True Self Connection

Varekrin says ‘There I was right on the bow of the ship. As it veered closer towards the shore the Viking men and women readying themselves for battle. And here comes my moment. I turn around, let out a simple “meow” and the men and women bow before me. They thank Freya. They pray to her and all the Norse Pantheon Gods and Goddesses. And then they thank me for seeing them along safely on their journeys. And then with a loud cry and a battle roar they make themselves ready. As the ships approach the beach the warriors jump and head towards the shore. I can hear the cries of the villagers and those that they have come to raid.’ Bast replies ‘And this didn’t trouble you at all, father? Sitting there listening to those poor helpless villagers being cut down by such fierce warriors.’ Varekrin says ‘Nah. Humans have their ways. Why do they do the things they do? It’s not for me to understand. I just like going along for the adventure upon the open sea. And plus the spoils they always bring b...

Valkar and Tulkas sit together under a tree sharing just small talk, laughter… reminiscing of times that have come and gone. Tulkas then lays down and looks up into the sky. He says ‘I’m going back again. I just thought I’d tell you that.’ Valkar looks at Tulkas again traveling in a vessel to Midgard. He replies ‘What for? I thought after your last journey there you decided you would never return there. Never have another incarnation there.’ Tulkas sighs and says ‘Yes, I know. But something. Something is drawing me there. I don’t quite understand what it is yet, but I feel that I must go back one more time. My curiosity keeps me awake at night.’ Valkar then turns his head and looks out towards the view. He says ‘Mankind. That of humans. I know you heard the stories. They have gone from what they started out as being simple sential dominant beings of the world of Earth. But have you heard the stories lately? What has been transpiring there amongst them. So much turmoil. So much...

A lonely buffalo calf cries as it stands next to the rotting corpse of its mother. Stripped of her hide she lays among thousands of her kind hunted down for their pelts. Off in the distance two Lakota Native Americans stand watching upon horseback. Ufyea walks closer to the calf. She is in spirit. She places her hands on the calf’s head and pulls it close to her. She says ‘Do not weep little one. For your tears are not alone, but shared by all that is Natural.’ She begins to weep. The two Lakota notice a sound upon the winds. The young Lakota warrior says to the other one ‘Wind Song, I hear a voice upon the wind of great sadness.’ Wing Song replies ‘It is the voice of the Earth and Spirits. The voice of the land. She weeps for what has been done here. Things are changing. You are young, and I am old. I have seen what has come of the land. How the Earth spirits that cry out in sorrow and sadness.’ Ufyea’s spirit fades from the plane, and the Lakota warriors ride off. The calf is left al...

I have spoken about this before but never actually made a post about the topic. I want to clarify what I mean when I say physical and spiritual. You are a physical being here in Midgard. We usually refer to our true selves as our spiritual self or our spiritual form. You should realize that your true self is not actually a spirit. They solid and tangible. They have flesh, blood, and bones. If you have read the TSPVs you can see more realistically how they interact with each other in other realms. Their abilities and vulnerabilities. They are not super powered X-Men style fights. The main difference between our realm and the other realms is that Midgard is much denser and has much less access to magic, energy, and power. In a way Midgard is cut off from the other realms. So when your true self interacts with you they seem like a spirit because that is how they are able to interact through into this realm. These spiritual beings we consider to be invisible and see-through to us are actua...

  This is a continuation of my first self-destruction project post. This one covers the ancient fossil, rituals 4 to 6, and the sabotage of Nummandor. April 26th... The 3rd self-destruction ritual was successfully completed. I am in preparations for the 4th. 1:00pm My physical body has entered into a deep sickness from exposure to the Atheron. The Atheron ash is withering me. I do not look or feel well at all. 2:22pm I feel progressively weaker. I want to sleep. The Omega tells me I must stay awake or else I won't wake up again. 2:50pm The Omega tells me to let go and allow the sickness to overtake me. This is what I shall do. My only choice is to move forward. There is no turning back from this point. 3:30pm My physical looks pallid and my skin has grey undertone. The Omega is not concerned. She says this is part of her plan. 6:00pm My physical form is about 10% phased into the Atheron. It hurts, but not as a sharp acute pain. It is more like a slow smoldering as I burn from the ...

Warning to reader: Do NOT try this type of project on yourself. The Omega is designing and overseeing this herself with the assistance of Atherak and Astiara. This is not something that should be attempted by anyone else on their own. It is not a simple process. The complexity is staggering. April 23rd... The Omega decided this is my time of self-destruction. There are many who want to destroy the Omega physically and will continue to do so. She shall conduct rituals which will completely dismantle and destroy her physical vessel while she reforms herself beyond physical restrictions and Midgard limitations. There are major risks to this process but the alternative is certain doom. She wants this completed while Ayvarahsa is still in the womb. 11:00am The start of preparations for her first self-destruction ritual. This kind of project has never been successfully done before. This full process will take time and effort but it must be done. The Omega already destroyed her physical beaut...

This is a follow-up to my last post The Physical Death of Ashontrah Omega. April 22nd... Kaltarinkae is upset about the failed ritual from last night. He decides that he will physically target Ayvarahsa instead. The Seed of Life Kaltarinkae wants to up the ante this time and make it even more powerful. He wants it to be earlier in the evening so I won't have time to prepare. 6:56pm A renown psychic to the stars begins the ritual to kill Ayvarahsa. He is with 12 other people. Kaltarinkae watches live during the event. The psychic speaks in a strange incantation language. He has an expensive ritual doll of a baby Ayvarahsa. He dips the doll in warm water then he takes a string and wraps it around the neck. This is to make Ayvarahsa strangle on her umbilical cord. He continues his incantation as those in the room silently watch. After the ritual the psychic then reaches out to the spirit world to see if she has find her. He says she has entered the realm of the dead. Ever...

On April 21st at 9:50pm PST the physical of Moskavanik along with three of his colleagues did a powerful ritual to kill my physical vessel. No expense was spared for this event. There was a very expensive ceramic porcelain-like doll with my exact appearance from a recent photo on my Facebook profile. The doll had her lips stitched shut and a pregnant belly full of blood. During the ritual the belly was stabbed and blood poured out of it. This was to cause me to hemorrhage and make my death look like a terrible miscarriage. The lips were stitched so no one would hear me when I call out for help. I would die an agonizing death all alone in silence. They considered me officially dead and the ritual complete at 10:18pm. The physical of Moskavanik sends a text to the physical of Kaltarinkae to let him know it was complete. Mosk text: "It is done." Seed text: "Good. This is the best day of my life in a long time. We will meet soon to discuss the future." The meeting for t...