Past Incarnation Reading for Dolloiandea
When we connected to you... Wow! So much energy. We focused in-depth on three of your past incarnations.
*Roman Slave Incarnation*
This is the first century BC. You are in a caged wagon. You are a young girl. You are a slave. You look Gaulish. You are being taken to the city of Rome to the slave markets.
You knew Ark in this incarnation. You are being purchased by a man and a woman. Their last name is Batiatus. The lady is inspecting you and said "This one will do." The male Batiatus says "This one is scrawny. There are many others to choose from my dear."
The lady says "No. This one will do." You are taken to the House of Batiatus. This is a gladiator school.
Time going by... You have grown into a young woman. You are still a slave to this household and to the lady of the house. You are standing up on this balcony. You are smiling down to the Dominus. He is the overseer of the gladiators. He smiles back at you.
You know him. His name is Atticus. You have a secret romantic relationship with him. You see him down there in this pit and he is trying to get one of these newer gladiators brought in to show him what he can do and what he is capable of fighting wise. He is a Thracian.
This Thracian throws his wooden sword to the ground. Atticus comes up close to him and hits him with his wooded sword. The lord Batiatus says "Maybe this one is just good enough for the pits. Quick kills" The lady Batiatus says "Give him time. I sense something great in him."
The lady Batiatus looks at you and says "What do you think Minerva?" You reply "Yes, in time my lady"
Ark knows you because you are part of the slave rebellion in Rome. The one led by Spartacus. You knew Ark at Gatticus. Ark was a former gladiator who won his freedom.
Some time going by. This Thracian is Spartacus. He has risen to greatness in the arena. He makes Atticus very proud. You look at him as a very strong person.
The gladiators and slaves are revolting at the House of Batiatus. You are stabbing one of the guards. You are in the melee and fighting along with the other slaves and gladiators.
You are fleeing Capua with Spartacus, Crixus, and Atticus. You are pillaging nearby Roman villas. You are freeing slaves. You are headed north towards the Alps.
You are headed back south to attack and plunder Rome. You are walking together with Attuicus, Spartacus, and some of the other trusted gladiators. You see a figure coming towards you in the distance just standing there. That is Gatticus who is the incarnation of Ark at that time.
Gatticus is speaking to Spartacus. Ark is saying "Well, you've convinced me. I will join your cause." You say to him "It would be an honor to have you with us Gatticus."
Flash forward to another battle... You are fighting in it. You are defeating this Roman legion. They are running away. It is a victory.
Flash forward after another battle... this one was neither a victory nor a defeat. You are with Atticus and he is dying. He is handing you his gladius. He says "Avenge me. Carry on the fight. Find freedom."
Ark sees another battle. You are losing in this one. You are fighting in this battle. You are clubbed over the back of your head and neck and knocked unconscious. You become a captive.
The general Craxus says "All those who betrayed the House of Batiatus bring forward." You are sitting in chains next to Gatticus.
Gatticus is telling you "Be strong. Soon you with be with Atticus and be free. No man can deny us freedom in death."
Craxus is saying "Crucify these ones close to the gates of Rome." You are crucified.
You are looking across the road at Gatticus who is being crucified along with you. You say "Gatticus, for there is freedom in death."
*1700s Early America Incarnation*
You are a Native American woman with one son. Your husband is dead. You are fleeing with your son and other natives. There are Spanish riders that are chasing you down.
You hide down in this tall grass. You are telling your son "Get down. Stay down." Your son is defiant. You can hear the hooves of the horses coming closer. Your son grabs his spear and jumps up at them. One of the men or horseback runs him through with a lance and your son dies.
The Spaniards captured you along with a few other natives. You are being taken back to their fort. You are being put into this barn. You and the other natives are all huddled together.
You notice something. You notice that one of the logs that make up the building is loose. You push it aside. It opens up just enough so that people can crawl through. It is nighttime.
You are sneaking away and escaping. You are running through woods. You can hear Spanish voices pursuing you. You go down to this creek and hide underneath an overhang of shrubs. You see the Spanish and you can see their torches. They are looking around. They do not notice you and they move on.
You are making a journey. You are walking. You dig through roots to find food to eat. You are digging through these roots and eatig them. You stop for a second when you hear voices. People are approaching.
It is another tribe of natives. They are warriors from the crow tribe. They notice you. You know they are an enemy tribe. They start chasing you. You are running.
You catch your leg on a root and you fall. You see one of the crows approaching you getting ready to hit you with a club. You put your hands up to protect yourself getting ready because you know a blow is coming.
You hear a shot and the crow guy falls dead. You see these white men. One of the white men rushes down to you and says "Are you alright? Can you understand my language?" He is an Englishman. You are weary and fearful of him. You are struggling. He says "I won't hurt you." You are so overtaken by the moment that you pass out.
You are awakening. You are laying in a bed inside this little fort in a colony. This Englishman is sitting next to you. You wake up and you see him sitting there. You are startled because of where you are at.
He calms you down. "It's okay. I am not going to hurt you." He gives you some water. You reluctantly take it and drink some. He is making small talk with you and letting you know that you are safe.
He says "I am William. William. Do you have a name?" You look at him like you don't really understand what he is saying. He points to himself and says "My name is William." Then he points to you and says "What is your name?" You do not say anything.
You are helping around the colony. You do not speak, but you learned enough to understand the English language. You see William. He is looking stressed. He is in the stockroom. He says to you "We are running out of salt to preserve our meat." He shows it to you.
You reach down and you take a little pinch of salt. William says "Salt. This is salt. Do you know what this is?" You nod your head yes. Then you point somewhere. You hold the salt in one hand and point with the other. William asks "You know where to find this?" You nod your head yes. Williams asks "Will you show me?" You nod yes again.
You, William, and two other men are getting ready to go outside of the fort. William is speaking to the other men saying "Are we ready to go? She will lead us there." One of the other men says "Are you sure she knows where she is going? She is not even sure of her name."
William says "I know she will take us there." You are all traveling. William keeps speaking to you "Are we getting closer?" They are following you into a rocky area. You are leading them down this narrow canyon. You call William over to one of the canyon walls. You rub the wall. There is salt deposit there.
William's eyes light up and he says "You found it! You found it!" He embraces you and lifts you up out of joy. Instead of you being reluctant like you usually are you accepted it. He is working on gathering these salt deposits from the canyon wall.
You are around a little campfire. You are all bedding down for the night. The men are talking. William says "She must have been sent by God to lead us all this way." One of the men raises his water skin and says "Agreed." Everyone is laying down for the night and the fire is dying down.
You are awaken startled all of the sudden. You go over to William and try to wake him up. He is kind of groggy and says "What is it?" You are pointing towards the woods. William is kind of confused "What do you mean?" You are grabbing him and trying to pull him up. After he doesn't really try to get up, you run over and grab his musket and you give it to him.
Then next thing you hear is war cries. There are crow warriors coming out. There are three crows. They are already upon the two men who are sleeping and they kill them and beat them with clubs. William grabs his musket and shoots one of them. One of the crow warriors falls down dead.
The other one rushes up on William and is fighting him. William is blocking him by using his musket as a weapon. William pushes him off and swings the musket and hits him across the head. The crow warrior falls down.
William feels a sharp pain in his side. A crow warrior had come up behind him and stabbed him. William falls down to the ground with the crow warrior. They are rolling and struggling.
You pick up a log and you hit the crow warrior. It knocks him off of William. You start hitting the crow warrior over and over with the log until he died. You rush back over to William. He is bleeding really bad. You grab William by the arms and you drag him into the forest.
You drag him into the hollow of a tree. You are hiding in there with him because you hear more crow warriors. You are just hiding in the tree until the morning.
The next morning you come out of the hollow of the tree and look around. You look back at William. He is in bad shape. He is dying.
You come back with one of the bags full of salt. You open up William's shirt where the wound is. You place the salt on the wound. William cries out in pain. You give him water and let him rest. He passes out.
William is laying on a lister. You are dragging him. Every so often you are stopping to treat his wound and give him water. William thanks you and says "I would be dead without you."
You point to your chest with both hands and then you put your hand on your mouth. Then you do this bird dove flying gesture with your hands.
William says "I do not understand." You point to his chest. He asks "Me? William?" Then you point back to yourself. Pointing your your chest, then touching your mouth, then doing this bird flying gesture with your hands.
William says "Your name." You say "Neeshuaa." You keep doing the same gesture as you say "Nesshuaa." William says "Mouth. Bird." You shake your head no at mouth, but yes at bird. He asks "Quiet bird?" You shake your head no.
He asks "Silent bird?" And you shake your head yes. You put your hands to your chest and say "Neeshuaa." William says to you "Neeshuaa Silent Bird. Since I have come to the New World that is the most beautiful thing I have heard." You smile at each other.
You are dragging him again. You are a little bit of distance from the colony fort. Men are yelling "Open up the gate!" They are helping you get William inside. They start taking care of him.
After some time passes... William is recovering. He comes to you and says "Come. You must see this. This will be glorious." You leave the fort and head down to where the beach is.
You see an English ship. He side hugs you and puts his arm around you. He asks you "Have you ever wanted to see England?" You go with him and you marry him. Then the vision ends.
*1930s Germany Incarnation*
You are in a shop. You are a teenager. You are stuffing things into bags. Like silver tea sets, silverware, really expensive stuff. Your father is a Jewish businessman. He says to you "Quickly my rose. You must gather all of this and hide it." You put these things in suitcases.
German soldiers enter your shop. They are yelling orders. You, your father, and your mother are gathering your luggage. You are being forced out of your shop. The German soldiers are saying "Over here."
You are put with other people. You are walking in a line towards a train station. There are German soldiers yelling orders. They are taking your luggage. They are putting you on these cattle cars.
You are on a train. It is dark. You are huddled together with your family and many others. It is a long horrible terrifying cramped crowded trip.
The train finally stops. You are all being unloaded. You are being separated. German soldiers saying "Men over here. Women over there."
Your father is being defiant and saying no. He is trying to hold on to you and your mother. Your father pushes a German soldier off. Another German soldier hits him on the back of the head with his rifle. Your father stumbles back a bit.
This German officer comes up while your father is being held by two other German soldiers. Your father looks over to you and says "Be brave Shoshana. Be brave my rose."
The German officer pulls out his pistol and shoots your father in the chest. You let out a scream "Papa!". You keep screaming as the German soldiers keep pushing you and your mother in the direction of the other separated women.
You are bald. Your hair was shaved off. You are wearing a striped uniform. You are very thin. You are carrying this bucket of water. You are going over to these other prisoners. These prisoners are digging something. You have a ladle and you are giving each of them water.
You are giving this one man water. He finishes drinking it. You get ready to pull the ladle back but the man has his hand on your wrist. He is forcing you to give him more. You are scared and saying "I can't. I can't." This German soldier comes up. He says "What is going on here? Back to work!"
The one man you were giving water to says "We need water. We are dying!" The German soldier takes his rifle and shoots this guy. The German soldier said "Now that is dying." Everyone hurries back to the work they were doing.
The German soldier looks at you and says "Move along girl!" You are moving away from where those people are working. You are going back to your barracks. It is full of pre-teen and teenage girls. You lay on one of the bunks.
You are looking underneath your bunk. You whisper "Abby. Come up Abby." This little girl crawls up out of the darkness. You are reaching into your shirt and you pull out this little crust of bread. You say "Look what I got for you Abby." You give the bread to her. Abby eats it You are touching Abby's head to comfort her.
You are pushing these barrels. You and others are pushing them. There are a few German soldiers guarding you. You are pushing the barrels into this pit where other barrels are. You are going down into this pit. The German soldiers are not really watching you. You open the barrel up a little bit. You whisper into the barrel "Stay quiet Abby."
You go up to one of the other barrels. You are looking to see if the German soldiers are watching. You are taking something out of it. It looks like a burlap sack. You are going back over to the other barrel. You put the sack inside the barrel. You say "In here is everything you need Abby. Wait for nightfall and then go. I will see you again."
The German soldier is yelling at you. You make a "Shhhh" sound real quickly at Abby then you go back to where the soldiers are. He pushes you and tells you to move along.
Ark is seeing you with the barrels again. This seems like the following day. You go over to the barrel where Abby was. You look inside.
You see the striped clothing just laying in there. You look around on the ground and you see footprints leading off. You smile and say "God be with you Abby."
You are back in the barracks laying in your bunk. Everyone in the barracks is resting. The door is kicked open. German soldiers are coming in. They are forcing everyone out. They are forcing you into a line outside. They are pushing you all inside a building.
There is a German officer in there along with several soldiers. He is telling you to strip all the way down. The women are all crying. The Officer says "Through that door! Push them through that door!"
You get pushed into this other room where it is very dark. They close the door behind you and there is a latching noise. There are a bunch of what looks like shower heads. This gas is coming out of them. You died in this gas chamber.
Years later... Ark sees this older woman in her mid-40s. She is coming to this place where there is a memorial stone. She is placing a rose on the memorial. She is saying "Thank you Shoshana." This is Abby.
Response from Dolloiandea:
I'm quite emotional over this information. What you have described to me is answering a lot of questions I've had about previous experiences.
I also am starting to realize how much influence these past lives have on my present personality. There are so many connections; it's mind blowing.
A little funny fact concerning the last life mentioned: My father is a Polish immigrant born in the 1950s. His family was Jewish. With the arrival of WWII, a majority of them were forced into the camps set up by the Germans.
Out of all the relatives I had, only four managed to survive both camps from the war. Sadly, I did not get to meet them personally before their deaths.
As for the amount of energy felt, I am not surprised. I have been feeling an overwhelming amount of energy building up and working through my body as of late.
I don't know what my true self is doing right now, but I have a feeling that this may be a result of her actions. Anyways, thank you for the session. I greatly appreciate it.
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