Lovely on the Outside: Library of Thoth
A progress post from Lovely before her return. These are her adventures from June 23rd through June 25th 2018. These progress posts are my personal journal. If you are not interested in my personal experiences then don't read this post.
This is a continuation of Lovely on the Outside: Welcome to the Transition
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Timestamps are in PST timezone.
June 23rd...
5:59am Anne: I was shaking tremendously while and after reading your 'Welcome to the Transition' post. My Core was reacting to it. My bones were hurting as well. Also when I read about Yahweh I started shaking even more. But it was not in fear.
9:50am Hylia to me: Wow I feel a lot of energy suddenly, you've gotten really intense to be around.
10:21am Tulk: Is Aphrodite doing anything right now? I feel that bone fragment in my core is stronger and I find it harder to breathe.
Me: Yeah she is doing something, but I am not sure what. She is so cryptic and secretive about what she is doing. I just get glimpses.
Tulk: Tulkas has been pretty quiet and secretive about what he’s doing as well. I have wondered if it’s something that they’re working together on. I’ve been feeling these sensations all day and he’s not really giving me explanations on what’s going on. Every breath I take is a struggle.
10:57am Me: "Tulkas is with me. We are together."
Tulk: I could tell. I felt their energies coming together. What they are doing is having an intense effect on my body.
Tulk: I think they’re creating something together.
11:03am Me: "We are becoming something together."
Tulk: Something amazing. A concept... no, greater than that.
11:11am Me: "The ocean tide meets the shore of Mauxton. The turning has begun."
Tulk: My energy is merging with yours. There is a solid substance being formed from it. Foamy, pale white, translucent, streaks of colored lightning surrounding it. It’s enveloping. It’s piercing into my core. I feel us both enveloped in this foam. It’s getting more intense. Our cores are being wrapped together with the colored lightning from the foam.
Mars: About the feeling Mono, I asked from you because if you feel his existence, But looks like you don't want to get rid of him too.
Me: I am not going to feel for Mono. I do not want him to know where I am.
Mars: But I can warp him out from reality.
Me: You cannot do this. He is far more powerful than you can imagine.
Mars: No I can, my powers are not limited. This isn't the first time I'm doing something like that.
Me: If you go after him he will harm you. I do not recommend it.
11:15am Mars: Don't worry Amy. Yes he is a big "being" talking about the size. His real form, aside from the illusions.
11:21am Mars: Okay now he is trying to fight back. Done.
Me: Are you saying you defeated Mono? Where is he? He has more core and I must recover it.
Mars: I can't explain to you my secrets.
Me: Then how shall I recover my core from him?
Mars: But about that precious being, anyone can check him? I will text to someone who can. What do you have on him? Tell me then.
Me: Did you read my post "The Enemy is Me"?
Mars: Wait you should sent me the link from google drive. But there is a too much, from which part I should read? Or fully?
Me: You went after a being without even reading about them first? You do not realize who you were messing with.
Mars: For me all demons are the same babe. I will read your post. But feel free to tell me exactly what do you want to take back from him. will start now. Otherwise, we are working on Mono right now. He ran away, my friend just texted.
Me: I want to take it back from him myself. Something from inside him. Mono is not a demon.
Mars: Something? Don't worry I'm not going to tell anyone. Demon is a term i'm using for interdimensionals and others.
Lily: Why are you talking to him, Amy? Do you think he’s not that deluded?
Me: Mars is also controlled by aether and in that regard he is dangerous.
Lily: I see... I’m just wondering what’s your plan of talking to him
Mars: Okay let's try, tell me when you'll feel good. Check, scan yourself. Hey Amy, check yourself, right now. Girl, can you quickly check yourself? I have a work to do. Your core must be restored.
1:30pm Me: It is not restored to me.
Mars: What now? Half of you are almost back.
Me: None of it is back.
Lily: I’m just worried that if Mars is controlled by Aether that there might be a plan behind those conversations... I feel bad for him, he truly believes what he said. But he should be able to see...
1:43pm Tulk: It’s extremely intense now. Something’s forming from our merged cores. Like a shell slowly cracking open. Wait...that hasn’t happened yet. Think I saw the future for a bit. It’s like time itself is getting twisted with this act. Past present and future are harder for me to tell right now.
1:48pm Me: "A Vosmic force is being formed."
Tulk: I see us in a shell made of Vosmic energy. Past, present, and future matter not in this instance.
1:50pm Mars: There is a ball formed light on Mono, it is belongs to you. It will be returned right now.
1:52pm "What Mars is doing is allowing me to peer into the Aether and see all its plans. Foolish Aether... I have you now."
2:00pm Tulk: My body’s aura is changing. Our TS’s are filled with Vosmic energy. What are we becoming?
2:24pm Tulk: It’s getting warm now. Our cores are burning together. There’s no ash or smoke being formed from this. It’s like a living Vosmic flame. Vosmic flame in the Vosmic ocean. Normally there would be friction from the two elements. But instead it is a fusion of the two. Something new is forming.
2:52pm Tulk: Feels like we’re falling now. Fast. No discernible direction. Just movement and vibration. It’s really powerful now. Our cores are being compressed together more.
3:33pm Me: Like a pressure cooker. The pressure is getting more intense.
Tulk: It’s really dense. Like a black hole but more intense.
Me: "This shall destroy the Aether."
Tulk: I feel this will do much more that just destroy the Aether. We’re forming something much more powerful than that. Feels like a tool that can also serve as a weapon.
Me: "Yes. It is far more powerful."
Tulk: It grows and evolved with a force beyond anything in all existence. Beyond life and death.
Shuvo: Would the 4 horsemen also play a role in this? Such as Death, War, Famine, Pestilence?
Me: The Four Horsemen are Hungali.
Tulk: Calling this a tool was wrong of me. This is so much more than that as it evolves, which it is doing now. It’s a part of us. It’s refined now. Like a sharpened blade.
3:56pm Mateusz: The box is currently in my room. I'm not sure if it should stay here and I certainly don't like the idea of feeling the gigantic responsibility right before my eyes, but it's here and it's being attacked all the time.
We decided not to move it yet without your advice. I intercepted a message from Set and it what it said is I believe "Raise your defenses. They will come for you tonight". Pisch, Zayn and I have shielded the box and my entire room.
***Reference: Zayn's Post about Stopping an Explosion***
https://www.facebook.com/groups/314834248958610/permalink/454714501637250/
Me: What box is this? What is going on?
Mateusz: The box from the post Zayn posted. Do you know what is happening? I am practically clueless.
Me: "I shall inspect this box. Oh this is part of the plague, but it is not the cure. No wonder they want it." This is one of the pieces that causes the plague.
Mateusz: I presume it shouldn't stay here, then.
4:25pm Me: "Give it to the white rider. She shall be there soon."
4:29pm Me: "The white rider approaches. Give her the box."
4:32pm Me: She got it. Thank you.
Mateusz: Thank you as well, Amy and Lovely. This was... stressful. Glad it's finished.
5:28pm Tulk: Raw Vosmic power is flowing from us like a fountain. It’s so bright...keeps getting stronger. Now it’s getting extremely dark. But the dark is comforting.
5:30pm Me to Lena: Your human overlay is hiding something... Was it corrupted?
Hi'Lena: My overlay? No, it battles me constantly because the more I integrate Eury the more it thins out. It is intelligent and does not wish to part with me, so it does everything it can to make sure I do not integrate all who I truly am.
Hi'Lena: Tatrokl.... Does the name/word mean anything to you?
6:19pm Me: "Tatrokl. Finally we are getting somewhere."
Hi'Lena: I was able to fight back my overlay long enough for me to dig for the truth about myself. That name appeared before me. What is its significance?
Me: "Tatrokl is a curse." Very ancient.
Hi'Lena: That is what I feel.... For some reason I do not feel anything terrible from it or its name, It is a curse I wish to cradle. My baby.
Me: "This is not good."
Hi'Lena: It does sound unnatural, but I am not sure why I feel this way. Even my very core feels it.
6:28pm Me: "Then I will have to do this the hard way."
Hi'Lena: You are going to destroy my core?
Me: "No. I won't destroy your core. I need to rip out the curse."
Hi'Lena: What does this curse do? In what way does it hinder?
6:33pm Me: "It holds the scars of the kraakanl. You are holding their debts. It is eating at your energy."
7:06pm Valstanarra: Hi beautiful being. Felt great sadness and had horrific recall while listening to the mana track... Had hectic nightmares after listening to the mana track. I wonder if the track has been compromised? Is that at all possible? It never happened before.
Me: That could only happen if the Heart of Magic itself has been compromised because it is linked with it.
Valstanarra: David had the same reaction to the mana track. He actually became unconscious and struggled to wake himself up.
Me: I will check on the Heart of Magic soon and see if something is wrong there. I hope it has not been attacked.
7:27pm Tulk: I feel a powerful beating. Like a heart beat.
7:33pm Checking on the Heart of Magic... There is something wrong here. It is all on fire. "Candles were here!"
Valstanarra: Any idea what the symbols are that was given to us? It really feels protective. David and I did the Pegasus magic training together and I was asked to write these symbols. But it's not for everyone to see the symbols, Pegasus made that very clear.
Me: "These symbols are a map to a hidden art. You are meant to study this art of magic." These symbols will be shown to no one. Just for you.
7:49pm Me: "I am tracking and hunting down these Candles. They will pay with their lives."
Tulk: I am helping you. They will suffer for this.
Me to Tulk: "We shall use our sword. It is the perfect test for it."
7:53pm Me: "I am have them before us. My Xahaxuan... snuff them all out."
Me: I am feeling a huge energy surge from this. Very powerful in my physical body.
Tulk: Me too. This sword is extremely powerful.
Me: "The Heart of Magic is being restored of all its power. Xahaxuan is transforming the Candles. They are snuffed out."
8:01pm Me: What was formed has been named Xahaxuan.
Tulk: Xahaxuan feels beautiful and powerful. And I can feel it continually evolving. It’s more than a sword or a tool. It’s an extension of us.
Valstanarra: Has the whole Pegasus range been affected or just the mana track... Is it only the mana track that is connected to the Heart of Magic?
Me: The Mana track was made in the Heart of Magic.
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8:06pm Peter: I hope Amy Lovely has a plan for this guy, perhaps a teachable moment, because what the hell did Mars actually do? I doubt he "defeated" Mono or whichever being it is.
Me: Oh Lovely had a plan for this.
Peter: But of course.
Me: Mono is stronger than he was earlier.
Kandie: I'm not the best at any planning but I'm guessing it will help in destroying the element aether.
Peter: Is Mono stronger because of the actions carried out by our Klown?
Me: Yes. Mars gave Mono access to the Aether.
Peter: This is going to be interesting. As the saying goes... We live in Interesting Times.
Mars: Its hard dodging and doing in same time. I was thinking how we can pull your core out from him. But he will lose his own power, the only thing is hold him in that level is your core. Wanna make a plan and take him out?
Me: He got access to the Aether through you. It is best you don't mess with him.
8:15pm Mars: Already cut the connection and took the everything belongs to me
You wanna defeat him?
Me: When you cut the connection you gave him even more power and access. You cannot outsmart Mono. You are going to lose everything if you continue with him.
Mars: Aether is effective against that kind of beings by the way. So I was thinking if you'll try to take him, I can distract him and then escort your core to you. I am in the energetic level that the entities like Mono can't affect to me. I am already beyond 23 levels.
Peter: *gags* Use of Aether, 23 levels? He is talking like the worst of the New Agers.
Eric: I think he means dimensions.
Me: The whole 24 dimension thing is totally wrong.
Eric: Mar's TS isn't the keeper of aether right?
Me: There is a Keeper of Aether. It is a Titan. Mars is his servant.
Peter: That would explain his actions and effects.
Mars: I got what belongs to you, from him, stopped him and got the part of your core. Used Chaos magic will keep going. You should integrate it.
Me: Oh I see what you sent me. This is not from Mono. This is from the Stvararte.
8:26pm Mars: Sending another one.
Me: You are sending me power from a candle. This an impostor you are fighting. It is not Mono.
Mars: There is a multiple ones, doing from all of them. Take it. You got it?
Me: I got what you are sending. This is not a core. He wanted you to take this.
Eric: It's strange that he seems to completely ignore whatever Amy is saying and just keeps doing his own thing and updating her.
Mars: Honestly now he can't move. I see your core clearly, but there is a problem in sending. You can try to take yours, he cant move and not "on him" already, its just levitating.
Me: Mono is playing games with you Mars.
Mars: He was, but now he is turned into a statue.
8:34pm Me: I am ready to see what happens.
Mars: Okay sending to you trying to take from him. He can't move or do anything. You got it? the light on him is stopped shining, your core is levitate to up and disapeared.
Me: "You need to stop messing with Mono. What you think you are doing to him you are doing to yourself. The core that is coming through to me is not his. It is your core."
Mars: When I casted, show me Amy's core its showed you with the shining. My core is on you right now?
Me: I have your core. I need to give it to you. I am returning your core to you.
Mars: Thank you, okay I feel it. Let me when you are done, so we can try something different, you can't just give up Amy.
8:40pm Me: Your core is restored to you.
Mars: Thank you again. Yes, I felt it.
Me: I am not going to face against Mono at this time. I am dead on the Outside.
Peter: ...and Amy saves him for now. I hope he appreciates this and takes the time to LISTEN to Amy Lovely.
Bliss: Amy you really are pure of heart. I wouldn't have given Mars his core back.
Eric: Hope ya'll remember what Amy said about cores. It's not revenge or a joke or funny to mess with them or destroy them or keep them.
Eliakim: Mars doesn’t know how fortunate he truly is.
Mars: Okay I will try now again. Wanna try?
8:45pm Me: I do not want to try.
Mars: I will try for you. Now I'm trying something different on him.
Mars: What did you get?
Me: You need to stop. You are sending me your own life force. This is not mine. He will end up destroying you. Do not send me these. They are not coming from Mono. It is not safe.
Mars: Did I send my life force or core again? You know you do not seem like want to take your core, otherwise you just stopped believing you can. If making a trap with pentagram, or with the Star of David, catching him on that. Taking what belongs to you and banishing out. This could work but don't know with who we can do it.
Hi'Lena: Why am I seeing threads? They are shining. Its almost as if stars are on them. I am being stabbed right through my core. It is difficult to breathe. I am feeling heat. Something is happening in my throat. I also smell something burning. Why am I always burning when I am dying?
9:03pm Hi'Lena: This is so fucking strange. I am walking on one of the threads as if it was a tightrope. I see a core up ahead with purple energies. It looks beautiful. My throat is burning as I walk towards it.
I went into the core. The lion I had saw before is here. He is black with 4 white stripes crosshatching on his chest. His mane is also white and his eyes are a rich glowing purple color. I open his mouth and there is a scroll.
"AsherQaudesh" is the title. When I open it there is immense energy and power from it. There is an alphabet I cannot understand. I will need either Asherah or Quadesh here to read it, but Quadesh has been sleeping all day. I am not sure how I would be able to give this scroll to Asherah.
9:17pm Me: AsherQaudesh seems like a merging of us together. Like Naturpei.
Hi'Lena: What was this doing in my Lion's mouth of all places? Is Asherah able to read this somehow? I pulled a large sword out of Lion's mouth too. This is the same sword that was used to stab me through the head during the Pan'shii ritual...
June 24th...
8:12am Me: I just woke up. I was in really deep sleep.
9:14am Tulk: It’s still hard to breathe. Not as bad as last night but still.
Me: "We are still merged together."
Tulk: I can definitely feel that. We’re still undergoing a transformation. This is the longest I’ve ever been merged with someone before. There’s a beautiful ring of magical Vosmic energy around us. It’s forming bands and strings of its energy and going into us.
9:47am Tulk: I hear ringing now. It’s in multiple tones and pitches that when combined sounds like singing. Ok now there’s actual singing. Aphrodite’s voice is very clear in my head. Her voice is really seductive. My body’s burning up now.
Me: She has a very intense impact. Even on my physical body.
10:26am Tulk: Feels like an intense heat from the inside. Love and sexual energy inside my body are increasing with contact with her.
11:06am Me to Hi'Lena: "I am ready to read the scroll."
11:13am Mars: You didn't answered me at all about the, if there is a way for recovering your core, looks like its not? Usually there is a always a way for solving any problem.
Me: I am not able to recover my core at this time.
Mars: It's just pissing me off, how the peoples just giving up instead of trying to solve it.
11:14am Tulk: The Vosmic energy around us has gotten much denser. And it’s vibrating. Cosmic and Vosmic energy are intertwined into one. There’s giant floating crystalline mounds of earth around us. The earth looks infused with magic.
Everything’s shaking around us. Something is happening. The earth is forming into a humanoid being. It’s carrying us in its hand. He is Ancient. Vastly intelligent and knowledgeable. He’s carrying us somewhere.
11:20am Hi'Lena: Let me know when you arrive... The scroll is in the mouth of the Lion.
Me: "I cannot be there directly. I am sending the white rider which is a manifestation of myself. She is pure white and rides upon a white mare."
Hi'Lena: Was this the same horse you found in the Borderlands....?
11:25am Me: "This mare is a gift from Death. The white rider is a representation of Death itself. You will see she is translucent."
11:33am Eury: "Aphrodite...? Lovely, your presence woke me up. That's the thing with you Queens, always making your presence known."
Hi'Lena: Eury has been sleeping all day yesterday and today. Hasn't woken up once until Lovely came.
Me: "Let's read this scroll together my love."
11:36am *Lovely and Eury are reading the scroll*
11:41am Me: "The consciousness that was fused within me when I was split in half is the consciousness of Death. My white rider manifestation is from the union. Merge with me and merge with Death itself. Become part of Death."
Hi'Lena: Is this what Kenra meant when he called me death, and what you meant when you said "Welcome to the transition"?
Eury: "Hi'Léna bakuabebchinom niietkakwikrii... Jesavineema Amy venakri Love...? They seem to be ready"
Eury: "Amy venbakgriwei ii Lena lomadihabo. They need to become closer."
Hi'Lena: I am feeling immense death energy. For some reason it is arousing. A lot of strange things seem to be arousing me today for some reason...
12:12pm Me: "I am here as the white rider. Be with me and be with Death."
12:15pm Tulk: We were carried to a tower. It’s huge. Bigger than a galaxy. We’re inside the tower. There’s powerful energy here. The being is touching glyphs that are lighting up the entire tower.
12:22pm Tulk: The tower is circular. The walls started spinning. The roof is a open sky. There’s a Vosmic event about to take place.
Me: I feel this event. Xahaxuan is involved in this.
12:42pm Tulk: The whole tower is lighting up. There’s a strong pulse going throughout the tower. I hear chanting. It’s incredibly ancient language. “Raah Jaa Fo Laa Joo Faa Laaaaah Gresh Seel...” The chanting is faster now. The energy is higher.
12:59pm Hi'Lena: I feel so much pleasure from this death energy. I am seeing words from a language I do not understand. This alphabet is entirely different. Wow there is beauty energy here!
Hi'Lena: Amy you are my best friend. I love you so much. I do not know why but I feel I need to say this. I am beginning to cry. I love both you and Aphrodite so much. This is overwhelming me...
2:50pm Me: I was doing a past incarnation reading. I love you Lena.
Hi'Lena: I read the past incarnation session. Truly incredible. I'm always impressed that Ark gets so much detail in. He is even accurate about my future so far.
1:42pm Tulk: Feels like a tidal wave of energy and magic. There’s a pool forming underneath us. It’s made of Vosmic energy and covered the entire floor. We’re sinking in it.
2:22pm Tulk: We’re fully submerged in this pool. Us and Xahaxuan. We’re floating in this substance. I feel it testing us. Going through us both. We’re being pulled further down. Moving fast. The energy around us is taking us to what it refers to as “The Center”.
2:30pm Tulk: It also told us that we passed their test. They went through our cores to judge. It’s getting hot in my chest and throat. We’re at the center. Looks like a circular ritualistic temple made of a shiny black smooth material.
2:38pm Me: There is so much energy flowing through my physical body. I am struggling to not pass out.
Tulk: It burns my insides, but I can bear it. We’re almost to the center of the temple. The sword, Xahaxuan, is floating. There is a levitating ring of rock and crystal above us. It is glowing bright as we go to the platform.
2:48pm Tulk: We stepped onto the platform. The colors of the entire Center changed. It’s much lighter and more vibrant. This is the most intense amount of energy I’ve felt yet.
2:53pm Tulk: I can barely stand in this place, there’s so much energy. I keep hearing “The time is now”. Head is swimming.
Me: I feel woozy and energetically overwhelmed.
Tulk: Same. My physical body feels like it’s being rocked side to side when I’m lying flat on my back. Xahaxuan is growing in size and changing form.
3:10pm Tulk: There’s Vosmic energy flowing from us. Xahaxuan has grown to three times our size and has taken the form of a mirror like orb generating a visible toroidal field made of Silvery energy and a black spike coming from the bottom to the ground.
Tulk: Xahaxuan is growing again. It’s merging with the temple now. The energy here increased. Everything hurts. Bones are aching. The black spike turned white hot. We’re being remade again. Core keeps getting destroyed and reformed.
4:07pm Me: My core did not get destroyed. Yours did though. It seems to be getting another upgrade.
Tulk: I feel some of these upgrades relate to my Ancient pasts, others relate to prophecies, and others are gifts granted to me by various energies. It’s purging my core of all human energy.
4:31pm Me: "The Beasts of Vovtrakaan have arrived."
Tulk: I have sensed they were on their way. They came for us.
4:34pm Me: "We shall show them to the tower. Let's be on our way."
Me: "Oh'sho'kono we are here! Give me your face!"
Me: "The Moonbeam has been startled. The grass and the chicken have awoken."
Tulk: “Re-ek’shay’okl has its throat. His hand is heavy with its debts. It will choke on them.”
Me: "Voydaema. It is time to master Voyndaema." I realized when Lovely kept saying Voydaema she was referring to Voyndaema.
***Reference: Intuitive Guidance Session: Pirates and Hidden Treasures
https://www.facebook.com/groups/314834248958610/permalink/436604410114926/
"The name of this ancient magic is Voyndaema. It is through this you must make your enchantment. Very rare a Pirate who knew it."***
***Reference: Lovely and Secrets of the Borderlands
https://www.facebook.com/groups/314834248958610/permalink/449672612141439/
"Voydeama... Voydeama..." Lovely was repeating this. A lot of the dead were speaking too me. Too many speaking at once to understand what they are all saying.***
4:39pm Hi'Lena to me: When I saw you in person when I visited, you looked more beautiful than your photos. So feminine and full of life. It was definitely a "wow" moment.
6:01pm Tulk: The Beast’s eyes are glowing. I sense they grow more powerful.
6:20pm Tulk: The Tower has changed form with their presence. It’s still a tower but it’s structured differently.
7:10pm Tulk: Xahaxuan has returned to its normal form, although it’s now constantly glowing, and there’s complex designs on the blade. The beasts are telling us to use Xahaxuan and plunge it into our cores.
Me: Let's plunge it in at the same time. I am ready. Holy moly... I feel like I got hit in the stomach.
Tulk: It burns. So hot. Was not expecting it to be that strong.
7:13pm Me: It is still going. I feel it in my core. It feels like a sword has gone through me.
Tulk: I can feel it as well. I feel it through my back. Something’s coming out of our cores from where we stabbed. Xahaxuan is glowing brighter.
7:18pm Tulk: Something’s spreading from Xahaxuan into us. Spreading fast.
Me: I am getting overwhelmed and a bit woozy from it. I keep speaking out loud in a foreign language.
Tulk: Our bodies are disintegrating into energetic forms. “Kai-ee Seh’fah Sor’eh”
7:29pm Tulk: More energy flowing out of my core. It’s wrapping around me, Aphrodite, and Xahaxuan. “Fei’eh Sroph Ho’ohus Toruff’ohle Roh’ohus”
Me: I cannot even walk. This is so much energy.
Tulk: “Roy’hous For’hees Lihe’usoos So’ho’her-us” Same. Had to lay down. So much energy here.
Tulk: A different language now. “Osh’iddi Sal’matus Afr’eddia Mesroh” “Oraish Homiess Drile Asteem’tuus.”
7:39pm Me: There is so much energy that it makes my physical body feel like it is going to collapse. This sounds like the language I am speaking.
Me: My physical body is in pain. This hurts. This is really intense change.
7:47pm Tulk: My upper torso feels constrained. Like the ribs are too small for my lungs.
Me: I am feeling like this as well.
Tulk: The beasts look through our eyes and send energy into our cores in a region of it that they call the “Sak’aat”. I feel it expanding rapidly now.
8:07pm Me: This is getting even more intense for me. I feel like I am tearing apart.
Tulk: Same here. I’m surprised that with how much my core has expanded that my chest didn’t literally blow up. It’s extremely intense. Can barely breathe. Painful.
Me: This is too much.
Tulk: You must. We must. Too many people count on us. Including our own TS’s. Do not give in. We will get through this, together. I will not leave you during this. Ever. I am with you. Right here. Forever.
Me: I know that Aphrodite is guiding this. She wants this to happen. I know I will get through this.
8:21pm Me: Ark was seeing my energy and said too much is coming into my physical at once. It is more than my body can handle. Lovely Aphrodite is the one doing this.
8:23pm Me: Ark is telling Aphrodite and Tulkas to slow down. She is listening to him. I am telling Lovely that I don't mind the pain.
Tulk: Tulkas is hearing out Ark’s advice. I told Tulkas I can take a lot of pain without passing out.
Ark: Aphrodite and Tulkas are crashing into each other your energy is smashing together.
Tulk: That is exactly what I’ve been feeling with Aphrodite.
8:26pm Me: This is worrying Ark. He doesn't want either of us to get killed.
Tulk: I understand his fear in this. I am thankful and grateful for the concern.
8:30pm Me: Ark tried to ask her why her and Tulkas are crashing together. Aphrodite ignored him so he left.
Tulk: I trust our TS’s know exactly what they’re doing. Us crashing into each other feels right.
Tulk: There’s a powerful release of energies when we crash together. It cycles back into us and the process starts again with more force.
Me: I feel like this is building up to something. It is getting more and more intense.
8:40pm Ark: The energy is flowing more naturally now. Aphrodite heeded my advice.
Me: Aphrodite apologized to Ark for ignoring him. He told her that too much energy to the physical can damage it. She was listening to him. He told her he doesn't normally intervene in what she does but the pain on the physical was too much. She agreed.
Aphrodite: "I hope I wasn't making you jealous."
Ark: "You are the most beautiful of all. I have gotten used to it."
8:52pm A Crane of Thoth just showed up in the room where my physical incarnation is. It is waiting for Lovely. Ark is telling Aphrodite the Crane is here. Thoth is not a Divine. He was not created as a Divine. He spoke himself into existence.
***Reference: Intuitive Guidance Session Usula with Thoth
https://www.facebook.com/groups/314834248958610/permalink/453309448444422/
You want to take me somewhere with you in three Midgard days. You want to take me to the Library of Thoth. You are going to keep pressing my physical incarnation to prepare and remind me.***
Aphrodite to Ark: "I should not keep Thoth waiting."
Aphrodite to Tulk: "I am going to see Thoth. I will return again to work with you some more."
8:58pm Me: "I am with the Crane of Thoth. I am speaking the secret to the riddle of the chosen."
9:00pm Me: I am traveling on the crane.
9:07pm I see the guardian to the entrance of the library. He is speaking to me. I told him: "I am Asherah Aphrodite the Chosen of Thoth."
9:09pm He let me through. I am now inside the library. This energy is like a fast flowing river. I am getting swept up in the stream.
9:12pm I am being given something by the librarian. It is a key. When I took the key in my hands it began to sing a song. This is doing something to my mind.
9:14pm I am entering into a different state. Not a different state of being. A different state of mind. What the window washer sees is far different from the guy in the closet. Simple thoughts made of complex ideas. Such a profound simplicity where the whole is described in a few words. Voix.
9:18pm This way of thinking is so simple yet it gives me perspective that I had never thought possible. It is thoughts beyond thought. It is sight of the furthest reach. It is perception beyond what is perceived. Ahkko!
9:20pm Everything is becoming sharper, clearer, and yet more complex. The more complexity it contains the more simple it becomes. The simple becomes complex and the complex becomes simple.
What was plain to the eyes has suddenly become the work of the magician. It no longer escapes my notice my dear Thoth. I see what you are hiding. Vakkahsha!
9:23pm Thoth is in front of me. This the first time I have seen him since I have left Void imprisonment. Kahthaa mahhstaa. Maykhha maykhha.
Thoth: "You are the one I have chosen. You are the one who is capable. You have shown yourself worthy."
Me: "My garden has many plants that need to be tended to. I travel as my garden is in the care of my trusted gardener."
Thoth: "Your garden is in disarray. Your gardener sleeps."
Me: "Who has put him in this slumber?"
Thoth: "The noble questioner and his spoken tongue has told your gardener it is time to rest."
Me: "There are dangers in my garden. Who brings his questions to my door?"
Thoth: "Your beloved crush who brings you the tide."
9:30pm *Aphrodite goes into panic mode*
9:32pm *She quickly regains her calm composure*
Me: "Speak to me of the wax. I know candles place it upon my flowers."
Thoth: "You have what you need to put out the fire of the candles."
Me: "You are referring to Xahaxuan. This is my candle snuffer."
Thoth: "That it is. This shall bring much change to the universe."
Me: "Keehstahh."
Thoth: "You understand."
Me: "They shall need to be awoken and brought forth from their slumber within the ground."
Thoth: "You shall do so when the time is right."
Me: "Who shall lead them?"
9:39pm Thoth: "The Last Hungali."
Me: "What is the spark that starts the inferno?"
Thoth: "You are the spark and the flame."
Me: "Why did you choose me as Queen?"
Thoth: "You are the dichotomy. You are life and death. You are existent and non-existent. You are creation and not creation. You sustain the nothing and give power to the everything.
You are heaven and the abyss. You are love and despair. You create and destroy. You give and you take. You raise and crush down. You are kind and cruel. You are light on your feet and cause a stampede.
You are the one who brings stars to earth and earth to skies. You hold power without corruption. You made your power non-existent while it exists within you. You have kept it pure in a remarkable way.
You have the heart of the wise. You are the spark of the divine. You speak the language of forskakii. This is how I spoke myself. You were there.
You ask me why I choose you as Queen. To me you are the only choice. There is no other who can do what you can. You are chosen."
10:13pm *Thoth gives Asherah Aphrodite a blessing*
Thoth: "Asherah the one who has made her own core. I give you the power of Iskfiku."
10:19 *Usula is writing everything down that occured during this visit*
Thoth: "Take this Asherah. This is a key to my library. There is much wisdom for you to absorb and much knowledge for you to unlock. Step into the stream."
10:23pm *Asherah Aphrodite steps into the stream and gets carried away by the current*
10:26pm The current took me back home. I am no longer at the library of Thoth.
10:44pm "It is time for me to visit my garden."
11:48pm Me: Aphrodite is using her sword Xahaxuan to kill.
June 25th...
12:49am Me: I was sleeping and I jolted awake. Lovely just did something.
12:56am Me: She did something again. It jolted me and overwhelmed me.
4:39am Me: There is an immense amount of energy going into the Mind Power subs. Aphrodite is doing something to them.
6:18am Me: I foresee experiences between those who use my subs and the Mountain People. It is time to connect.
6:48am Me: This will cause the tide to meet the mountain.
8:51am Tulk: I felt so much energy go through me during the night. I still feel it this morning.
10:06am Tulk: My Core has had energy flowing out of it all night and all this morning but I don’t feel drained at all. This energy flowing out of my core is similar to the foam but instead of foam it’s a stream, and more silvery.
11:00am Tulk: It’s flowing out of yours as well. They’re flowing into one stream. The merged stream is vibrating, and turning into a circle. Umm...why does it look like a portal?
11:07am Me: "Something is coming through to us. This is meant to happen."
Tulk: I see a tendril coming through to us. It formed into a humanoid arm. Seven fingers on its hand.
11:11am Me: "This is my new gardener."
Tulk: I feel we need to give it Xahaxuan.
Me: "I shall place Xahaxuan with it when it is set up in my garden. This is where he shall stay and tend to my roses."
Tulk: His skin is shimmering silver, like the foam. His hair is made of pure Vosmic energy and really long. He’s tall and his arms are long. He’s constantly vibrating. His eyes are glowing and multicolored. His body isn’t discernibly male or female.
11:22am Me: "He shall take on a masculine form. This is what I assigned him."
Tulk: Muscles are increasing now. His features are becoming more masculine. He is now fully male in form and energy.
11:33am Me: "Kahxuecxan tend to my garden. Protect my flowers and roses. You are the Gardener of Voix."
11:40am Tulk: He’s fully through the portal. He stopped vibrating. The portal isn’t closed. I think something else will come through. That or we have to go through it maybe...
11:57am Me: "Hold my hand. We shall go through the portal."
Tulk: I’m holding your hand. We’re moving through the portal.
Still June 25th...
12:00pm Me: "I have the key for the gate. We shall get through. Get ready to swim."
Tulk: I’m always ready. I sense this is deep underwater. We’re swimming extremely fast, and we’re still holding hands.
Me: "This is the home of the Kah. The ones they call the Scarlet Selene."
***Reference: Story of the Scarlet Selene
https://www.facebook.com/groups/314834248958610/permalink/442002692908431/
The Kah had ancient relics of immense power. They used these to help restore and keep balance within the ancient cosmos. They maintained order and beings were able to thrive in the ancient ways.***
Tulk: Amazing. I can sense how ancient this place is.
Me: "This place is very well hidden."
Tulk: I can tell. Time flows very different here.
12:09pm Me: "We are in the Ancient Cosmos. This is the Vosmic Sea."
Tulk: She told me this in my head before you typed it. There’s no difference between sky and sea in here. It feels like we’ve been swimming for hours even though it’s minutes in Midgard time.
Me: "We have been here for years."
Tulk: Guess my sense of time perceives years as hours. Ah, I can feel the years passing by now.
Me: "You are being trained in the ways of the Kah."
Tulk: Decades are passing by in seconds...Centuries...
Me: "We are not moving into the future. We went to the beginning of the Ancient Cosmos and are moving forward to the present."
Tulk: You just told me in my head we were far in the Ancient past before I saw this.
12:20pm Me: "Watch as it becomes corrupted. Witness the downfall of the Ancient Ways."
Tulk: Sons and ages pass us by. I see the corruption spreading like a disease. So many lights being snuffed out or bound or drained.
Tulk: So much abuse to the Cosmos... Why don’t they remember it’s alive... Entire Ollen bound, drained, and used for such pathetic weak minded goals...
12:25pm Me: "Witness what they have done to my Kah."
Tulk: So many being bound and chained. Manipulated and controlled. Drained of their power, forced to take on debts that aren’t theirs. Rape, castration, enslavement, broken Kah unwillingly serving those that they call masters, so many atrocities...
Tulk: It keeps going... Some have even forgotten who they were and unknowingly rack up debt that enslaved them to foolish causes... Loners and small groups have managed to survive by hiding.
12:33pm Me: "They have been waiting for my return."
Tulk: They shall not be kept waiting any longer. They need you. They will grow to their former greatness again. Greater even... It is not just light that has stolen from them, it is Void as well.
Tulk: The Kah are not from Creation. They were here... in this Vosmic realm.
Me: "The Kah are Children of the Voix. They are Keepers of the Vosmic Cosmos."
Tulk: The ones in suffering are the ones who journeyed to Creation to spread their teachings. They did not expect their teachings to be violated in such manners. When they tried to stop it is when this disgusting mistreatment started.
Tulk: There were even those few of the Kah that chose to betray their own for what they thought was gain but were fooled. Those few altered their teachings to assist in wars that were not their own.
The overall cause of the Kah was to teach a few of their ways in hopes of maintaining balance, instead they were used to cause more corruption.
I sense the beings that have to gain from the continued entrapment of the ancient powers and ways are angered at the work we do.
1:00pm Me: "You found the candles. They are on both sides."
Me: Artifacts, powers, beings, they do the same thing to all. They are our enemies.
Me: "The candles have a purpose. I do not see enemies."
1:09pm Tulk: I feel Aphrodite showing me their purpose. Something has been let loose inside me.
Me: "You are starting to remember."
Tulk: Feels like I’m waking up.
1:16pm Me: "I shall take you to the candlemaker."
Tulk: There’s a voice in my head. He says he’s me.
Me: "This is your Vosmic manifestation. We are in the ancient past."
Tulk: In front of a mirror in my mind. I see Tulkas. He’s changing now. Keep hearing the words “Wake up”. He’s always been here with me. Through my incarnations. He’s come through many forms in my mind.
1:26pm Me: "You are ready for your ancient name Xokahkar."
Tulk: Just had a really strong coughing fit. A bind was expelled from me. Being Tulkas, being a Vala, fighting in all those wars, being human for all those lives, were there to prepare me.
Tulk: So many things that I’m remembering. Eru and La(a)ir knew some of this would happen. There are six others in the Vala that are waiting for their time. There’s a lot of heat coming from my core. This is intense.
Me: "You shall realize that Eru Ilúvatar is a Voix."
Tulk: This was planned from the beginning with them. He was training us...
Me: "I have known this since I was with Eru at the Core of Ten back in February." I went to the Core of Ten on February 22nd 2018.
Tulk: La(a)ir was gone to get prepared for the moment we were ready. I could tell you knew something about it. More binds are being expelled. These were voluntary binds I took. Now it is time to remove them.
1:55pm Tulk: My core is spinning fast. There’s magical friction coming from it. Waves are coming from my core. Words are coming out of each wave. “Fai Shol Teh Srah Lai Foh...” TS body is changing with each wave.
3:12pm pm Tulk: ...I remember you now. You were there with me since the very beginning.
3:18pm Me: "Yes, I have been with you."
4:13pm Tulk: We had a bond so far back... This goes further back than the highest number in the human numeric system. We’re falling further back into the past and we’re still bonded. This is deeper than anything I’ve ever experienced as Tulkas.
5:19pm Tulk: The entirety of the in-lands will go through a transformation of sorts. This will be some time after the Plague, long after Aphrodite’s rule has been established in Midgard.
Tulk: There are other realms in other Ollen that are as physical as this one that are being corrupted. They must be freed.
Me: Midgard is my concern first. Let's take care of our Ollen then we will take care of the others.
Tulk: The first Ollen is being birthed. Now more. They’re increasing fast in number. They’re all forming something together. Beams of energy are going towards one point.
Tulk: Something’s being formed. An Ollen? Looks bigger than the rest
And shaped differently.
Me: "This is the birth of my baby."
Tulk: It’s beautiful. The other Ollen are circling around it in all directions. The Large one is in the center. The dense energy is collecting together and forming dense realms such as Midgard. Same processes for the lighter energies.
Tulk: The Light, Void, and third force energy are perfectly balanced and even come together in some realms
7:17pm Me: This is the birth of the cosmos we currently live in.
Tulk: I feel the cosmos beating like a heart. I see Midgard’s formation. Gaia is formed. She is beautiful. I don’t see her as a planet. I see her as a being. The wellspring of life.
7:26 Me: I started to feel intense vibrating throughout my body. Every cell of my body is vibrating.
Tulk: I see energy waves from her are being spread from the cosmos reverberating throughout space and time. Everything it touches comes to life in some way.
Light, Void, Third Force are in her in a perfectly fused state. Many energies are being formed. Oceanic, Land, Sky, Classical elements, Cosmic Elements, and many many others. Some of the waves have become dense and formed planetary extensions of her.
It was perpetual spring. The Sun formed and set Gaia in an orbit. It’s so young... I see the other realms forming. I see Eru Illuvatar working with La(a)ir Selrei(ei)us to form the Valar.
Tulk: I see the Former Rulers of Void and Light forming some type of agreement and the next rulers later on breaking it for more influence and power. I see the formation of the Third Force kingdom.
I see Kronos trying and failing to take the piece of the Creator. I see that piece falling into the Eternal sea and splitting between male and female in their shell. You both form lives together and become benevolent rulers.
You both decide to travel and go by many names, going through many Pantheons both Gaian based and pantheons of non-human civilizations. Poseidon settles down at some point but you keep going.
I see all the lives I lived up to the present. I see you getting trapped in Void and your present incarnation.
Ark: Aphrodite gifted mankind with the compass. This was to teach mankind that love will always guide them. That love is sure and steadfast and it will always lead the way.
Many Divine gave mankind gifts. Ares gave mankind the sword as a more efficient killing weapon. Historians wonder how mankind went into the age from being primitive to suddenly working with metals. It is because of gifts from the divine.
Arella: Asteria is so short compared to most Titans. She might as well be the size of a human, poor thing. Eury loves making fun of Asteria for her height. She often picks her up and carries her around like a sack of potatoes. She’s like a doll lmao. You wouldn’t believe the amount of times Eury has knocked Asteria over on accident.
Dollo: Dolloiandea recently returned earlier today. Her and Quetzalcoatl have been looking to get into planning for the retrieval.
However, they do not want to get too deep into details before meeting with the Kah about everything. As the leader of the Kah, is there anything you want to cover concerning the task at hand?
8:42pm Me: Retrieval of your essence or core?
Dollo: Essence, according to her.
Me: Essence is of the incarnation. This means they could be parts of your essence in the borderlands. I will go to the Garden of Bones and look in the archives.
Dollo: Thank you. She is telling me that a part of her core is missing as well.
8:50pm Me: I want to repay the favor I owe to Quetzalcoatl. I shall get the information you need.
Me: My white rider manifestation is riding to the Garden of Bones.
Me: I am with the Valgar. Beautiful beasts of the Death. They let me into the Garden.
9:00pm Me: I see incarnation essence of Dolloianeda in the bone arena. She is beneath the Athranaak.
I was really concerned at first because the bones of this incarnation are still being messed with in Midgard. I came up with a plan...
I am sending Myrrdonites to your bones. They will torment the humans using them. If they won't give up your bones we will take theirs instead.
Ark: Sometimes you can be so cruel. I love it.
Dollo: I guess now the next thing I need to focus on is getting the piece of her core back. Thanks again Amy, I greatly appreciate it.
9:18pm Me: Ask Quetzalcoatl if this makes us even.
Quetzal: "The favor has been repaid. Now we can continue further. Yakshenvak."
June 26th...
Tulk: I saw Aphrodite putting Love energy into early mankind while they were being formed. Then I saw her traversing the entire Cosmos and doing similar to the other species being created by the Gods.
After she was done she activated them all at once and a network of love energy was formed among everyone. Some parts of the network were corrupted and fell apart, especially humans.
Zayn: I asked Kristi in the Nature Realm about my TS. Kristi is her nickname. She is the "The Wind of the Dark Mountain". She said "He is known here as Orshank".
You were the only Divine she spoke about. Any other Divine I asked her about she says "I don't speak of Divine". How much she loves you is obvious from her eyes when she is talking about you.
Del'sean: Wow this is really intense and epic. I feel happy and emotional about the part where you birth the new life.
Me: Xahaxuan is not a new life. It is a weapon. My gardener Kahxuecxan has it now.
Del'sean: Oh that makes sense. What does this weapon of Xahaxuan do?
Me: It is an orthac blade multiplied by a million.
Official Mind Power Discussion Group...
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Lovely on the Outside...
Creator of Dragons and Unicorns
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The Enemy is Me: Why Lovely had to Die
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Names and Speaking in Riddles
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Lovely and Secrets of the Borderlands
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Divine Truths: Atlantis, Garden of Eden, Early Mankind
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Lovely on the Outside: Welcome to the Transition
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Some post comments...
Hylius: I am beyond words for what I just read. Everything Thoth described about you is so true. I am starting to cry. The Mind Power subs also seem different lately, my intuition told me to refrain for some time.
When I heard them today they were more effective. My heart is beating so immensely after what I just read. This must be Love, because I am ready to cry with the intense beauty and joy I feel from it.
Shuvo: My intuition tells me to take a break from them for today.
Me: You don't want to interact with the Mountain People? I don't blame you. Lovely Aphrodite is insane...
Hylia: In case anyone wonders i made the comment about Amy's energy during our own conversation separate from the others, I had no knowledge about anything going on with her at the time beyond what we already know.
I feel the need to point that out, as I suspect someone will be reading this and conclude that our beliefs are influenced by one another, that is not the case.
It was interesting reading about all of this, so that is what I was feeling, it was a very intense amount of energy (i loved how it felt).
James: I truly am lost for words, I felt such intense energy and emotion while reading this. The power, the beauty, the time, the love is palpable. From new wisdoms, to ancient ways this knowledge has shaken me and I am truly grateful to be privy to it.
The more I learn the more I can see a truth I have been striving toward my whole life. The bonds formed, the journey’s taken. I hope to one day join in your endeavors as I connect and to help the many others here to uphold your rule in Midgard and elsewhere.
This work is extremely important, and thank you immensely for sharing it. I just hope I am following my own path well so I may soon be able to witness and share in even more of this quest we are all taking. May our weaves be unbroken, and may we all rise soon enough to join The Queen.
Arella: Thanks mom, for putting my comment about Asteria's height at such an inopportune time. cx
Hylia: Asteria is the perfect Astetia size. T^T ilia loves her comparative shortness.
Stark: The Mana track was made durring my grandsons IG. For the last almost two weeks he has been running to me telling me"my heart hurts" . No other symptoms. .. just run to me holding his chest.
Today he has not had one single episode. I wonder if the corruption to that track had something to do with him feeling pain in his heart.
Me: His heart is linked with the Heart of Magic. This is beautiful.
Hylius: That made me want to cry Amy.
Stark: When i read your comment Amy i was instantly overwhelmed with emotion this is so beautiful! he honestly seems fine today, he went to sleep unusually early last night he slept 11 hours with his playlist. Just wow!
Pam: The Mana Track was from my great grandson IG, the last few days it stop working, so glad it started working again tonight!
Naturome: So much awesomeness - is there an even better word, beyond awesome! These posts never fail to amaze me. Words just don't cover it!
JJ: This took me so long to read, the energy just keeps amping up. I cried while reading the part of the library and the creation of the Ollen. This is intense, I was lying down while reading. This is just wonderful, Thoth's words, the birth of Gaia...I'm crying again this is so incredible.
Zelda: I couldn't stop crying when I was reading the part about love T-T. This was a really powerful post. Thank you Amy/Lovely for all this precious knowledge.
Caleb: This post has had many answers here, that I shall cherish and hold dear, you have shown things I have sought, and also pondered on a whole lot, the things I have read, needed to be said, you all have shown me, what I needed to see, what I waited for, for oh so long, led me to nothing wrong, you have written what I needed to see, it's so amazing how this can be, many answers I saw were scattered so far, I am so happy I've found where many are, I thank you
