Past Incarnation Reading for Doumarae
When your true self was with us for the IG session we looked into your past incarnations.
This the best time to do your past incarnation reading. For your session we chose to focus in-depth on three past incarnations.
Riley's IG session from the previous day...
Doumarae and the Return of Lovely
*Early Century AD*
You are in Britannia. There is a boat with three men on it. There is a man rowing. He is painted in woad. There are two other men. One that is older and one that looks to be mid to late 20s.
They are speaking to each other talking about the island they are going to. You are the younger man in his 20s. You and the older man are Druids. You may be in the process of becoming a Druid at this time you may not fully be one yet. The older man is your teacher.
You are talking about the island and you are speaking of the Romans. You have a lot of fight in you. You are using this certain word for teacher that we cannot make out.
You call the older man teacher when you speak to him. You are talking about defending the sacred island and how it is the last refuge.
The older man says "Whatever happens... if the Romans drown on this sea or if we die upon their spears... either way will be glory."
You get to a little shore. There are Celtic warriors showing up. There are not many of them. They are all painted in woad. As your boat reaches the shore there are a few of these warriors that run to help you.
One of these warriors comes up and addressed the older man. He says to him "Wise One" and then bows all the way down to one knee. He says "Wise One the council has already gathered and they are waiting for you."
Your name is Urafrey. The older man turned to you and asks you to find a place to bed down for the night and to make dinner. He told you that he would be back as soon as he can.
The next morning you are waking up and you are looking around to see if your teacher is there. You do not see him. You get up, grab your staff, and start walking.
You are walking around the island and you are not seeing very many warriors. This is disturbing for you. You see mostly common Celt folk. You also see other Druid students.
Every lifetime for a Druid they come to claim one male child to whatever clan that they serve. So these are the students that were chosen as children. You were also chosen as a child to become a Druid.
While you are walking you come up to this place. There is a palisade circle made out of wooden stakes. You are coming up to the entrance. There are two warriors standing there.
They both have wolf hides covering their faces. It looks as if their who face were a wolf. Their woad is black so they are protectors. They are badass warriors.
You are trying to go in the circle and they are stopping you. As you walk towards the entrance they move in front of you. You are asking "Is the council still in session?" One of the guards shakes his head and the other replies "Yes." You turn around and walk back.
You are down by the water and you are tossing stones into it. You are looking out and there is fog on top of the water. You are having a moment.
You see something out in the distance. It is a little boat like you had. You see a man waving his arms. He is shouting something. At first you don't hear it until you stand up. You are straining to listen to what the man is shouting.
As the little boat starts getting closer you are able to make out what the man is saying. He is screaming "Romans on the other shore!"
As he gets closer you can see that he is in really bad shape. There are three injured bodies hanging off the sides of his boat. There are two men rowing towards the shore.
By this time others have noticed including a few of the warriors. They start running the circle to go and tell the Druid council.
You turn go to towards the circle but you saw that the man who was screaming from the boat slumped down as he was approaching the shore.
People are helping him and the other injured out of the boat. You are asking one of them "Romans? How many Romans?"
One of the men who was rowing replied "So many that they swallowed a whole field. A couple of small tribes banded together and we tried to fight them.
We were slaughtered. They took prisoners and one got away. He overheard their plans that they were coming here. We have been fleeing from them trying to reach here for almost the cycle of a moon."
All the Druids are coming out of the circle. There is one in front. You can tell that he may be Arch Druid or High Druid. He is the kind that is a tie breaker in a decision.
He is speaking to them all. "Be brave. The gods will pull these Romans down to the depths of the sea. Those who survive and crawl upon this shore will meet a certain end at our hands."
It is now nightfall. There are torches everywhere. You are behind make-shift barricades. You are standing next to your teacher. Your teacher says "Urafrey come walk with me."
As you are walking back up to the circle your teacher is walking forward and you stop because you know you are not allowed in there yet.
Your teacher turns around to you and says "Come on." You are saying "Teacher no. It is forbidden for me. It is punishable by death."
Your teacher replies "We are all going to die anyway. But not all of us have to. Even though you are not a teacher yet soon you will be. Now come." You follow him into the circle.
Inside the circle is this big stone. When you walk in there you lay all the way down on the grass. That stone must be something sacred. You see your teacher go behind it.
He is digging around near the bottom of the stone. He pulls out this wrapped up leather about 6-inches across and about 2 and a half feet long rolled up.
Your teacher is calling you over to him. He says "Hold this." and he gives it to you. He sets his staff against the stone and he takes his robe off. He places his robe around you. You cannot believe it. You are a bit in shock.
Your teacher looks you in the eyes and says "Everything I have taught you. Eveything you have learned. You must carry this wisdom on to the East." He is speaking in really old Gaelic.
Then he hands you his staff. He starts telling "Go to the Northeast part of the island. There you will find a small boat. It will help you sail to Ireland. The Land of the Ury."
You reply "No. You should go. You carry so much knowledge. Even though you have taught me all these years I do not have the wisdom that you have. Let me die. Let me being so young. I give myself to it."
Your teacher places his hands on your shoulders and says "No You must live. I have foreseen this all my life. That is why I chose you. Inside these hides is everything else you will need to know."
You are putting your things in the boat. You can hear the sounds of battle off in the distance. You push the boat out and get into it. You put the sail up and start catching the wind.
You head off. You are looking back and the island and see the bright light of fires burning. You can still hear the sounds of people dying.
Your sail is up and you are rowing. You are thinking of the sacred circle and all your brothers who are dying. You are very sad.
You are now an older man waking up from remembering this memory that happened to you earlier in your life. You get up out of a make-shift bed. You live in a stick-made hut. You are a bit groggy. You are going out for your morning walk through the forest.
You stop for a second and listen. You hear children laughing. You look around and see a couple of little girls and one little boy running through the forest. They seem around 7 or 8 years old. You chuckle to yourself and then you start thinking of something.
These children stop running and they are playing in a little area. You pop out from behind a tree to spook them. You startle them and they scream. Then they recognized you. You are making small talk with them.
Then you end the conversation by saying "Well I have to go on my walk." The children are saying "Oh let us come with you!" You say "Well I don't see the bother in it. In case there are any Fairy Folk I can feed you to." You all laugh.
You are walking with these kids. One of them asked "What happened to the other ones like you?" You explain it all to them. A little girl asked "Do you think one day there will be any more?"
The boy asked "Could I be one of you?" You say "As long as what we believe survives then all of us are connected spiritually."
Now you woke up from remembering that and you are really old. You are coughing really bad. You are barely getting out of bed. You get your staff which is more of your walking stick now. You cannot be without it because it holds you up. You are very frail.
You are walking again through the forest. You come down to a creek. You take off your robe and you lay your staff in between the robe. Then you wrap your staff up inside the robe. You push it out into the water. It starts floating away.
You are laying down half way in the water and half on land. You say "River Goddess take me to the Summer Lands." Then you die.
*1808 AD Northwest America Montana Area*
Ark sees three men. They are trappers. They have a lot of animals they have trapped. They are walking along an area where a river is flowing. There are mountains and forest on all sides of them.
One of the men is yelling "Billy! Let's just make it up over here the night. Camp will be good." Billy replies "That's fine George."
There is a teenager around 16-years-old. Billy says to him "Get your ass up to haul Pepper Gin." This kid is struggling to haul the trapped animals.
These three men are setting up camp. It is around dusk the sun is setting. George is skinning. Billy is doing something with the meat. Pepper Gin is eating from a tin of food.
Billy says "Pepper Gin get your ass up and go empty a bucket of guts. Don't leave this sitting by the fire tonight."
Pepper Gin puts his food down and picks up the bucket. He starts walking off. George yells out "Make sure you dump that shit down the river. I don't need no god damn bear coming up and biting my ass tonight." Billy said "One big bear hide right there is worth your ass." They both laughed.
Pepper Gin is walking. He is cussing to himself about the other two men. 'Pepper Gin do this... Pepper Gin do that... When we get back down to New Orleans. When I get home. Mama is going to be all done up. We are gonna move out of that rickety shit-shack. Keep telling yourself Pepper Gin. The money in the inn is all going to be worth it.'
George is talking to Billy. They are talking about Pepper Gin. "I kind of like the kid. Maybe we bring him along next season." They hear the howl of a wolf. They grab their muskets and make themselves ready. Billy says "George stay on here with the catch. I am going to go get Pepper Gin."
Billy is walking down through the forest. He sees Pepper Gin up in front of him stopped frozen. Billy notices that there is a while wolf about 10 to 15 feet away from Pepper Gin. Billy looks at him and his eyes light up in amazement. Billy whispers "Don't move boy. Just think of the bounty on a white wolf hide."
Billy is slowly creeping up with his musket. Pepper Gin whispers back "Whatever you are going to do you need to do it now." Billy replies "Just a few more seconds... I've got him in my sight. Just slow breaths." Billy gets ready to pull the trigger. As he does something hits the musket and knocks it up and it goes off. The wolf runs away.
Somebody is taking Billy to the ground. He looks like a Native American Mountain Man. He might be half Native. He is wearing Trapper clothing. He has a knife to Billy's throat. Pepper Gin sees this and gets ready to react.
Whoever this guy is pulls a pistol musket and says "Don't think about it boy." He turns and looks down at Billy and says "Season after season. You come through this land. You take and you never give. And still you come. The white wolf, she is not yours. She is mine. Leave her be... Or I will kill you and the boy. And your other friend back at camp. Understand me Billy?"
Billy looks at this Native Mountain Man and says "Who are you?" The man replies "I am Keeper of this Mountain. The river is my strength. The birds are my eyes. All the animals that are sacred here are my friends."
Then he moves closer and says "Something that you will come to understand if you do not move on. Now take your things and go." This Mountain Man gets up slowly and disappeared into the darkness of the woods.
This Mountain Man is you. You are by yourself at a campfire. You are holding a necklace. You are thinking about memories.
In your memory you are thinking of yourself as a younger man. You look more European than you do Native. You are half-Native.
You are with a Native girl. You are in a meadow. You are chasing her and you are both laughing. You grab her by the waist and you both fall down to the ground and you kiss.
You look at her and you say "Are you sure you want to come with me? Some of the territory is untouched by man. At least by European men. There is a place up there where they say that all the furs a man could trap. That he could bring back wagon loads, boat loads, after that. He could become a rich man."
She looks at you and says "Rich enough to go to your father's country? To go to France? There is still family there." You shake your head no and say "There is no family there for me. My father's family disowned him when he chose to marry a Native. You are my only family now. Until the many children we have." Then she laughed.
You say "This will be an exciting journey and there is no one else I would rather have by my side."
That memory ended and you are sitting alone at the campfire again as the Native Mountain Man. You hear something coming closer. It is not loud. You see it is the white wolf. The wolf is not aggressive. It just stares at you. You look at her and there is a tear that comes down your cheek.
You are having a memory flashback... It is snowing really hard. You are holding a woman and she is dying. This is the same Native girl from the other memory.
Coming back to the campfire you are looking at the white wolf. The wolf turns and walks back into the woods. You grab your musket and you get up and you walk off.
You are walking through the woods. There is a campfire up ahead. You are going back to see what George, Billy, and Pepper Gin are doing. You see an empty campsite. You are creeping up a little bit. You hear a click like a hammer lock on a musket. You hear Pepper Gin saying "Don't you go no further mister."
You put your hands up. Pepper Gin is saying "Lay that rifle on the ground." You bend down slowly and place your musket on the ground.
Pepper Gin says "Slowly. Now stand back up. Old Billy was right. You done wanted that wolf hide all to yourself. You could have just come and helped us out. That wolf hide done get split four ways. Oh Georgey said he could fetch in New Orleans about $400 dolla."
You say "Son you don't want to do this. There is something you are not understanding. I don't want that wolf hide. She means much more to me than that."
Pepper Gin says "Yeah? How much that pelt fetch you somewhere?" You say "As I said you stupid bastard. I am not for the pelt." Pepper Gin gets angry and pushes the barrel of his gun to your head.
Pepper Gins says "First off you son bitch I ain't no bastard. Second of off a three-way split is even better. Georgey said I should talk you down. Billy said I should put one in your head. Maybe I think I should just put one in your head."
You say again "Son you don't want to do this." Pepper Gin replies "Tell it to God." You react and swoop the musket away from him and at the same time you stick him with your knife. The teenager boy is gagging and looking at you. Pepper Gin is dying. You pull your knife out and stand back.
You are having another memory flashback... It is you in the snow with the Native girl. You are trying to reach for her and say "Come on we can make it. Neither one of us are going to die here." She is screaming back "This is a cursed place! All who die here remain here."
You are back from your flashback. Pepper Gin is dead on the ground. You hear a shot and wolf cry. You grab your musket and the musket of Pepper Gin. You start heading that way.
You can hear voices up ahead. You hear George say "By God Billy you got the bitch. Keep up on her. She losing blood." You are running as fast as you can.
As you are running you are having another flashback... You are sitting around a campfire with the Native girl. You are calling her Pretty Bird.
You ask her what is bothering her. She says "I don't like this place. I keep dreaming of a white wolf. A spirit wolf. I think the spirit wolf is me."
You laughed and said "Spirit wolf?" She is angered by your laugh. She is very serious. She says "Did your mother not teach you anything or did you not listen?" You apologize. She says "The spirit wolf being me. My death is soon."
You are back from the flashback. You are running. You can hear the men up in front of you. You hear George yell "I can the end of the bitch's tail! You go on up around her and cut her off."
You can see George running. You see George stop and take a shot. He is reloading his musket. You stop and fire your gun and the back of George's head almost explodes. You used high caliber ammo back then.
You run up to where George's body is. You make sure that he is dead. You start heading off to where Billy is. You are running up around to where he is.
Billy pops out in front of you. He takes a shot and hits you in the right shoulder. You fall to the ground.
You are dazed and flashing back in a memory... You are holding the Native girl. You are looking at her and you say "Pretty Bird please don't fly away."
She touches your cheek and says "I will always be with you Morgan. I will always be here on this mountain. My he-who-is-born-of-two-tribes." Then she dies. You pull her close to you and you are sobbing. You say again "Pretty Bird please don't fly away."
You wake up from your flashback when you get a smack across the face. Billy is standing over you with a knife. "This is one skin I will enjoy taking for killing my friend you half-breed low-life scum!"
Billy gets ready to stab you but you react. You block off the knife and it cuts your arm. You are both wrestling rolling on the ground. You are struggling back and forth exchanging blows. Billy is still trying to stab you with his knife.
Now you are on top of Billy. You are turning Billy's knife around on him. You are pushing it down towards his face. You put it on the side of the temple near his left eye. You keep pressing down on it and stick it through Billy's head.
You flop off of him. Billy is dead. You are laying there on the ground. You are bleeding out. Hypothermia is setting in. You hear something approach you. It is the white wolf.
The white wolf lays down beside you and starts licking your forehead. You say to the wolf "You are here with me my love."
Ark sees a group of seven men. It is daylight. There are two men walking ahead of the other five. One is saying "Come on John. Let's head up to the top ridge to see what we can see. The others of you take down a rest."
These two men are climbing up to this top ridge. They both get up there. They are looking around. John is around 18 to 20 years old. He says "Oh Doc! We have our first bounty Doc!"
Doc walks over and looks where John has his rifle pointed at. Down below the ridge on this little path is a black wolf and a white wolf staring back at them. John is getting ready to take as shot, but Doc stops him.
Doc says "Johnathan... Sometimes God's creatures should just be free. These two are God's creatures. Let's press on back down to the men." Then the vision ends. These wolves are part of your essences.
*1949 Northwest Canada*
You are an Inuit in your early 30s. There is a young girl with you. It is lightly snowing. You are carrying supplies to fish with or you are hunting seals. You have a kayak-like boat with you. You are pulling this boat.
You are speaking to the girl "Tehkiah get me some of that blubber out of the back. I am famished." She goes and gets some right away. She gives it to you and you stop and sit down. You are eating some blubber. You say "Thank you my child."
As you chew on the blubber you say to her "So, a very important day for you. Your first hunt."
Tehkia replies "I wish Meshusah was here." You say "He has gone down to be part of everything that is fast and big. His culture, the old ways, the hunt... he doesn't care anything for that. He cares about the motion pictures, the night clubs, the liquor. Wherever he is we wish him well. Now come along. For it is a great day for you."
You are both in the boat. You are paddling through some of the water. There are pieces of ice floating around you. You are hunting seal. You turn to Tehkia and say "Shhh up ahead. We must get closer and not startle them. Push them inland watch for their dive holes. Now remember... we take only what is needed."
You are coming up to a group of seals. Some of them start diving in the water. You take this drum thing out and start banging on it. You start scaring some back towards the ice. They dive into these holes. The boat gets up towards the ice. You and Tehkia get out. You have harpoon-like weapons.
You say "Now we look for the holes." You go one way and Tehkia goes the other way. She cries out "Father! Father! I have one on the ice!" You come over to where she is. Off a little bit ahead of her is a baby seal.
She asks "What should I do father? He is only a pup." You say to her "You should let it live. We should let it grow and have children. For that is the way."
You are returning to your small village. You have a seal with you. It is an adult seal that you had hunted. A couple of the villagers come out to welcome you back.
You are sitting around and you are all eating. You are making small talk. One of them says "The hunt today was great for Mahwahe and his daughter. Although Tehkia was not able to get her first kill on her first hunt there will be many more after." Everyone cheers." It is a small group of villagers maybe only three or four families.
You say "Yes, my little flower... tradition and culture flows like the blood in our veins. For the next time it will be her who walks proud. Her that will feed us."
You are in your igloo. Tehkia says "Next time father I won't let you down." You say "You must learn patience. Understand what the hunt is about. It is not just killing the gods creatures. It is a sacred rite. A passage. A rite that we must respect what we take." She nods her head in agreement.
You are out again with Tehkia on a hunt. You are on the same boat you were last time. You find another group of seals. This is a smaller group.
You do the same thing to drive them into their dive holes. You are looking at the holes where the seals dive down. Tehkia is looking in some and you are looking in others.
You see a seal getting ready to come up for air. You get ready then you hear a scream and a crackle behind you. You hear Tehkia crying "Father!" You forget about the seal and you start running towards her.
You see that one of the holes has given way and has fallen into the water. You are trying to get close enough to grab her. As you get close enough to almost grab her hand you fall into the water as well. You go under for a moment then you swim back up and catch your breath.
You hear Tehkia crying "Father." You call back to her "Tehkia!" and you swim towards her. You say "Grab on to me my dear. Grab on to me."
You get a hold of her. You start swimming towards where the edge of the ice is. You push her up with all your strength. You are freezing cold.
Tehkia turns around and grabs your arm. She is trying to pull you up. She cannot do it. She is not strong enough. You start to hear the ice cracking again. You say to her "Tehkia get back! The ice is going to crack!"
She says "No! No!" You yell at her to get back. She starts moving back because the ice starts cracking underneath her and she almost falls in.
You are floating out in the icy water. You yell out to her "Tehkia! Remember me! Remember who I am! Remember what we are!" She is screaming "Father! Father!" You go under and start sinking.
Tehkia is crying on the ice she says "I will father. I promise I will." The vision ends.
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