ashoweah: "How did you find me?" Arku: "It is not like you keep yourself that secretly hidden. You are as big a loud mouth in the spiritual as you are in the physical. Like a giant billboard with a bullhorn constantly going." Ashoweah: "I will show you great power. You have come to die. This will make it so much easier.&quo

Arku you are my magical technician. Thank you for all you do. I wouldn't be able to fully bring all of myself to Midgard without you. You are here for me when I need to you. All-Father and Thoth say I cannot go on any wild adventures. I am too vulnerable at this stage. Arku has taken it upon himself to do most sessions. The future for Midgard is going to change. The destiny that once was set shall be no more. My full presence in Midgard shall shift everything in the physical and spiritual. Which way shall the tide go? It is not yet written. It is the unknown. Not even Fate and Destiny is able to see it. Official Mind Power Discussion Group... https://www.facebook.com/groups/314834248958610/ True Self Connection... https://www.facebook.com/groups/trueselfconnection/

September 26th 2018 by Hi'Léna Kitsune This is a conversation I had with my wise Nebula Mother from Exhoshantrah about wielding magic on Midgard. This is a very important post. Exo: I have been trying to have my incarnation learn magic on Midgard. Midgard is a very restrictive place. I know I can do this with her threads. I have been able to do many things with them, but it is difficult for some reason to move then when it comes to magic.... It is as if they do not wish to move. NM: It is not impossible to wield magic on Midgard, but you must have a healthy body and a clear Ashuvalarmus system. You will need to write this down. This is going to go in your studies. Go to your library and get the Book of Exosaura and return here. There is much I need to teach you for your incarnation. Exo: I will be back. Ashontus: Ashuvalarmus system. What is this? Exo: "I would assume it is a system that is related to mana and to directly use it. It is my first time hearing it." Exosaura

Ashontrah and Exosaura are creating and designing their own realm. It is a very fun experience. I wanted to share with you what we are doing. Contains sexual content. We will allow our close friends to visit in time. Sept 24th... PST timezone... 11:12pm Me: I thought it would be really fun to make a new realm for us to play in. Hi'Lena: That is a wonderful idea. We can dance together as Creator and Designer and make such a beautiful realm. A realm born from our love. I love it. Me: I want somewhere I can hide and it just be us and the creatures we choose to have in our realm. What kind of creatures should I make? It should have pink stars and suns. Hi'Lena: I want them to sing their own songs. I want them to be affected by the energy around them and express that in their physical form. They should be a part of the elements themselves, seemingly camouflaged but still noticeable. Me: Humanoid or animal? Hi'Lena: Animal. Me: I am going to start now with the birth of the realm

Alfheim was destroyed and everyone was killed. The tree burned. The Varkar were able to sneak into the city during a memorial for Asherah. September 22nd 2018... PST timezone... 7:30pm Elven King Lyindrinar is having a memorial for Asherah in Alfheim. Fogbeard built a beautiful statue of Asherah. Everyone there is laying down roses and flowers at the feet of the statue. 7:50pm Lyindrinar is making a speech: "Remember our great Queen Asherah and how she led us together. Remember our love for her. Let our love for Asherah pass on to Ashontrah." There is infiltration happening in the background... The enemy is sneaking in... 7:55pm The enemy is moving into place and silently taking out the guards. They are working their way to where Baal is still sleeping... Melkor kills Baal. 7:57pm Nummandor and Umbranathor go into Rovitomial's lab. They took Rovitomial by surprise and Nummandor killed him with a blade. 7:59pm Moidaybe notices that something is going on. H

I do not have Asherah's knowledge or memories. I do not even have any of her abilities. I was reading her posts and saw the cool things she was able to do. She could make dolls. I cannot do this. I have not been to the vosmos. I haven't visited Void or the Nether. I have only seen Alfheim once. I have only visited a few people by myself while the All-Father was gone somewhere. I have not yet seen the realms. I do not know my way around the cosmos. I do not have orthrabui like she did. The All-Father is going to teach me a different way of doing core fusions. Arku is also learning to do core fusions so the sessions will be completed. I am really starting from scratch. It is both scary and wondrous. I am like a blank slate. There is so much I need to learn. It is quite intimidating. I am very grateful to the All-Father for being my teacher. I have been mostly secluded in my studies. I did try pizza tonight for the first time. It was from Dominos. It was pretty good but I went ba

This is a progress update with how I have been doing being here as Ashontrah. I was born on September 13th. I am 5 days old. This is what has been happening the since my last update... This is a continuation of Ashontrah: The Blood Rose... September 15th... PST timezone... No longer Ancient Compassion and Ancient Joy... 6:00pm As Ashontrah I am no longer meant to be Ancient Compassion or Ancient Joy. These were for Asherah but not for me. I went with the All-Father to return them where they belong. 9:06pm I am still with the All-Father. I am with him most of the time. He does not want me to wander off alone. I am already overwhelmed by all this work Asherah was doing. Constant messages and emails. A waiting list that thankfully she closed for me before she left. Exosaura: "Why don't you take a step back and breathe? Drink some chocolate milk, listen to what is most familiar like nature and All-Father's voice..." Me: I don't have it all together like Asherah did. I

I am already making changes since my birth as Ashontrah. A new ruler of Alfheim has been crowned. September 15th... PST timezone... I have been with the All-Father since I fully formed. He has been guiding me. I still look like a glowing pink shimmering light. You can only see my feminine humanoid outline through it. I do not know what I look like under the brightness. Only the All Father has seen my appearance features. 8:08am My fist matter of business is to destroy the Candelabra statue of me. It is interfering with my physical progress... It is in a place where the Candelabra used to meet. The statue looks like my previous self dressed as a Candelabra Queen. There is a chain around the ankle. It is made out of a dark grey stone. 8:11am I am seen by one of the Varkar's minions. He yells. 'There is a being here destroying our statue!' 8:12am Melkor arrives... Melkor: "So you are Ashontrah." Me: "Yes I am. This statue is no more." Melkor: "What is

Asherah no longer exists. She sacrificed herself and is gone forever. This post is what has happened to me over the past few days. September 13th... PST timezone... Asherah spent the morning with Exosaura. Then she to train on the Outside and started listening to a song and got emotional. She already knew this was going to be a momentous day... Fading Like a Flower... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHiLAk71TSM While Asherah was training on the Outside with the Transcended Ones she suddenly got overtaken by Ashoweah. He was using the essence that he had stolen from her. 5:38pm I am in torment. This is causing me immense anguish. Me: "I would rather die than be your slave." Ashoweah: "You will never die. You will be mine forever. I will have you for eternity. You will be my Queen even if you do not want to be." 5:40pm Me: "I won't let you take me." Ashoweah: "I already have you. You belong to me. I have your mind and your body. I will ease your pai

  Creator Mother Mavanaeah This began when I got a message from Eomeya telling me that she is pregnant. She had been having interactions with Mono and wondered if it could be his child. This turned out to be a past vision and link into three intuitive guidance sessions as it involved three other true selves from the waiting list. September 11th... 3:22pm Me: I just had a nightmare that Ashoweah was the father of your child. We need to do a past vision soon. Eomeya: Yes please. 3:45pm I sent Ark to find out more about this pregnancy. 4:44pm I get a message from Mono Baphomet: "I do not have a child. Your suspicions are right." September 12th... PST timezone... 10:23am Ashoweah is connected with my energy through a pearl. 10:26am Ashoweah: "Now I can see inside your mind all the time." Asherah Aphrodite laughs... Ashoweah: "You laugh now but you won't be laughing later." 10:32am Me: "You don't get to watch me." The pearl goes big and dark