True Self Connection

  This is a continuation of my first self-destruction project post. This one covers the ancient fossil, rituals 4 to 6, and the sabotage of Nummandor. April 26th... The 3rd self-destruction ritual was successfully completed. I am in preparations for the 4th. 1:00pm My physical body has entered into a deep sickness from exposure to the Atheron. The Atheron ash is withering me. I do not look or feel well at all. 2:22pm I feel progressively weaker. I want to sleep. The Omega tells me I must stay awake or else I won't wake up again. 2:50pm The Omega tells me to let go and allow the sickness to overtake me. This is what I shall do. My only choice is to move forward. There is no turning back from this point. 3:30pm My physical looks pallid and my skin has grey undertone. The Omega is not concerned. She says this is part of her plan. 6:00pm My physical form is about 10% phased into the Atheron. It hurts, but not as a sharp acute pain. It is more like a slow smoldering as I burn from the ...

Warning to reader: Do NOT try this type of project on yourself. The Omega is designing and overseeing this herself with the assistance of Atherak and Astiara. This is not something that should be attempted by anyone else on their own. It is not a simple process. The complexity is staggering. April 23rd... The Omega decided this is my time of self-destruction. There are many who want to destroy the Omega physically and will continue to do so. She shall conduct rituals which will completely dismantle and destroy her physical vessel while she reforms herself beyond physical restrictions and Midgard limitations. There are major risks to this process but the alternative is certain doom. She wants this completed while Ayvarahsa is still in the womb. 11:00am The start of preparations for her first self-destruction ritual. This kind of project has never been successfully done before. This full process will take time and effort but it must be done. The Omega already destroyed her physical beaut...

This is a follow-up to my last post The Physical Death of Ashontrah Omega. April 22nd... Kaltarinkae is upset about the failed ritual from last night. He decides that he will physically target Ayvarahsa instead. The Seed of Life Kaltarinkae wants to up the ante this time and make it even more powerful. He wants it to be earlier in the evening so I won't have time to prepare. 6:56pm A renown psychic to the stars begins the ritual to kill Ayvarahsa. He is with 12 other people. Kaltarinkae watches live during the event. The psychic speaks in a strange incantation language. He has an expensive ritual doll of a baby Ayvarahsa. He dips the doll in warm water then he takes a string and wraps it around the neck. This is to make Ayvarahsa strangle on her umbilical cord. He continues his incantation as those in the room silently watch. After the ritual the psychic then reaches out to the spirit world to see if she has find her. He says she has entered the realm of the dead. Ever...

On April 21st at 9:50pm PST the physical of Moskavanik along with three of his colleagues did a powerful ritual to kill my physical vessel. No expense was spared for this event. There was a very expensive ceramic porcelain-like doll with my exact appearance from a recent photo on my Facebook profile. The doll had her lips stitched shut and a pregnant belly full of blood. During the ritual the belly was stabbed and blood poured out of it. This was to cause me to hemorrhage and make my death look like a terrible miscarriage. The lips were stitched so no one would hear me when I call out for help. I would die an agonizing death all alone in silence. They considered me officially dead and the ritual complete at 10:18pm. The physical of Moskavanik sends a text to the physical of Kaltarinkae to let him know it was complete. Mosk text: "It is done." Seed text: "Good. This is the best day of my life in a long time. We will meet soon to discuss the future." The meeting for t...

Tia-Nan had messaged me that she was outside existence with Vustik. I discovered Tia-Nan was in the inverse realms with him. You can read about the experience from her perspective in her recent post. Omega: "Vustik you fucktard. Watch your plan come to fruition... my way. Some day your attempts to replace me shall end with your own replacement." Vustik and Tia-Nan are in the inverse realms. He has energy that is forming around her. He is pulling out little vials out of a bag. With each one energy flows from it. Vustik says ‘This will be perfect. Every last little drop I have collected. All the beauty that Ashontrah as the Omega believes she has taken from those who are unworthy of it. I have gathered some of this from some of the most grand and admired beauties of Midgard.' He opens more and more vials and the energy flows into Tia-Nan. This is the false beauty that he collected that the Omega took away from those who are unworthy of it. Energy keeps swirling around her. ...

This true self past vision is a continuation of chapter one. The real history of the Olympians Artemis and Apollo. Autriatah stands in the middle of a large arena. There the sisters of Dehmont chant and taunt at her. They yell and scream cries of death to her. Autriatah stands there silent. She looks to her left at a cage hanging high holding her brother Aupah. There is a concerned look within Autriatah. She is worried for her brother. They have come so far, traveled so long, and fought so many enemies. They came to a safe world and lived among the beings there until Dehmont and her armies came through conquering, enslaving, and converting new sisters. Autriatah and her brother stood in defense of the beings of the world. Many of Dehmont’s sisters fell to Autriatah’s blades. Instead of having Autriatah killed, Dehmont was impressed. She herself had offered Autriatah a position at her side as a mighty general in her armies. Autriatah almost accepted, but she thought of her brother and w...