Past Incarnation Reading for Eroisin
Before we even started the reading Aphrodite was saying 'Michael Rodenberg' instead of 'Michael H'. Ark says this must be related to a past life. It is incredible how each of these incarnations are deeply related to your true self.
Eroisin's IG session Keeper of Tombs...
*Mid-1100s 12th Century*
You are in Jerusalem. There is a young man about 19-years-old. This is you. You are hurrying through the city streets. This is 1145 during the Second Crusade. You go up to one of the walls. You look out. There are several others looking out with you.
A man near you asks "A battle?" Another man replies "More like a skirmish." The first man said back "What will God hold for our city next?" You are looking out while staring in excitement and wonder.
You leave the wall. You go down a hole in the street. You are down in what looks like catacombs, but not that big. More like a burial tomb. There are some dead crusader knights in here. There is other dead and bones everywhere.
You are talking to one of the dead nights. You are calling and greeting him... "How was your day Sir Birmshire?" Then you chuckle to yourself. You live down there with these bones and tombs.
You have some bedding and a little fire. You are eating a crust of bread and a piece of fruit. You are taking something out of this rolled up leather. It is a sword. You are holding it up and you do some practice swings. You seem pretty good with a sword.
You hear a voice from above you. There is a pebble thrown that hits you in the head. This boy who is a little younger than you, about 16-years-old, is climbing down and says "Not bad for a street orphan. You may be a knight one day. Could you imagine that Sir David?" Then he laughs.
You say back to him "You won't be laughing so much Samuel. Tomorrow I leave. I will find the crusader army." You talk about traveling as far as Constantinople. You want to find a knight who will take you on as a squire.
Samuel laughs "No knight is going to take you as his squire. What are you going to do about all your friends here? You cannot just leave them." Then he chuckles again.
You reply to me "They keep better company than you." Samuel says "So be it. I have nothing here in this city except to steal and rob. I am going to come with you. Maybe I can find some kind of work."
You say "Splendid. I will need a good dishwasher just as much as a crusader army will. I will put in a good word for you." You both laugh.
You and Samuel are leaving the city of Jerusalem. You are traveling north through what is now Israel. You camp down for the night. You practice with your sword. You say "What do you think Sir Birmshire? Sir David. Do you think I will be as great a knight as you?"
Then you hear Samuel laughing. You turn around and get hit with another pebble. He says "Great knight indeed." Then he lays back down.
You say to yourself "They will see Sir Birmshire. I will be great."
A few days later you are traveling on the coast. You relax and rest for a bit. You wade out in the tide and begin to practice with your sword. Samuel is watching you from up on the beach. He is sighing and shaking his head.
Your incarnation David is able to see the dead. You are practicing with the dead spirit of a crusader knight. Samuel doesn't see him like you do. He thinks you are weird.
Samuel says "David, come on. Let's go. I just want to make up a little bit of the ways before we camp down for the night." You travel down the coast.
Samuel asks you "How long do you think before we reach Constantinople?" You reply "Maybe a month. We will follow the coast. If we can find someone we might be able to charter a boat."
You camp down on the beach for the night. Samuel is sleeping. You are falling asleep. You hear a voice that says "David... David they are coming." You wake up startled and you grab your sword.
You hear horse hooves galloping towards you. You see three men come out of the darkness. They get off their horses and draw their swords. They look like bandits. The first one makes a charge to attack you. You have your sword.
The first man comes at you and you put up a defense and block the first blow. You fight for about 30 seconds before the other two men charge forward. You push the first guy off and slice the back of his leg. The man stumbles down.
You maneuver and block the second blow from one of the other men. Both men are fighting you. One of of them falls down when Samuel hits him on the head with a rock. You fight the other guy. You do a move that knocks his sword away then you slice him across the chest. He falls down dead.
The man who got hit with the rock gets up. He turns towards Samuel and goes towards him. Samuel is backing up. He is afraid. You stab the man behind with your sword. You run him through. He dies on the ground.
Samuel is relieved. You smile at him. Then you hear the swing of a sword and a slashing and chopping of meat. You see Samuel gets a surprised look on his face, his mouth and eyes go wide open. Then Samuel drops dead.
The man that you sliced in the leg killed Samuel. He then comes running towards you. You fight back and forth. The man severely cuts your left arm. He charges forward to finish you off. He stops and his eyes get wide. Before you can think twice you stab him and run him through. He falls down and dies.
You turn and look over your shoulder. You say "Thank you Birmshire." Then you rush over to Samuel. You know that he is dead. You are not crying. You do not even have any tears. You say "Rest well my friend. I will see you soon."
You travel by yourself. You come down a road and you see Constantinople in the distance. You say "There it is my friends. We made it." You are inside the city. You are speaking to some Templars.
You are dressed as a Templar, but more like a Templar initiate. This is about 4 years after you arrived at Constantinople. You are right next to a Templar knight. You are both on horseback. The knight has a helmet on.
He turns to you and asks "Are you ready David? It is just one of many victories we have already gained." You nod your head in approval. You say "Yes master. It is God's will." You see your master draw his sword. He yells out "For the Glory of God!" You begin to charge towards a massive Muslim army. You fight for a long time.
Towards the end you and your master are all bloody standing back to back. There are a bunch of Muslims around you fighting. You are surrounded by them circling around you.
A few come up and throw javelins at you. Your master goes down. Two javelins hit you and you fall. You look up and you see Samuel and Sir Birmshire. You reach towards them. Then it ends.
*1856 Nevada Territory USA*
There is a small western town. You are a man driving a horse driven cart. You are dressed in black. You are in your early 30s.
Someone on the street says "Good morning Mister Rodenberg." You stop the cart and say "Yes, it is a fine morning indeed. Are you and the Missus off to church Matthew?"
Matthew replies "No, she is not feeling very well again." You ask "Is it the pains again?" Then you say something about Doc Bridgston. Matthew says to you "Doc Bridgston says it is. He has her on the laudrum again."
You say "But Vivian is a fine woman and a strong woman. She will pull through like she did before." Matthew "Well, we are all praying. Going to see the pastor this morning after services. Going to ask if he could pray for Vivian. It would mean so much to the children."
You reply "Yes it would." Matthew points at the coffin in the cart. He says "Is that old Widow Baker?" You reply "Yep, it sure is. I am going to take her and put her in the ground. Pity I will be the only one there."
Matthew replies "Yep. Old Widow Baker didn't have any friends since her husband passed. Who just sat up and ran that old Saloon. If it wasn't for Charlie helping her out I wouldn't know where she would be. And poor Charlie... having no claim to anything. Well, he pretty much ain't got nowhere to go either. No work. Probably have to hustle on down to Little Water. Maybe he could catch a coach out back east. Right now I am giving him a few nights stay at my place."
You start to think. You say "Tell old Charlie to come down and see me in a while." Matthew replies "Sure will."
You finish burying Widow Baker. You talk to her like she is there. You say "Don't be so sour. It was a lovely service. I picked out the finest coffin just like you asked." You take out a metal flower made out of copper. You lay it on her grave.
Then you say to Widow Baker "I even carved the cross myself... Well, you always thought everything looked bad. That is why you had no friends in life. Don't come talk to me. Cause I ain't got nothing to say to you. You go ahead and ask your husband." You walk off.
You are back at your establishment. You are the undertaker. You are eating dinner and you hear a knock at the door. You open it up and there is a really tall man on the outside. You say "Charlie come on in! I have extra supper. You can help yourself."
Charlie says "Well thank you very much Ishmael. You always seemed to be one of the most quiet people in the town. Never really talking to anybody. You always had a good heart and a welcoming smile. I appreciate it." You sit down and both eat.
You ask Charlie "What are you going to do now?" He replies "I don't know. Maybe travel west to California. Maybe find a place to work in the town. Being a free slave it may be hard. But I will make my way. There are other people like Widow Baker in the world. Be willing give a man a chance regardless of the color of his skin."
You laugh and say "Skin is only there to keep our bones from falling out. What does it matter what color it comes in?" You both laugh and continue sharing a dinner. You are making small talk.
You finally say "Charlie the reason I called you here is to offer you a job with room and board. I would like to go ahead and make my own coffins instead of ordering them from catalogs. Load them up and take them to San Fransisco. I heard they got free-minded people out there. Would you be willing to be my partner?" Charlie agrees.
You are build coffins and load them on two wagons. Then you leave town. You traveled for a few days and you stopped in a town. You are tying up your horses at the local stable. You finish up and you pay the stable master. You say "Come Charlie let's go get some dinner and check out this carnival that is in town."
Charlie is hesitant and says "I don't know. I don't how people around here would take to seeing white folk dine with a colored man." You say "Well they will just have to watch then and learn won't they." You both grin and walk off.
You enter a saloon diner. To Charlie's surprise he sees at least three or four other colored folk. One at the bar and another dancing.
This woman walks up and says to Charlie "Don't just stand there big fella with your jaw hanging open. You and your friend come and sit down."
You are both sitting at a table. A young woman asks "What will it be?" You look over at Charlie and say "Well Charlie, are you going to order?" Charlie says "Whiskey for me and my friend." You hand some money to her and say "Just bring the bottle and a couple of menus."
You eat dinner together. Charlie asks "How is the food Ishmael?" You reply "It is the best I have had in over a week. So I guess it will suffice. Compared to beans, a dead rat it is a feast."
A man walks up to the table and says "Excuse me gentlemen, do you mind if I join you? My name is John McCollin. I am an abolitionist. Are you familiar with our cause?" You say to him "No. Not really. Just that you free slaves."
Charlie says to John "I am quite familiar with it. The man who set me free used to be my master. As a young lad I remember he married an abolitionist woman. Then he set us all free. Me, my mother, and my sister traveled out west here. Mama and Abigail didn't make it. But I am here." You are continuing to have a conversation for a while.
John says to Ishmael "What is the metal you are wearing?" You have a pendant on your chest. You pull it out and say "It is the Goddess Aphrodite. She was the Greek Goddess of Love. She has always inspired me."
John asks "What is it that you do?" You reply "I am an undertaker. A mortician by trade. I am headed to San Fransisco to open my own mortuary." Johh says "Before you leave you should enjoy the carnival that is in town. There is a fortune teller that will just boggle your mind."
You are walking through a small carnival. There is someone blowing fire. You are finding your way to what looks like a gypsy carriage. You stand outside and there is a woman and man standing in front of you.
You greet them and say "Good evening." The woman giggles. The man greets you back. You are making small talk with them. They are brother and sister. She says "I don't believe in this hocus pocus, but my brother is dragging me along for the fun."
You and this woman are attracted to each other. She asks "So what about you?" You say "I am heading to San Fransisco." She asks "What is in San Fransisco?" You reply "I am going there to open up my own mortuary." She is puzzled. She does not know what a mortuary is.
You say to her "I am a mortician. An undertaker." She cringes and says "Oh, how ghastly! Come along Robert. I feel rather ill at the moment." She walks off with her brother.
You stand there and feel disappointed. The door to the carriage opens. This very beautiful young woman dressed up like a fortune teller invites you in. She says "Close the door." Then she offers you to sit down. You sit at a table across from her. She reads your cards.
She leans across the table and says "You see them don't you?" You say back to her "See who?" She responds "Your friends outside. The old woman and the little girl. All the other people." You reply to her "You can see them too?" You are surprised. She tells you that she can see them.
She reaches across and puts your pendant between her two fingers. She says "That is why you pray to Aphrodite. For your wife and daughter whose spirits are outside. Your wife used to talk about her. This pendant used to belong to her."
You shed a tear and then you wipe it away and say "Excuse me. I haven't done that in a long time." She takes your hand and says "Now you won't ever have to be alone again."
Several years later you are in San Fransisco. You have a big Victorian house that is both your home and your mortuary. You are in your study looking through paperwork.
The fortune teller is named Esmeralda. She walks into the room and she is holding a little baby. She kisses you on the forehead and asks "How is everything coming along?"
He says "I am catching up. My eyes are getting older." She says "I will make you your tonic and bring you dinner. Here... take your daughter for a while and relax."
You hear the door chime. Somebody walked in. You both look at each other. Esmeralda says to you "Do you think it could be that banker still angry because his cruel wife took the house and buried him a plain box?"
You reply "No, it is Charlie." You hear his voice calling out "Ishmael are you home?" You and Esmeralda greet him and embrace. You say "Let's have some dinner and you can tell us of all your adventures. Tell us of India."
You are now at your funeral. Esmeralda and Charlie are there. Your daughter is there. She is a teenager.
Charlie says to Esmeralda "All those who loved him are here." She says to Charlie "And many more are as well."
She is referring to the dead. You and Esmeralda are both necromancers. You were buried with your oval-shaped Aphrodite pendant. Your first wife was Greek.
Aphrodite remembers you in this incarnation. This is why she was calling you Rodenberg. In every single past life you have had you can see and interact with the dead. Ark is a necromancer himself.
*Vietnam 1968*
You are a boy about 12 or 13 years old. You are running down a road back to a small village. You are Vietnamese.
You run towards a small hut and you are yelling "Grandmother! Grandmother!" You run inside the hut and see an older Vietnamese woman.
She says "Shhh..." She is rocking a crying baby. You ask "Where is mother?" She replies "With Kimshee." You reply "Okay..." Your grandmother says "Tecchnoa don't go meddling."
You run through the forest and hear the voice of an older man yell your name. "Tecchnoa! How will you be a brave fighter when you make more noise than a monkey?" You stop and turn around and say "Sorry grandfather."
You are walking next to your grandfather. You hear Vietnamese voices in the distance. You see a group of Vietcong with your mother. She is also part of their group.
She is loading magazines when she notices you. One of the other Vietcong men notice you as well. Your mother gets up and goes over to you. She shakes you and asks "Tecchnoa! What are you doing? You shouldn't be here."
You say "Grandfather brought me here." Your mother rolls her eyes and says "Stop that! Stop that now! Your grandfather is dead along with your father!"
You reply to her "No. Father is just standing out in the rice field. I keep yelling for him to come home. Every time I go to him he walks away and disappears in the rice."
Your mother slaps you and says "Tecchnoa! I don't want to hear any more of this. Stop your silly games and go home." You walk away rubbing your cheek from where she slapped you.
You are sitting at home. Your grandmother and the baby are sleeping. You sit on the front doorstep. You are drawing in the dirt with a stick. You hear popping noises off in the distance along with seeing flashes of light. They start to increase around you.
You realize that it is gunfire. A helicopter sweeps over your village. You see the Vietcong run towards the village. Machine gun fire starts coming from the helicopter that is flying around. You notice another helicopter start firing rockets. You crouch down. There are explosions going off around you.
You run back towards your house. You go in your house and there is machine gun firing around you. Your baby sister is crying. You grab her and pick her up and you go towards your grandmother.
You are shaking her to wake her up, but she won't awaken. You pull your hand back and see blood on it. You begin hearing American voices. You crawl out the back window and run off into the jungle.
You huddle in the hollow of a tree and try to keep your little sister quiet. There are still many noises of gun fire and rockets around you. You wake up in the morning and your sister is sleeping. You can still smell the smoke and there is a fog.
You hear American voices and radio chatter. You get up and peek around. You see a few soldiers off in the distance of the fog. You begin to move and creep around.
When you get a bit further from them you begin running. You hear from behind you "Hey! Stop!" Then you hear gunfire. You keep running until you out run them.
You climb up an embankment. You are on top of a ridge. You look off into the distance and see your mother standing close to the forest. You yell out to her "Mother! Mother!"
She turns around and walks away from you. You run after her but she keeps getting further and further away. Then she walks into the forest and you lose sight of her.
You hear helicopters overhead so you run into the forest. You are ducking down and looking out across a field that the helicopter is coming by.
You look out from the forest and see your grandmother. You are happy to see her, but you are worried about the helicopter seeing her. You tell her to get down. She begins kneeling down and hiding in the grass.
The helicopters fly over and head on. You get up from where you are at and run out to where you saw your grandmother. When you get out there you don't find anything. You yell out for her "Grandmother! Grandmother!" You look around and you don't see her. You walk off and follow a stream.
You do not know which way you are going. You keep hearing helicopters and American voices. You are sneaking around the forest and head up stream until you find a river. You find a bunch of Vietnamese dead bodies.
You find a little boat. You walk over to it and pick up an AK-47 from the ground. You put your baby sister in the boat. You slung the gun over you so it is in the font.
You turn around holding onto the gun and you look a little down river and you see your grandmother, your mother, your father, and your grandfather.
You take one hand and begin waving to them shouting "Hey! Hey! Over here!" Then you hear a shot and you feel a sharp pain in your chest. You look down and there is blood. You realize you were shot and you start losing blood. It is difficult for you to breathe. You fall to the ground.
You see American soldiers come up on you. There are five of them. One of them says "Holy shit Joe! He is just a kid! Get the medic over here!" Joe begins yelling for a medic.
Another soldier says "Sergeant... I got a baby over here!" Joe panics and says "Holy shit! I don't want to kill no kid! That is the kind of shit you go to hell for!" The sergeant says to Joe "Calm down private!" A medic works on you. A soldier picks up the baby. You are laying on the ground dying.
You look over and a few feet away is your grandfather who is holding out his hand. He says to you "Walk with me." You lift up your hand towards him. You hear the medic ask "What is he pointing at? What is he reaching for?" Then you die.
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June 30th...
I went and laid down to rest after this session. Aphrodite went to visit Eroisin. She loves to visit with him.
It is beautiful how Lovely already knew his Ishmael Rodenberg incarnation because of his devotion to her in that life through his pendent of Aphrodite.
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