Past Incarnation Reading for Sheilla
We focused in-depth on three of your past incarnations. You did not live to be very old in any of these, but you did some very impactful things in these lives.
*4th Century BC Persia*
You are dancing in a palace with several other young women. There is a court gathered. You are dancing for the King. It is some kind of celebration. You finish up your dance. Everyone applauds.
You leave the court. Acrobats come in where you were leaving. You and another young woman walk off to the side. She says to you "Yessiah there he is." You look across the room towards a handsome man. He is a man of great military importance. Possibly a general.
He sees you and smiles while he drinks from a chalice. The woman says to you "Yessiah now is your chance. Go speak to him." You signal to the man to follow you out of the courtyard. You walk out first and he follows you.
You walk down a hallway and he is right behind you. You turn the corner and he is still following you. Right as he turns the corner you grab him by the arm and kiss him on the lips. You are passionately making out.
He says "I have missed you." You reply "And I have you. You have been gone too long Yarisson." He says back to you "Far too long."
Yarisson asks "Have you thought about it?" You reply "I have thought about many things." He responds "Have you thought about coming with me? You could accompany me on my ship."
You ask "Just as your entertainment?" He says "You should know me better by now Yessiah. You mean more to me than all the treasures of Greece." You smile and say "Yes I will come with you." You kiss and embrace.
You are in a room with the other young woman. She asks you "So you are going with him Yessiah?" You say "Yes and I will be with him and dance with him when he conquers all of Greece."
The other woman says "You mean when the King has conquered all of Greece." You say "Oh yes, I mean the King." The young woman asks "And what will you two do after all of Greece is conquered? Do you think he will ask you to marry him?" You smile and say "I know he will."
You are traveling. You are not with the army. You are with all the support for this large army. You see Yarisson riding towards you.
He rides up along side you. He asks "How are you fairing?" You reply "Quite well. I have plenty of water and I have just eaten."
He tells you "We should be at the port city by nightfall. I have a small room. We can bed down there for the night. And from there embark to Greece. Then after that we will be drinking the finest wine. I shall watch you dance in the courtyard of Athens."
You are at a seaside city and you are both up in a room. You are both laying on the bed. You are covered up and he is not. You are speaking back and forth.
He tells you of what he is going to do in Greece. He says "I have something for you." He gets up from the bed. You are staring him down like man meat. He is really muscular. You are totally in love with him.
Yarisson brings something wrapped in a white cloth. You sit up on the bed and he hands it to you saying "This is for you." You open it up and there is a beautiful blue dress made of silk with rubies on it. It is very nice. You are so surprised and happy.
He says "For your trip to Athens. It will make a fine wedding dress." You look into his eyes and ask "Do you mean you...?" He cuts you off by putting his finger on your lips and says "Yes."
You are sailing on a ship. You are on deck dancing with three other women. Everyone is celebrating. You come and sit on Yarisson's lap. You kiss and he smiles. One of the soldiers yells that there is a small boat incoming.
They help this solider from the small boat come on board the ship. He runs up to Yarisson. He takes a knee and bows down. He holds up a scroll and Yarisson takes it to read.
Yarisson says "This is grand. You should be part of the first wave. You shall be the first to claim victory. For the Greek fleet is small." They are all cheering.
It is nighttime. Yarisson is laying in bed with you again. He cannot sleep because he is so excited. He tells you that tomorrow he will claim victory and soon after that he shall sail into Athens. You tell him "I know you will bring glory to the King and your country."
Yarisson and the ship are ready for battle. He is sailing. There are a bunch of other Persian ships with him. You are in his cabin looking at the dress.
You try it on and look into a big metal mirror. You are fixing yourself up and doing your hair. You hear a lot of commotion from the deck.
It feels like the ship is jerking. You sit down on the bed and you hear even more sounds. You hear the sounds of battle. You get thrown from the bed from a big jerk of the ship. You begin to panic.
You hear some of the men yell "Fire! Fire!" The cabin begins to fill with smoke. You leave the cabin and go towards the top deck. You see Yarisson covered in blood and holding a sword. The deck is on fire. You run towards each other and embrace.
The ship is burning. He looks at you and says "Don't be afraid my love." There is a big crash. You both fall overboard. You are trying to swim up, but your dress is caught on something that is pulling you down. Yarisson is trying to swim and reach you, but you get pulled down too fast.
Yarisson runs out of breath and has to swim to the top. Once he gets up to the top of the water he yells out your name. Then he takes a breath and dives back down. He tries to swim down as far as he can, but he runs out of breath and has to go back up again. You drowned.
*4th Century AD Britannia*
There is Roman civilian running. There is a woman and a man chasing him. They are painted in white and black paint. You are the woman. You are carrying two spears.
You throw the first one. It misses the Roman man who is running. You throw a second spear that hits him in the shoulder. He falls down.
You run up on the Roman man and you pull out a war axe. He puts up his hands and begs you "No. Please!" You hack in the chest with your axe. Then you chop off his head. You hold up his head and scream in triumph.
The other warrior man who is with you stands there and looks at you. He says "Bakkah are you going to tell the whole world?" You stand up and say "Maybe I will scream at the wold and kill every Roman until they leave our land."
This warrior says to you "The Romans will never march this far north again. Their little settlements are ours for the claim. To plunder and pillage anytime we wish. Their garrisons hide in their forts. Their armies will never march north of the wall again. Now come. We are going to see White Crow and take him this bounty."
You put the head of the Roman man in a sack and then you recover your spears. You then cut off the Roman's hands and place them in the sack with the head.
You and this warrior man are traveling. You say to him "Vabbah, do you think White Crow has gathered enough so that maybe we can move south of the wall? The Romans are weak."
Vabbah replies "Many warriors have already answered the call. Maybe many more by the time we arrive."
You enter this settlement. There are many wooden structures and a wooden palisade wall. There are Celtic tribes from all over northern Britannia. They are all dancing around. There are big fires going.
You walk in there with Vabbah. There is another man sitting at the head of a circle. He is painted all white. He has a few Celtic symbols painted in black on his chest. He is wearing a robe and head dress covered in black and white feathers.
He notices you and says "Bakkah and Vabbah what treasures have you brought me?" You hand him the sack. He opens it up and is very pleased.
He pulls out the Roman head and gives the sack over to a man standing near him. He takes the head and holds it while chanting something.
He walks over to a tree that has a bunch of broken branches. There are other heads stuck on these branches. He places the head on a branch.
Then he takes the hands out of the sack and he throws them at the base of the tree. There is wood piled up around the tree. There are other hands laying there.
Someone is bringing this man covered in feathers a torch. He lights the base of the tree on fire. He is chanting to the gods. He asks the gods to hear him and bring the Celts victory. "Accept these sacrifices. For as this tree burns so shall every Roman settlement south of the wall." The warriors cheer.
You are traveling with a war band. You walk next to Vabbah and make small talk with him. You say "Twelve of us will be sneaking over the south side of the wall closest to the coast. There is a small settlement on the other side. We shall open the one gate closest to it and let the others in. The first of many to drive the Romans from our land." You both laugh and agree.
You are camping for the night with the war band. You walk off into the forest. You notice something. There is somebody watching you. You see a young man about 16-years-old. He is dressed like a Roman garrison. He starts to run. He must be a scout.
You begin to chase him and you throw your axe at him. It hits him in the upper right shoulder. He falls to the ground. You get on top of him and punch him in the face until you knock him out.
You drag him back to camp. The warriors tie him up hanging from a tree. They begin to pile wood under him. You walk up with a torch. Vabbah steps in front of you and faces you.
He says "Bakkah when will it ever stop for you?" You reply "It will never stop. It started the day the Romans came and killed my father and raped my mother and my older sister. If I was not picking berries that day and ran away only the gods know what they would have done to me. I watched them as they burned my mother and my sister alive. All Romans deserve nothing less."
Then you light the fire on this Roman scout. He wakes up and feels his feet burn. He starts yelling.
The man wearing feathers is White Crow. He asks a younger man standing next to him "Ask him how many Romans are garrisoned at the settlement."
At first the Roman spits at the warriors and won't tell them anything. You walk up and burn him with a torch. He complies and says "25. Only 25 are there. Now please let me go." White Crow looks at you and nods. You throw more wood on the fire. The Roman scout is screaming.
You are traveling through a forest. It must be the next day about sunset time. You look out from the forest at the wall. You only see a few guards walking around it. You say to Vabbah "This is going to be easy. I will claim more Roman heads tonight."
It is nighttime in the dark. You and twelve others carry ladders. You sneak up to the edge of the wall. One of the warriors pulls a bow and arrow and shoots a guard on the wall. The guard falls off on your side. You put the ladder up against the wall and climb up. Then you all drop down to the other side.
It is really dark and there are not many torches. You say "You three, go and open the gate and send the signal. We are going to start the chaos."
Three warriors break away to go towards the gate. The rest of you sneak around and kill a few Roman guards. You come to a bigger building. You are enjoying this because there is not much resistance.
You hear a horn and wonder what is going on. You hear commotion from inside the building. You hear other horns even off in the distance towards the forest.
You run back towards the wall and see many Roman soldiers come out from everywhere. You run towards where the gate would be. When you make it there you see about 20 Roman soldiers waiting for you.
You see the three men you sent dead. The Roman soldiers start charging towards you. You begin to realize there is an entire Roman legion there. You are inside the gates fighting off the Romans.
The Romans open the gates and flood out into the field. You go over the wall and run towards your warriors. You see that they are already under attack. Your war band runs from the forest. Romans chase them on horseback and cut them down.
You fight against a some Romans. You kill a few of them. Then they hit you with clubs and they take you down and knock you out.
You wake up tied to a stake. You are bruised up. You see Vabbah off in the distance. He is speaking to a Roman Centurion. This Centurion hands Vabbah a big sack of coins. You realize that Vabbah betrayed you. You spit at him as he walks by.
There are other Celtic captives tied to posts. You see two Roman soliders dragging White Crow. They tie him up to four horses. They draw and quarter him until they pull him apart.
You are tied up in a row along with other Celtic warriors. This Roman starts coming down the way. He is cutting their heads off. He makes it to you and you just look at him with anger in your eyes. You spit at him. He raises his axe and that is the last thing you see.
*Mid-1860s Savannah Georgia USA*
You are with another woman and two small boys around the ages of 5 and 8 years old. They are dressed really nice. You are dressed more like a boy. You have short hair. You are loading trunks into the back of a wagon.
You say "Come on Virginia. They are burning down every plantation. We need to hurry." The woman says "Just let me gather the children Emily." Your name is Emily.
You finish loading the wagon. Virginia is standing there looking for someone. You yell out to her "Virginia they are not coming! They have run off like all the other slaves around here. And right mind too. Old Sherman is burning his way across Dixie. Everyone is fleeing from him. Every slave is is fleeing to him. Now come on let's go."
Virginia hesitates for a moment then she finally gets on the wagon. You start heading off. The next morning you are still driving the wagon. Virginia is sleeping. You lean over and nudge her awake.
She yawns and asks "What time to you think it would be?" You reply "Maybe a little after 7. The sun came up not too long ago." Virginia asks "How far are we?" You reply "Not far enough."
Virginia reaches behind her and pulls something out of a picnic basket. She has some lemon cake. She offers you a piece. You look at Virginia and say "Really? You found the time for lemon cake but nothing else? You are a fragile one." Virginia says "Fine don't have any." You two are sisters.
Virginia puts her hand to her nose and asks "What is that smell?" You stop the wagon and tell her "Stay here." You grab a musket and walk off into a field.
One of the boys who is had already woken up gets out of the wagon and follows you. Virginia yells at him "Joseph come back here! It is not safe!" She gets out of the wagon and follows Joseph. She sees you standing looking down at something.
Joseph runs up right next to you and screams out "Mommy!" Virginia runs up to him. He grabs her and buries his head. Virginia notices an overwhelming stench of rotting flesh.
She looks down at what you are looking at. There are many confederate bodies. You say "Well there is your stench. Poor bastards." Then you walk away.
Virginia stands there in shock. You make it back to the wagon and yell out "Come on! Let's go!" You all get in the wagon and leave.
You travel along and pass wounded confederate soldiers. Virginia turns to you and says "All is death. All is sorrow. I know we have not always seen eye to eye, but there is no one else I would count on more for the safety of me and my children." You reply "I know."
You camp down for the night and fall asleep. You begin traveling again the next day. You go up a forest road. Virginia is asleep on the wagon. You see four union soldiers on horseback. You stop the wagon and wake Virginia up.
One of the solders on horseback says "Well, well, well... what do we have here? A fine young southern belle traveling all alone with her boy servant. With nobody out here to protect her." He and the other men get off their horses. They point rifles at you.
The man who was speaking pulls out a pistol. He says to you "Throw away that shooter." He is referring to your rifle. He thinks you are a boy servant because you have short hair and dress like a boy.
He gives his pistol to one of the men and walks around to Virginia's side. He lifts up her dress a little bit to look at her legs. He whistles and says "Many days of marching. Many days of hunting down rebel trash. A man and his company could use some good R&R."
He pulls Virginia down from the wagon. You try to grab her. There is a man on the other side with a pistol who tells you not to move. You yell at the man with the pistol "How dare you! Stop what you are doing!"
The man with the pistol points it at you and says "Hey captain. This ain't no boy. This right here is a young woman." The other two men are holding Virginia. He says "Well I guess that is one for you. If you can get past the ugly."
The man pointing the pistol at you says "Well I don't mind. Now come on down here sweetheart." You look like you are ready to get down, but you kick him in the face. You jump down on him and take the pistol. You shoot shoot two of the other soldiers. The captain turns around and you point the pistol at him.
The man on the ground takes your feet out from under you. You fire the pistol and miss. You are rolling around struggling with the man on the ground. The captain tries to go for the pistol.
While you are rolling around with this man you go down an embankment. You grab a log and start hitting him the head until you crack his skull open. You stand up and hear a shot. You feel a sharp pain in your back and chest. It is the Union captain that shot you.
You hear another shot. The captain falls down. You see Virginia behind him with one of the rifles. She drops the gun and runs up to you. You fall to the ground. Virginia tries to pick you up, but she can't. She screams "Emily! Emily!" You cannot speak and you slowly fade away.
Reply from Sheilla:
Amy & Ark- Thank you sooo much for this.
The 4th century bc Persia- made me cry. I feel connected with this birth. I always have the fear for fire and water. Something touched me so deeply that now I know why I am not able to love a man fully. I feel like something is missing. It could be the unfulfilled desire in this past incarnation.
And as for the 4th century AD Britannia
I admire and love the way you and mind power members go into battle. I enjoy reading all the adventures posts. And many times wondered if i will be a warrior like you guys at some point! And now so excited to know that I was one before and could be one again. This is so motivating.
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